Wang Xiaobo has said, life, namely slow the course that gets weight.
The first year that the university graduates, I am good the portion was sought not easily to work in ad firm.
The old says, written thing resembles piling rubbish.
The branch attends a meeting, my head is empty, do not insert a mouth.
Nervous, risk foolish gas, be afraid of missay word, I am afraid of by person jest.
Between a next the period of the day from 11 a.m. to 1 p.m. , do a PPT, change the eyes of a swift and fierce.
And on these jobs be inferior to person meaning, should be in after coming off work, oneself make great efforts fill on.
Return abode in the evening, publicize a video, the interpreter becomes literal script, time-out, broadcast, answer, before dawn slept partly at 12 o'clock, got up at 6 o'clock in the morning wash gargle.
That momently, had felt difficult. Difficult is not to should be paid, after be being paid however, cannot see a change.
Where can be experienced in those days, the change says simple, do, it is an endless and painful process however.
The person also becomes did not have a bit confidence, always fear the look of orthoptic others.
The bus that come off work should take 2 many hours, in congested railroad car, with driver propaganda to the enemy at the front line, became a kind of burden.
Push door point, car slowly start, anxious me what get off, an in big strides crosses the territory, double leg chooses the ground, sit on the ground to rise not to come.
Trousers is ground gave two large holes, the blood on knee, gurgle ground is risked outside.
That night, this all one's life also does not forget.
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"Look very normal, meeting josh, meeting fights noisely, the meeting is social, actually vexed thing has accumulated certain level. Actually vexed thing has accumulated certain level..
This is the living normal behavior or conditions of a lot of adult, adult best condition, left by day.
And of adult break down, in the late evening.
Middleaged person man overcomes Reese, beautiful smooth total saving became an agent, bought one lot medical scanner, connect to also did not sell however go out, this lets their 3 home be immersed in economic crisis.
The chummage of his home has defaulted 6 months, he is holding to his dream, doing a jobber work that 6 months do not have pay, rely on a wife to do 2 part-time jobs to raise the home.
To pursue cheap, whole by day, son of 5 years old can is in by leave in the care of only unlicensed " black door " child-care centre.
Cake of its form smoke into smother, the wife that cannot bear chose finally to divorce, and good the Kelisi that sold scanner not easily, at hand begins bounteous, deduct tax however the account remaining sum him, buckle so that remain 21 3 wool only 3.
Father and son two, be swept the floor to go out by landlord, homeless.
Father is taking a son, roam about in street, in the toilet that they stand in the subway, spent night.
Somebody will beat the door of the toilet, be afraid that the son is made a noise to wake, kelisi covers the son's ear, and he himself has burst into tears early.
Be forced get have no way out by the life, in the evening nobody when, stealing weep, when the sun rises, wipe tear, continue swipe is worn spirit tries hard.
Because everybody is adult, again afflictive also should hold out.
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Hall elder brother tells me, when just entering duty field, go Yunnan runs sale, a few boys that go together, hungry mineral water with respect to bubble surface, without bedclothes and bed, slept on the ground with respect to banquet of shop catch a cold half month, humid air and overcast and rainy, measles rose on the body that allows authority, and the collective activity of the midnight after everybody, get up namely dozen of mosquito.
When putting National Day holiday, without travelling expenses, dare not come home. Just call tell a family member, business is busy, company collective works overtime, still have 3 times salary.
The cousin drinks wine once, also said his experience to me.
Just went unit when, because of the leader's stand in line, he pulls a running fire to match, those who suffer old person hand is isolated, the leader also does not give arrangement particular job, often the office leaves his person, he is taking base pay, like be being become to do transparent person, his person swept the unit courtyard of half an year.
And he was become finally, the leader of that old leadership, he has not wanted to calculate old Zhang again, because had experienced painful person, had a good-tempered heart more to the person.
But remember these things up to now, he or meeting orbit are wet. Some are bitter, if need not eat, that.
Who is living not easy, gnash one's teeth holds to and run quickly;burst;ulcerate;fester abandon, it is between a gleam of.
The life of every adult, breaking down and change between self-healing.
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The put together that heat sows recently art program " I and my agent " , the agent of actor white house fine jade young, it is a conscientious girl, the work is serious, dependable, humanness is genuine.
Bai Yu exploded 2018 red, to the fine jade young as agent, her workload is cruel add, return the working content that a lot of never is contact.
Undeniable, compare with the agent photograph of same position in the company, her ability, let a person really not quite be at ease.
Birthday speedy arrival of Bai Yu, to greet his coming birthday, as the fine jade young of agent, engineer birthday to meet for Bai Yu with respect to preparation, was called the office to enquire specific progress by the boss.
The boss asks, whether does birthday theme get affirming. Fine jade young says, still do not have exact idea. Apparent this job report, I what serve as an audience begin to worry for her.
Fine jade young complements again say, a direction cries ' in parallel world additional a few he ' , be interrupted by the boss, fine jade young says questioningly again, that ' another in parallel world he ' .
This kind of not certain think of a way, make a boss a bit impatient, ask whether fine jade young still has other idea. Fine jade young offerred new think of a way again: Turn video record of Bai Yu into a sound to record.
Yang Tianzhen denied again this plan, so far, all program that fine jade young offers are denied, state of mind of fine jade young broke down, weep on the spot.
I as if saw original oneself, the job is discursive, do not know consult, can give more time through comparing others everyday only, will make up for through working overtime.
Trying hard lubberly, discursive from beginning to end however, cautious all the time, cautious and conscientious, do not take from beginning to end however give pretty result.
Fine jade young also says, oneself had thought a lot of times, whether do oneself suit this job, think of abdication a lot of times, however a lot of so not reconciled to.
She often cries, after crying, new go into work, begin busy.
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The life is not easy, for the life, some person diligent and conscientious try hard, some people are stubborn desperately.
2017, typhonic Tian Ge lands Guangdong.
A man, be not blown by the typhoon to keep oneself freight car, both hands is breaking van, the force with oneself, with antagonism of 15 class typhoon. Wind- driven and honest too big, play the car, the man is pressed to be in next, die on the spot.
After the event, the somebody on the network jest this man is too foolish.
But to him, this freight car that buys newly, it is his whole body home, the origin that the family lives.
How can he go desperately?
If not be life place approach, who can take life to joke? These, also only experience gets along the person of cross, what just know him is not easy.
Once had seen a word: Think so, others compares my live well, just know later, what everybody lives is not easy.
In the world of adult, not " easy " these two words.
The film " hurt a city " in, liang Chaowei has an actor's lines to say so: "Wine why good drink? Because it is drunk hard,be. Because it is drunk hard,be..
Change and of character, why do we want living, because,be living should endure hardship, ability is obtained appear comprehend, live so, just had a sense.
Wish all adult, when the travel before loading, somebody is accompanied, break down hard past the appointed time, somebody is kind to.
