Talking about Zheng Xiuwen when us again when rising and fall, what are we talking about? Xuan of the Wang Fei that of our distracted is she and Mei Yanfang, Li Jianhui, Liu Jialing, a certain period, Chen Huilin, Guan Shuyi, announce, Chen Huishan, , dozen go all out in Hong Kong, once lived in seclusion in Hong Kong, renascence is in Hong Kong, often be in Hong Kong eventually, and Zheng Xiuwen is this already the Hong Kong with not much remaining is made and the one part of Hong Kong temperament.

"Welcome to not pure time! "Welcome to not pure time!!

Left on June 6, 1998 those who sow " libidinal city " front of the first market, columnist Carrie knocks this next words on computer, in order to sum up new York that super metropolitan li of people is exuberant involute desire and love.

20 years past, this word can use a description likewise it seems that us the period that place body manages now. The whole people that one picket receives one stake is surrounded view " catch evil " with adjudgement " off the rails " in news, gender, crammer, video tape, repeat in boiling libidinal city perform.

Just this leading role, it is to be called " Hong Kong the last fairy tale " hold person actor Zheng Xiuwen and Xu Zhian.

7 years ago 2011, of two people compound be called " Hong Kong most accorded with the its eventuate of popular wishes " (Su Yongkang language) . After 7 years, be as long as 30 years because of breaking this directly " love children's stories " , xu Zhian enters life most concussion phase, and by the Zheng Xiuwen that the whole people inspects a victim, did not make again like what the public expects " accord with popular wishes " decision.

In this new " off the rails " in landscape, the public has much allergy Xu Zhian, have much Zheng Xiuwen pain cherish it seems that. And when expecting impact of kind of decisive end marriage like the outside when Zheng Xiuwen, that tremendous pain in cherish, much to Zheng Xiuwen indissoluble and discontent and indignation.

Direct seeding of Hong Kong media comments on Xu Zhian's apology. Graph / network

What differ with a lot of congener incident is, a few mixed an injury to die to exist from beginning to end with nostalgic collective mood -- to Hong Kong person, this is them the amount to in year of unripe saw with one's own eyes witnesses a city is not much " fairy tale " end. And to mainland public especially for female netizen, zheng Xiuwen is in arena, life and film in the figure of female of the sort of typical Hong Kong that presents, in the past in a few years, carried out live with the soundest city woman at first and aesthetic illuminative.

"Fairy tale " undone already enough anger making a person and injury bosom. And once meant perfect cruel, independent, bold, stubborn and courageous and resolute " harbor daughter " temperamental, also choose in Zheng Xiuwen it seems that " excuse " hind, happened to touch Wu and contradiction with her.

Why can contradiction happen after all? "Fairy tale " after all how by undone? Be in " not pure time " , of the life and human nature complex with indistinct, let us talking about this picket " off the rails " when news, those who talk about it is Xu Zhian and Zheng Xiuwen itself not just it seems that.

"Try hard to just can be adored "

In become blood of this picket dog of off the rails case " victim " before, how should describe public character Zheng Xiuwen? Use masterpiece probably " lifelong beauty " a medium libretto, the career of 30 years of actor that volt rises and fall since OK and wraparound Miss Zheng Xiuwen -- " just can be adored hard " .

Go 10 years, she is everyday at least ran of 8 kilometers " 8 kilometers young lady " . Be in earlier 10 years ago, she is the singer that has conducted most concert in Hong Kong red house, it is the individual accumulates box-office and top Hong Kong actress, it is song responsory film the Hong Kong Queen of heaven of two domains.

1988, zheng Xiuwen of 15 years old goes out through vocal contest. The Hong Kong in those days performs art circle, be Ci Wei on style sense " when galaxy is glaring " . Comparative Lin Qingxia, Li Jiaxin, Guan Zhilin, Zhang Manyu, Liu Jialing, Zhong Chugong, Wang Zuxian these are early the person of the same trade that she gives, the legend beauty a group of people of same interest that congenital gift of Zheng Xiuwen allows her to be destined to cannot enter elegance and talent to unique among one's contemporaries.

