1
Term begins greatly that day, gao Shu goes to Beijing west station receiving me.
I am pulling big case baggage to just gave check ticket opening, saw eye of eyebrow of this talent teenager is curved far, as if be like new moon.
Rent all the way, find a place for eventually after good living quarter, gao Shufei should pull me to ramble campus. Transient not by renown lakefront, he stops suddenly, take the face that looking at me bashfully slightly however continuously continuously.
I am looked to get not know what to do, wanting how to just can dissolve awkwardness, see Gao Shu looks up the cloud that points to the sky, "Lin Fei altogethers you look quickly, does ethereal cloud resemble unlike girlfriend? Does ethereal cloud resemble unlike girlfriend??
"... "
Flashy, I feel him whole body is red.
Waiting for what tall tree realizes he is blurted out suddenly is what ghost hind, immediately red auricle is low first.
My Yin is worn the face is stupefied continuously be stupefied the ground stands over, see he catchs a neck constraintly only, sucked greatly again at a heat, like boost one's courage serious say: "Lin Fei altogethers, do my girlfriend. Do my girlfriend..
My orbit some are suddenly wet, did not bear dwelling place Lie to open the mouth, laughing to nod.
I think he can embrace me originally, perhaps come a first kiss of what, he runs suddenly however, gallopped big round one retrace beside my, big mouth is panting to say: "Lin Fei altogethers, I wait for this one day, waited one year half. Waited one year half..
2
That years 3 tall, the message of schoolboy of a talent comes around on the class, resounding whole middle school.
He is Gao Shu, that once by countless schoolgirls deify, be become to do dreamy Gao Shu by one ticket schoolboy.
Had taken an examination of last year allegedly went up Fudan University, because natural environment refuses to obey,answer alma mater to take an examination of Tsinghua afresh again.
When I hear this talk, chewing xylose alcohol to laugh at the same time at the same time, "Does natural environment refuse to obey quit answer day? Is there cannon fodder in his head? Is there cannon fodder in his head??
The fact proves, the talent's head does not have cannon fodder not only, puissant wave still is taken oneself when coming on the stage.
One's voice in speech just fell, he sat down by me, put on the table that as satchel slight " phut " , I rectified an individual to quiver subsequently 3 quiver.
We carry after the university see first, I say: "I am afraid of is smoke of ancestors Mao Qing, ability and you are so arrogant the person that force is common and same piece of desk.
He is piquant ground clutch clutch my ear, "Then my ancestors is afraid of is the excrement that risk a dog. "Then my ancestors is afraid of is the excrement that risk a dog..
"... "
3
Say that paragraph of time before he comes, the emptiest time that is me to spend.
There is kind of inherent Song in my disposition, a lot of things are not I am no good, however I feel I am no good.
Then chronically camouflage becomes the figure learning broken bits of careless and casual, if somebody asks me why result is bad, I can answer him, "Is serious study much more uninteresting? Nevertheless, want me to learn well only, these be nothing difficult. These be nothing difficult..
Feel at that time all the more extraordinary splendour confused is shown, think now, it is nevertheless flaunt his superiority before the person, the appropriative cowardly army deserter after the person stopped.
Before Gao Shu turns into our class, often attend class, the scrip beside me one second is not intermittent, still be met and the classmate is speaking aloud teacher today's dress. Be troubled by with schoolboys tired the novel that takes a desk to fall, brazenly ground is placed on the desktop to look. See excited when, return meeting blurt out to come to, "Lie groove, the ox forces! The ox forces!!
After Gao Shu sits by me, I think he cannot pass how to long can leave, disturb my Elysium no longer, but no matter I make what one moth, he ases if one honour Buddha.
I was spent at odds extremely very long, reading early eventually hearten, say to writing him of manage put together: "Do not carry English on the back? "Do not carry English on the back??
"The back was met. " his eye had not removeded from examination paper even.
"That... ancient poetry word? "That... ancient poetry word??
"Also met. "Also met..
I did not talk again, passed one minute about, he asks in reply I, "You? Why to carry on the back? Why to carry on the back??
"... "
I was stupefied very long, also do not answer to come up after all why.
"Also met? " he continues to ask me.
