In the world of adult, more it is to bear with exercise restraint.
It is no longer can not divide a circumstance commonly in one's childhood get angry, not plan sequential capricious.
After how many person passes in late night cry bitterly, clear away good mood as before the following day, arrange good garment, also had not happened like what same, talk cheerfully and humourously.
If not be,too much suffering hid in the heart, who is willing to weep before the person again.
Remember strong finish school be being met then, did not listen to the arrangement of family, be far from family to come to unfamiliar urban Beijing alone, when just coming to Beijing, all sorts of longing and the aspiration of bellyful.
But after the month half I, angular with each passing day,
With each passing day funeral annals, complain with each passing day.
Solid gave me slap of a few canorous, I am containing lachrymal Emmm. . . Still fail to hold out the past.
To a telephone call was made in the home, let parents make a few living cost to me again, next full blood revives before continueing, go.
The bag outside finding later engineers a company, boss person has exceeded, often let us work overtime to arrive to visibility the following day the sun!
Ha. . . Feel embarrassed, I am exaggerative, does before dawn see the sun how possibly at 3 o'clock [cover facial] ? !
Arrive everyday actually next time, my seek to live on was about to drive me to shut computer immediately, leave a company. But article table was not passed, work overtime to still must continue! Ah! Ah!
Have countless times in the road of actuating pressure want to escape, want countless times to abandon.
But always be subliminal him ask in reply,
Change a city life to had been met?
Change a job to be met satisfactory?
Before continueing again next, go, same as usual crowded subway,
Move back and forth in stifling jam to mix Bacchic in, insert on musical edge listens to brush small gain to heat up search by the side of earphone.
What among them an extraordinary move is the same as experience is popular such small gain saying:
"Of modern breaking down is a kind of silent do not make a sound break down, look very normal, meeting josh, play be troubled by, gregarious, apparently very quiet, extremely serious level had reached badly in the heart actually. Won't throw the door to break a thing, won't shed tear hysterical perhaps. But the likelihood accumulates acme suddenly in some second, also do not talk, also not be to break down really, also miss work not quite, also dare not go dead. Also dare not go dead..
A lot of moment, attack break down the bagatelle that ours is a few trifles, resemble pressing last straw of dead camel, obviously very light, but however enough lets a person break down.
Return abode, decided an alarm clock, the face did not wash a tooth to was not brushed tumble into bed arrive to get up in the morning the following day time.
Want to struggle one time on the bed everyday in the morning, calculated, otherwise did not go to work, ask for leave to sleep well in the home shut-eye.
Think of to be able to deduct pay, abandoned this idea immediately,
Age gently how was always given to succumb by money? Do not make money do you raise me?
After giving the subway to stand, my discovery leaves time going to work remnant does not arrive 10 minutes.
Buy breakfast, time is insufficient for certain, calculated or did not eat, cannot think of, went to a company, company staff small Cui helped me bring breakfast, take nice and warm still is in the hand.
Life should experience a lot of difficulty namely, ability experiences the temperature of the life.
Actually, who is to run quickly at the same time;burst;ulcerate;fester, have deep love for the life at the same time?
The reason that a person breaks down has a lot of, it is the bagatelle that breaks out in the life mostly.
Fail to squeeze for instance on the subway (or public transportation) go to work be late;
Rain for instance, go out to did not carry umbrella;
Work overtime for instance late night, be scolded so that dog blood drenchs by the boss as before the following day first...
Occasionally you had wanted good life really, but always be things go contrary to one's wishes.
You cannot pour out with looking for a friend, because everybody has,not allow severally easy, nobody is willing to waste time to comfort you, your break down, alone, was buckled to go up " argumentative " " sensitivity " label.
There is a beast in your heart,
But beside be full of cage however.
Final, you are lived domestic, send circle of small letter friend to blame dissatisfaction no longer, seldom also pour out with the friend,
More moment, a person is gotten into the quilt in the late night, wipe tear stealthily.
You may not know forever, the backside that every time mood breaks down,
It is accumulate over a long period actually,
The bellyful worry that accumulation comes down, in node of a certain time abrupt definitely bank.
If you feel particularly tired out hill of listless, pressure is big when, might as well vacate bit of time to stop everyday, make a heart silent, let cerebrum loosen loosen.
No matter be the rest of noon, or it is the clearance that waits for a car, music hears when driving the subway, or is to chase after drama to see a movie on the weekend...
Anyhow, take out bit of time, let oneself return to the life.