But the civilian sex that also is estate of citizen of this kind of one's previous experience probably and not outstanding talent, let the sweet Hongkong's person below lion hill feel to be close to and be familiar with, also let Zheng Xiuwen from go out the first day to rise, was versed in the life of a kind of extreme maximum pressure and self-discipline goes up too in course of study in Hong Kong recreation.

Of concerned Zheng Xiuwen the first heavy " mythological " , come from her tens of year will accuse to mix to the strict control of weight and body form compasses example. Her decrease heavy experience, "Dozen begin from growth pause, fight bravely all the time up to now, the process walks than naked body barefoot probably desert marsh is more miserable intense, every are thin one kilogram has blood to have pus, tear has drivel " , a before more than 10 years " bright newspaper " in column, she describes her endless, painful career reducing weight so.

In forest of this Hong Kong city, the competition that performs art circle is intense degree because of resource, attention finite with a person of same business person contend for and geometry increases by degrees. This decided all plans devote into this forest to get the person that makes harmonic name, should bear the double high pressure of urbanism and field of fame and gain and try refine.

Zheng Xiuwen ever was among them most hard most desperately one of players. She has a lot of years to do not have satiate over- , carry out a kind strictly " morbid state reduces weight, do not have a thing, do not do exercise " means. Once, she reduces weight faint is in the home, after awaking, the mother is carrying a bowl of rare white congee to entreat her to take food, she refused, because " feel to eat buy I at the deathtrap " .

Zheng Xiuwen weighs him in the program to carry a figure " eat fully without feed " . Graph / " Kang Xi came "

Close ego is controlled and desperately self-fulfilment, accurately be identical is worn the urban drive with this Hong Kong super metropolitan capitalism. "Metropolitan it is monetary economy and rational creed union dominate at the same time cheek by jowl most effectiveness is the biggest the place that change " , qimeier is in sociologist of Germany of no less than " metropolitan with cultural life in " what observe, "Punctual, calculate, accurate, of these complexity that are urbanism and requirement of extensive sex place, they are contacting the capitalism of urbanism and rational creed feature closely not only, also conduce to those who eliminate those blame reason, natural, independent human character and impulse. Also conduce to those who eliminate those blame reason, natural, independent human character and impulse..

And Zheng Xiuwen goes out to rise oneself, to food and appetite this is planted the control of instinctive impulse, just about what what Zheng Xiuwen creates later is all " mythological " fundamental place. This lets Zheng Xiuwen make Chinese world the famousest " scrip person " , her individual's conspicuous and distinctive clad color mixes together with fashionable attitude, in very long period of time, she is called the optimal spokesman of young woman of Chinese world modern city and perform art circle " after 100 change of weather " .

2000 hand in, zheng Xiuwen is in " thin body is mythological " besides, with director Du Qi the peak was created together once continued 10 years long " love of Hong Kong city piece mythological " . Du Qi peak is as most as Zheng Xiuwen collaboration director, he witnessed her to arrive from the singer all the way the actor's process, he ever was recollected in the interview, with " Gu male few female " " thin body men and women " " marry a wealthy person " the success of the comedy of love of Hong Kong city that is a delegate, it is Zheng Xiuwen " bring " , it is her in the part oneself joined in modelling " disposition element " .

" Gu male few female " in Ming Yi of Zheng Xiuwen personate, on foot be slack and perfunctory is not gotten really extremely individualize. Graph / " Gu male few female "

Du Qi peak and " galactic image " it is a plan originally in order to make common love piece means, will subsidize a company to create " the birth of head of a word " " dark flower " " gun fire " the cost that waits for author motion picture. Dan Fu tries water " Gu male few female " be in become Hong Kong to a club for amateur performers of Beijing opera in those days with booking office of 35 million Hongkong dollar in those days champion. This accidental decision lets not only " galactic image " found " walking on two legs " means, also let Du Qi peak and Zheng Xiuwen, in Hong Kong film already some swordsman film, sinister gang piece, kongfu piece, horrible piece, besides young of ancient be puzzled, with a series of city woman figure, created the new type in domain of Hong Kong report.