"... "
Had asked without the person why I don't learn, because be in their eye, my behoove ought not to learn.
So-called the old woman that dead pig is not afraid of boiled water is hot this honour, actually because of a few his simple words, the instant changed stone resembling, begin ineffably to blush.
4
That day of classroom is small measure on, the decision answers to inscribe well like my convulsions.
Can look at the title that goes for nothing together again together helplessly when me, that fretted a force that turned a hand to go up suddenly, "Bang " threw a pen, bring the talent body beside one shake.
Classmaster became white I am one, ground of point at one but abuse another says: "Some people, oneself do not learn to never mind, fasten the influence others of shameless namely. Fasten the influence others of shameless namely..
My close lightly close lightly lip, push examination paper, hold in both hands afresh had a novel.
That energy of life of the move is controlled in thorax, because,knowing is teacher this word, because,still be oneself.
Gao Shu sees me, maintaining as before silent, turn the head continues to become a problem.
After finishing class, he did not rise, however the eye looks at blackboard upper part, tick off continuously tick off the ground to be being stared at " every day up " those 4 words, mention lightly ground says with me: "Why to try hard? "Why to try hard??
I am crossing the finger of page, not language.
"Tried hard at least, won't take a pity like me, delay a year again. " he opens water cup lid, admired a head to drink saliva, continue to say, "Believe me, not late still. Not late still..
Do not know why, that an instant my impatient heart is abrupt stable come down, the mouth says: "But I fall,issued so much, not late also? Not late also??
"Hum, I assure. " acceptance falls into my ear in general, in the very long period of time later, resound relapses to wear in my brain that word -- not late still, I assure.
Of the sort of arise suddenly mix sturdily the shock is to cannot use a character to convey, return the home that evening, I turned over blank to send knitted notebook already however, used huge force to write on -- not late still.
After-thought rises now, gao Shu always can use sheet the hand can count the word that come over, bring me inexpressible determination.
"So, why do you believe I am OK so? " big 2 when I ask him so.
This thinking that Gao Shuhui says you are very actually clever, looking is latent capacity ah the word of and so on. He is serious, devotional as a result, scrupulous ground answers me, "Do you know to a word cries ' of smooth foot be afraid of those who wear a shoe ' ? Even if tried hard trashy, you also do not have a loss. You also do not have a loss..
"... "
5
I am like because of him that word woke, but woke peace conference is two different ideas completely, do not have a person to be able to loosen to collect everything what answer his to miss loosely gently.
It is 100 days of a rally to pledge resolution before going to war in an instant, I sit in the old hall of Wu Yang Yang, with myriad student together, hearing Gao Shu's speech silently.
That momently, I feel oneself and he divides in the open to be in two worlds suddenly, he is the self-confident teenager below magnesium light lamp, and I am to lie dim in small too younger sister.
Why, should be I compared with him? Why, can you have the feeling of kind of lose?
At that time the sort of strange thought in the heart, think now, the likelihood is my enchanted fountainhead.
Study by oneself in scheduled time late after finishing class, of occur for the first time, he was taking the face round after a few paces, ask I: "Should come home together? "Should come home together??
"Hum? " my some astonishment.
"You see on road coming home, we... should by the way? " he builds a braces of satchel on right shoulder, looking at me to say.
I saw him a few seconds, immediately grabs agily a few textbook, at random a place of strategic importance was in in satchel, followed in him to go after one's death.
On the road, he says: "Carry on the back " give a person of exemplary virtue " . "Carry on the back " give a person of exemplary virtue " ..
"Ah? " I some unaware.
"Back, I am listening. " his head also is not answered, slowgoing going.
"First the Supreme Being does poineering work not half and in path collapse Cu, below today 3 minutes... " I am tongue-tied when be being carried on the back eventually, he laughs gently, "A minute, in one's hand. In one's hand..
I feel this word has magic power only like, let last only suspicion vanish completely for an instant.
So this cries hardheaded ah.
In crossing with him that evening other time, he says: "Tonight, review mathematical gather and basic function, I will give you tomorrow small measure. I will give you tomorrow small measure..
