Sweet Nong Aoerte is a girl that having special experience. Before be raped by the colleague, she is a self-confident girl all the time. As a child moment rises, she likes to perform and dance very much. She obtained letter of common secondary education, passed exam of first class of British college enter a school, entered a college, and still obtained Chester the degree of the university.
But was removed that day by the rape from her, everything was changed. After graduation sweet farming work in a hotel, after employee meets, she prepares to sleep in the room, at this moment somebody knocks. A male colleague enters a room forcibly, begin to kiss her. Sweet farming push him, call him to leave, he acted accordingly. But after a hour somebody knocks. It is him, this him sweet farming press, raped her.
This after the event, sweet farming stated a statement to police, but inquisitor thinks evidence is insufficient, cannot make guilty court decision, this law case also did not hand over judicial processing. But the consequence that rape incident causes is very serious, so that sweet farming dare not go out alone, and the brim that still is in the suicide. She says: "I was immersed in very serious angst, I cannot go out alone. I cannot go out alone..
After this, sweet farming the life that tries to end oneself. Hit the car head on and the outlet that only is it seems that on the fraise that come. After the event, sweet farming since memory at that time circumstance when say: "When you memory has this thing when, you lie in the sort of circumstances, the feeling rose to be returned again like me over there. " her car discarded as useless in traffic accident, but mysterious is, sweet farming have slight cerebral concussion only from coming out in the car.
After that, sweet farming be diagnosed to go out the obstacle should be stimulated after having scar, still have up to now often answer recall at that time the state of circumstances, but she is accepting cognitive behavior to treat, and learned in cure all sorts of answering method. Now, sweet farming on the way that taking in recursive ego, the first pace is the preliminary contest that passes place, be by coronate later on this month Miss Chai Jun. Her target is to become England young lady.
To other the person that has had likewise brutal experience, sweet farming hope they can pour out to others, find force, realize they are not alone. Sweet farming say, she hopes other victim can pour out to others (if if they are returned,was not being done so) . When they need they can get supportive. If she can pour out to others, she can get comforting.