Hong Kong person advocates the individual struggles. The immigrant that different times enters is over islands, development gave him person austral mountain " protestant ethics and capitalist spirit " . Estate of citizen of one's previous experience, congenital gift does not seize purpose Zheng Xiuwen, because wrestle life is mixed hard, become Hong Kong person in domain of song responsory film " civilian Queen of heaven " , also become accordingly " Hong Kong spirit " one of delegates.

It is besides harbor island, the Zheng Xiuwen of this period uses a pioneer of young woman of city of the fashionable in the 100 figure that change and film appear, illuminative the female of a few acting mainlands of millennium around.

Love piece almost disappeared now, still a lot of audiences remember Zheng Xiuwen be in those conception are not deep but in the film that fills company move however, figure of woman of place fictile city -- with Zheng Xiuwen, "They " faulty, sensitive, jumpy, sometimes peacockish even. But that always is striding the gaunt, free and easy form with forward stride, that always complies with finally inner sound the independent city young woman that makes a choice, "Nurturance we are young the viewpoint of value that moment gets some absurdity to love chasteness, a times (on all sorts of meanings) be circulated go down in a such work by reprint books in a reduced format. " (fabaceous valve netizen 1 first dark comment)

It is besides the film, was acquainted 1989, 1991 love, after this 15 years a few degrees of cent close, install because of making keep in mind again " the kitchen is enunciative " , Zheng Xiuwen concert cuts off the power incident and add theatricalize colorific 2 people concern, the endless Luo Mandi that lets Zheng Xiuwen become Hong Kong person to be familiar with most overcomes the feminine lead of serials.

Accident of infrequent power cut produces when Zheng Xiuwen opens a concert, she cries subliminally greatly " install a young to help " , the Xu Zhian below the stage establishs Ma Fei to go straight towards the past. Graph / network

"I should black out "

Zheng Xiuwen does not think he lives in serials or in fairy tale story. Her early is clear, oneself " never inborn and outstanding, did not have reap without sowing talent " , wind the actor career that looks at oneself, "High low rugged often has " , she adopts held attitude is, "Without inborn gift but I believe to will fill frequently clumsy " . But long-term in field of fame and gain retentive high-strung coerce with ego, let her be in have " a kind of infinite to oneself ego asks " and " a kind of ego is slashing " while, also bring tremendous dissimilation and harm to her.

2005, filming finish " song length hate " hind, because Zheng Xiuwen is depressed the reason such as disease, enter the breathing space that is as long as two years. This wears 20 years to come high speed runs never inactive machine, can't bear heavy burden eventually, went on strike. In the caption of harbor intermediary, avoid the Zheng Xiuwen of world recuperate, time and again " from incomplete " , "Ghost have one's head shaved " , even " course of study already died " , this accords with them completely to be opposite " madwoman person " imagine and pleased.

These messages and report, "Suddenly is like caustic liquid, odour is powerful, harm sex also arrives directly at 100 percent saturated condition " (Zheng Xiuwen language) , but the Zheng Xiuwen that evaporates from the world, already answered feebly at that time. Say according to her word, she in those days, "Be like an oil lamp, do not have oil completely " .

"I should black out. " this idea is in " song length hate " film arise after the end. Dan Zhengxiu article is recollected later, depressed disease and film have nothing to do, because filming " song length hate " before, she already accumulated a lot of negative sentiments, "A kind ineffable, massive scared move and distressed feeling " , let her cannot go out start working.

"For example, patting advertising that day, all decorating ready, but myself walks out of a room without method namely. " till last minutes when, she phones assistant to say, "I am ill today, do not have method to work. " in " song length hate " film later period, zheng Xiuwen can pass literal means and director Guan Jinpeng to communicate only even.