"Oh, good... "
When be being faced, his conveniently is gone to a toffee filled in in my mouth, touch when coming up against the tip of the tongue, filar silk slips, sweet glutinous.
"Finished the job, still will have tomorrow. " he smiles a thin smile, bend slightly however had the corner of the eye.
The setting that feels so sweet at that time, when going to marine world together with him later, he moves close to my side side suddenly to say: "You look, no matter be you or sea lion, food drive is the most effective. Food drive is the most effective..
"... "
I reviewed before dawn all the time that day at 3 o'clock, unprecedented mix assiduously attentively. Just be told to be without fundamental person, a very short time masters connecting is not an easy thing fully.
Gao Shu looks at me to hanging two pouch and black rim of the eye, say: "Had better not review later too late, you should know diurnal efficiency will be taller. You should know diurnal efficiency will be taller..
I nod, extend both hands, "My small measure. "My small measure..
He takes out a piece of paper from satchel, there are 10 problems only above, manuscript.
I quiver quiver the ground is received come over, immerse oneself in Shua Shua to begin to solve.
Checked again, my slightly belt handed Gao Shu guiltily it.
Used half minutes to be less than only, he draws this piece of paper full to ticking off, returned me. In the extreme of paper, still painted a homely smiling face.
I did not keep back raise raise corners of the mouth, feel this is to honour only the medal that awards me, staring at smiling face to look very long hind, cautiously clip was in in mathematical book.
On each class that day, although I still listen to a book from heaven like, still be one word writes note not poorly however full to the brim.
See when Gao Shu I go up originally when those thickly dotted black words, if concealed is like showing pride,I read from his eyes unexpectedly.
6
The classmate that is the same as my be laughing and playing originally sees this battles, self-conscious retreat to avoid a conflict.
And below the plan that I also make in Gao Shu, used a week only, reviewed maths mandatory one. Can draw out in me mandatory 4 when, gao Shu pinned my hand suddenly.
Although I was used to convulsions make trouble and schoolboy to hit,fight noisely be troubled by, but the concussion that that movement brings me is unprecedented however.
Do not know the reason to seeming a talent, because my girl heart is abrupt,still be come to, anyway that momently, a kind of truthless feeling that dizzinesses slightly emerged suddenly whole cerebra.
"Not urgent. " he says, "Should begin to become some of problem that has difficulty below. "Should begin to become some of problem that has difficulty below..
I am red face, waiting for him new small measure, he took out however " 5 years of the university entrance exam 3 years of imitate " pat was in before me, "Mandatory the part of one finishs. "Mandatory the part of one finishs..
"Oh, good. Good..
Can be that day, although I big cerebral cell die, wrong still however a big.
"Very difficult... " I spit groove.
"Difficulty of the university entrance exam is such, what I give you is small measuring is a foundation only. " he is looking at me, "Follow the train of thought of the answer, do not understand to also have nothing to do with, have me. Have me..
I nod, feel this word tenderness must want clutch to give water only, red old face buries the head into the book.
The likelihood is later too too dedicated, so that I did not hear the ring of dinner. Look up again, book pile go up unexpectedly much a biscuit and a milk.
My abdomen instant murmurs verbose.
Turn when the head looks at Xiang Gaoshu, he already volt is before the desk, making biology simulation quietly.
Open one is bitten after packing, I feel the place with the darkest bottom of the heart is kneaded only. The teenager on the side uses him inside collect, imperceptible a fill I am whole heart.
I finished all titles after 3 days eventually, take Gao Shu haughtily to check, after he has looked, use red strokes of a Chinese character as before ugly to exploded smiling face.
"Is the person picture picture that has studied so poor? " I did not keep back, laugh at him to.
Shoot a glance at of his shoot a glance at I, "You go you go up! "You go you go up!!
Then my corners of the mouth is ticked off, from tear down of the conveniently on jotter a piece of paper, do not tick off the side face that gave him with propelling pencil a little while, lifelike.
The Gao Shu that takes portraiture was stupefied very long hind say: "You should not learn art, perhaps design? Perhaps design??
Is art unripe? Had missed now art took an examination of, but design, be hit the nail on the head by him however, this is me very long never of make inquires, as a child dream.
