Saw in different gregarious platform the heat about a news is discussed recently --
A youth cycles after retrograde motion is captured by the policeman, the mood breaks down. The girlfriend that its reason is him is being urged want him to send the key, and across company also is urging him, to drive time have to retrograde motion. The youth is in most began to break a mobile phone, did not cross the pick up that feels distressed again a few seconds to come. After giving a policeman Id, edge of bridge of his run to is appetent commit suicide, be barred fall by the policeman, crouch sit in roadside to cry. From A to Z, had not said a bad word, saying maximum sentence is " I am sorry " and " thank " .For the boy that both sides runs, did oneself not to like usually act against one's will " go in a direction not allowed by traffic regulations " , be being caught that momently, depress him long already, break down crying is so " arrange its nature " thing.
A lot of people say, look at him what break down, fang Buddha saw him.
Retrograde motion is caught is not a job that saves hard, but after the mood that becomes a person depresses the utmost, again small issue also can detonate this mood bomb, place letting a person breaks down. The life stripped company cultivate cry loudly cries greatly " the right " .
I am for only hard living.
Rise each days in the morning, the case that drapes adamancy to struggle goes going to work, work overtime the ground struggles for the life, but reality always is so cruelty however, use bit by bit " time, performance, chummage, affection, car is borrowed, parents, disease, room is borrowed, human relation, public opinion " go fritter away your crust, what plunge into last a little bit continuously is effeminate. But you cannot cry easily however.
But why is living conference so difficult?
To earn more money, made a program to life, will to big city read. New city, unfamiliar street, new person, again terrified, subdue again, also can hide in in unmanned time only by tear of have sth in mind of the depression in the nest.
Greet the following day, continue to live. But inner mood is about to break down.
I know the life is not easy, but never know the life is OK and such hard.
Every sky class goes all out in work oneself, face the pressure of far and near, oneself tell when be not being maintained every time, bearing, hold to, it is good that get over goes.
Dare not want to cry, because do not have time,not be, after fearing to had broken down however oneself also are not worn again on strong case, tell oneself to want to keep back so.
The means that should abreact actually is very much: Cry, cry greatly, yock, eat madly, run quickly madly, mad dance is waited a moment, with so intense extreme, have erupt the behavior of force, can volatilize quickly the negative sentiment in your body.
But why be still so many society person is bearing tremendous negative sentiment?
Because everybody does not have the right that break down, of adult breaking down often is quiet silence.
A lot of moment, we break down, because we have many,not be busy, have many tired, want to spit groove however, when pouring out all these, discover however, do not have even a talker.
Now, I want to cry only.
See this boy, satori, the life is such, the person is living this generation, torment oneself heart so why.
Should cry, should laugh, let mood bold and flowing, although life have not is changed because of my frown and smile, but at least oneself from inside by the other place comfortable.
Tear is not salty, it is impure loneliness, depression, loneliness, angst, indignation, terrified, confused flavour. Flow, the acerbity pain that corrodes your adamancy heart is little also.
When you should break down, give oneself 30 seconds, cry.