In two years when fade completely in her, in the column that filmgoer also can be bright newspaper compose from her only, learn her a few idea and condition. In the interview program that enters after cured, zheng Xiuwen is recollected, oneself are so called " dark period, suffer from not merely on depressed disease those 3 years " , "It is actually when the career flies swiftly upward, alleged and agog go up period " , she " turn a good ego into good selfishness " person: "I open an eye everyday, can think of how to succeed and go up only... "

In foreword of a book, peak of director Du Qi also is written, "In the past, she him entrust at acting art of the career rise and fall, change as the change of environment and fortune, until one day hard comfortable from, do not know how to be in oneself. " in addition, the sort of wrestle lot that once made her " perfect creed " -- " undertake spending fast gently for trial assembly, will resist physiology is experienced with psychokinesis, be like want stump that narrow fine lumbar limb... but stealthily I think I still need hard " -- let her become already " the support of perfect creed person, also become the victim under perfect creed at the same time " .

Him discovery when Zheng Xiuwen tells about him to work in Shanghai " maintain no less than going to quickly " . Graph / network

Performing art circle, the Zheng Xiuwen that too much person perhaps once was resembling going does in that way, carry out the pair of ego, tool reason to the body strictly to change, try to come true with this the the the the fastest, highest, strongest, thinnest, most beautiful and the reddest. Stimulate extremely in this " do with the devil trade " in the process, road is flat in somebody, somebody hold fan not regret, somebody is helping family one case go into battle, somebody is lifetime be enmeshed in psychedelic in.

The most unique part of Zheng Xiuwen story depends on probably, in the meat chopper of field of fame and gain, the most devoted from beginning to end, least of all she of leave some leeway, ever was those the most possible by " gobble up " " negotiant " one of -- be being wrung completely before asunder, it is herself pressed stop key " turn over oneself " oneself, it is herself clears away a broken body and heart, support is powerful inside unripe self-communion and the approach to light, pay equal attention to newlier gave birth to ego.

In those day period in column, she writes: We drop low, fail, painful, disappointed, ill be stranded is bearing the weight of one kind learns and come. But I need to understand more, everythings on earth is met after all prediction of a person's luck in a given year, what is just a kind of immanent eternity?

All the way the Zheng Xiuwen that on any account rises and fall, walk out of from dim trough, more the vitality that lets Hong Kong person see the ground is stuck to grow like a kind of big banyan, resemble " below lion hill " sing, "Have in life jubilate, hard to avoid often also has a tear, all of us, encounter below lion hill " , this kind exists from beginning to end " resonant " , like letting Zheng Xiuwen and Mei Yanfang, connect deeply because of a kind, became " the daughter of Hong Kong " .

2007, after the world evaporates two years, zheng Xiuwen passes in succession 8 concert reappears formally. Among them, singing " lifelong beauty " hind, her say:

"No matter,I feel a female young, final you marry a wealthy person, perhaps reduce weight again the success is good, actually not important. I feel to serve as a woman, the most important the oneself value that should find to belong to his namely, find a life sense that belongs to oneself, and go knowing oneself well. Him understanding is a very hard way, often want to pass a lot of rugged, ability is quite thorough... "

Red 2007 house " of "Show Me concert, draw near in last when ending, zheng Xiuwen reads him to write his letter to the audience. Graph / network

"Did not have perfect "

Had not understood Zheng Xiuwen this paragraph before the person of half a lifetime, depend on only be not this namely those, blame is black namely white moral dichotomy, why should the Zheng Xiuwen after seeing Hong Kong day without legal principle forever choose to excuse " sinful " " broken bits male " .

Xu Zhian, Zheng Xiuwen is compound 2011, registered 2013 marry, after 3 years 2016, in Zheng Xiuwen " world tour concert " go up, the Huang Zihua that attends as the honored guest ever kept person of Hong Kong of a paragraph of delegate on the stage " fairy tale aspirations " :

"Today, sammi, do I want to tell the word that a few have social sense to listen to you... why does the person of complete Hong Kong hope you are together with Xu Zhian? Because... you need not reply, because this is a fairy tale! Why, because of Jin Tongyu female... once exploded, break looking glass next, can weigh a circle again actually, this is the fairy tale in fairy tale, are you so clear? This is your social meaning, your responsibility! Your responsibility!!

Although the Zheng Xiuwen on the stage is blurted out, "Not be fairy tale " , but Huang Zihua continues to tell a Hong Kong person to be opposite as before their complex of 2 people:

"Today when the Hong Kong now, had done not have fairy tale! So, your husband and wife quarrels in the home, if Xu Zhian scolds you, you have authority to say with him -- shut up! Not be to be me, however for Hong Kong! Call you to buy soy to buy soy, do not want talk back, everything is attached most importance to with overall situation! Everything is attached most importance to with overall situation!!

Finally, huang Zihua asks an audience, "How is this fairy tale OK the most perfect? "How is this fairy tale OK the most perfect??

"Give birth to a son (full-court screams) . I had considered even the name of your son, cry ' Xu Sheng must not be defeated ' , xu Zhian's son, xu Sheng must not be defeated, 3 go together, won! Xu Zhian, zheng Xiuwen, xu Sheng must not be defeated! Xu Sheng must not be defeated!!

2011, zheng Xiuwen and Xu Zhian are patted have a meal with the stage, subsequently two people announce compound, married 2013. Graph / network

This is people is opposite " fairy tale " forever longing: From now on, prince and princess went up to live happily too. Go 3 years however, make what annals brings off the rails incident explode piece, let this " fairy tale " from make only " victory " the reality that walked into one ground chicken feather " failure " in.

With " fairy tale " relevant romance, labyrinthian, theatricalize, more important is " perfect " , all by " off the rails " bring " faulty " obliterated. People is cursed " adulterer adulteress " , feel distressed Zheng Xiuwen, feel undeserved for her.

But probably this kind simple and perpendicular " move affection " can't let what Zheng Xiuwen feels enough comfort. Positive-appearing image thinks when Huang Zihua " give birth to a son " will be that fairy tale when the idealest outcome, in fact a lot of years since, zheng Xiuwen has said, oneself do not want to undertake birth.

The long-term appearance of a paragraph of relation and among them the interactive prospect of place contain, the gastric ministry drape that resembles herbivore is euqally complex and multivariate with thousands of strands and loose ends. See a result only we, how to replace other to go judge the black and white ash of its go-between sex, relation, desire?

In fact, zheng Xiuwen is not pair of all these to be without preparation. 2011 two people " the century is compound " hind, zheng Xiuwen ever released a text in gregarious network, write in the article:

"' compound ' one word is in popular heart, have too expect, story of what fairy tale, what is perfect ending, I fear really this kind of pressure. I must make the love with earthshaking what, I want to manage the affection of a paragraph of common person dependably only. My calm bear with install a young to begin anew. Result how? I cannot predict... "

Zheng Xiuwen ever said him very dote on " sunrise sunset trilogy " , because " work is very true very honest. Film world is used to beautification love, see such absolute sincerity inaccessibly. It lets me think of Wei Lan's song: ' calculate the world not to have fairy tale, put down a package to finish it, the person that will learn to climb mountain won't be afraid of purposely ' . From did not have perfect love, ideal one right, ideal life... " .

"Sunrise sunset trilogy " last in, repair love the hero of male and female of fruit is in endless matrimony, still need to face countless real problems. Graph / " before loving to arrive in midnight "

The people thinks Zheng Xiuwen lives in fairy tale all the time probably. In fact, in city forest and field of fame and gain, she is bold and powerful go all out kill, frequently experience risk reach a standard. She is not in fairy tale, be in alive all the time instead theatricalize chroma highest with metabolic speed in field of the most swift and violent manner fame and gain.

The story of Dan Zhengxiu article makes a person touch most, either after from 15 annual expenditure never satiate, not be civilian and immigrant is female after making 100 restoration of reactionary rule, not be one paragraph rises and fall on any account has been continuous long-distance running fairy tale of 30 years, mix the absolute sincerity of her opposite life and ego, bravely however self-communion.

From this, we have all decisions that reason believes to she makes, respect her to want the choice that has in this phase. Go doing compound the decision that complies with fairy tale and popular wishes, it is simple. From inside the look of fairy tale and other, enter real life and " not pure time " , it is fact is hard. Love, marriage, hoary head arrives old, from one is important eventually, but not be life is exclusive and important. Affection is mixed is about to be cornucopian and inviting, but justice, it is exiguous and god-given.

But the feeling that our heart still always has a few to swing estrangement injury to die. This follows Zheng Xiuwen and Xu Zhian to concern probably, also have nothing to do with them.

Does writer Han Song fall to ever was in article " what is harbor female spirit? What say probably is her " in write, "To Zheng Xiuwen and Xu Zhian, more than 20 years of time, close minute minutes, experienced Hong Kong replace of regression, new old chiliad, ' 9 · 11 ' , of SARS come with go, crisis of two Beijing Olympic Games, banking, replace of old age rearward... "

Since these millennium, the begin to remember things of times tie knots that all Chinese experience together, in the story of Zheng Xiuwen and Xu Zhian, had specific and can mix by the detail that lean stay. Further, we discover this story backside still has a leading role, that is Hong Kong.

Talking about Zheng Xiuwen when us again when rising and fall, what are we talking about? Xuan of the Wang Fei that of our distracted is she and Mei Yanfang, Li Jianhui, Liu Jialing, a certain period, Chen Huilin, Guan Shuyi, announce, Chen Huishan, , dozen go all out in Hong Kong, once lived in seclusion in Hong Kong, renascence is in Hong Kong, often be in Hong Kong eventually, and Zheng Xiuwen is this already the Hong Kong with not much remaining is made and the one part of Hong Kong temperament.

The Zheng Xiuwen that opened a concert in red house for the first time 1996 is mixed with NIKE eyebrow modelling sing sensation complete harbor wonderfully, decay is " after 100 change of weather " . Graph / network

When our groan and kink at the relation faulty, we are mixed in the aftertaste nostalgic, probably still place of that heroine back pulls the net that drags great life to go up, millennium around, it is the mainland or Hong Kong no matter, the sort of appetent to was full of there is no lack of however bemused, but everyone exists in do all one can, those who comprise luxuriant of form of a shape is multivariate the world, and rather than the drab nowadays, orderly, conservative, times that sink.

Even, be in this " off the rails " in, many mainland netizen thinks Xu Zhian is in disloyal besides, hold in time face-to-face press conference, what serve as public character place to rise for oneself is bad to set an example apology, as before nurture has Hong Kong person " had worked " viewpoint of value. Compared with a large number of congener incident in greedy, unfounded, escape for incompetent mainland actor person of the same trade, this kind looks already opposite " classic " act custom, the esteem that is parents of pair of back and belly and to ego conserves creditably.

"Welcome to not pure time. "Welcome to not pure time..

Boiling city, the desire is unripe be born not to cease. Zheng Xiuwen says, oneself are experiencing marital the Communist Party of China to be the same as important one lesson. And after all " it is clinging it is free and easy, leave others to say " . She can rejoice at least, came to real world from fairy tale world eventually.

In real world, zheng Xiuwen needs to face the life of small but complete again. 12 years ago, just walked out of her the mood is sloughy, write in column:

"End of interpose of small this world is like me, be caught by camera lens repeatedly unexpectedly hunt. Pass a variety of refine of temper by dipping in water, body and mind will blossom of fourfold above rich. Asperse on the antiseptic of a suit, continue to wander this already the macrocosm spending a flower of Feng Anyi profound.

18 years old, just the middle school graduates, gave oneself the Zheng Xiuwen of the first piece of homonymic special. Graph / network

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