I laugh, "If I can be taken an examination of,attend a college, of unified exam Lv. Of unified exam Lv..
Gao Shu's eye put light suddenly, "The relevant major of Beijing University is very good! "The relevant major of Beijing University is very good!!
"Oh. " I answer.
"I say really, should try? " his eyes is extremely serious, pupil chatters slightly, agitato is looking at me.
I never had thought meeting someone says to me, otherwise should take an examination of the word that Beijing University tries, be startled to pop double eye then.
"Can go to Beijing together in that way. " he says.
This word ases if having very magic power, make my heart needle a little scratchy.
"But, I hook up this second line is terrible, beijing University, is this likely? " of an instant after astonishing, receive me, it is depressed.
"Possible, I assure. I assure..
It is " I assure " , aroused what I and he goes to Beijing together suddenly to read aloud want.
I just know later, so his psychological activity at that time is such --
"She draws this with one's own hands, my side face! My side face!!
"So it seems that, oneself also pretty is handsome. My figure in her eye should be not poor still hey hey hey... "
"The design that old day blesses Beijing University must very good ability goes, don't I understand so can you break off with respect to talk rubbish by thunder? Don't I understand so can you break off with respect to talk rubbish by thunder??
"She promises to take an examination of Beijing University, promise to go to Beijing hey hey hey... "
Ah, talent frowsty coquettish rises is unmanned really but enemy.
7
The day has delimited every day, in an instant the first round review had ended, hold Gao Shu's blessing in the palm, I also caught up with gradually plan, fill answered the ABC that desertion.
Just the destiny is fairness, scatter impossibly in you joyous so long, still offer you benefit only.
As long as a little a few harder topic, I was cast with respect to gun of every minutes of minute capture fall.
Gao Shu says: "You do not want too nervous, after all the case is already good now many. After all the case is already good now many..
"Hum. " I nod, some are absent-minded.
I have no alternative, struggling can step-by-steply only.
After one model ends, the area that classmaster becomes a whole class fellow student on classroom, one face asks I gravely: "Your exam is cogged, right? Right??
My astonishment ground stands up, goggle at eye is looking at her, exert all one's strength shake one's head.
Teacher croon, "Don't I still know you? How did likelihood weak point cross this second line? I am afraid that the ethos of this class is taken bad by you really! I am afraid that the ethos of this class is taken bad by you really!!
The eye of whole class classmate is brushed together brush the ground to look to I, tear approached orbit suddenly, throat also begins to choke with sobs.
I feel how I try hard without giving thought to only, in everybody's eye, it is small mix be mixed. I did not refute her, just hanging down silently head, grasping fist closely.
The first tear is dropped in what open wide " 5 years of the university entrance exam 3 years of imitate " when going up, gao Shu is abrupt " Ceng " the ground stood, say: "She is done not have cogged, I assure. I assure..
I twist a head to look to him, discover he is using a kind sturdy and grave eyes and teacher are right inspect, that is the look that I had never seen.
That engraves me to want, violet glow faery ever had said, stepping on 7 colour the matchless hero that auspicious cloud will come to save her, the about that is Gao Shu.
Bore long tear come down in torrents and below, classmaster also did not continue aggressive, just said sentence, "Sit down, see your 2 models result. See your 2 models result..
8
Came home that day on the road, I hesitated very long, eventually dehisce asks Gao Shu, "Why do you feel I am hopeful still? Why should believe me so poor? Why should believe me so poor??
He halted a footstep, turn the head looks at me to say: "Because of the eyes. "Because of the eyes..
"The eyes? " I indissoluble.
"There is interest of a gruff obviously in your eyes, be oneself did not discover only. " he says lightly.
"Then you do not feel to help me so, can you affect you to learn? Can you affect you to learn??
I look in darkness not clear his expression, hear him to using only certainly mood says: "I just feel, you and me very picture. You and me very picture..
My chuckle, lop first, "How likely? You are so outstanding! You are so outstanding!!
He stands by me a few, slow and say clearly: "You and once I am same, do not understand cherish. I do not want to make you and me same, missed regret again.
"Last year when, everybody feels my foot had stridden Tsinghua, even myself also so feel. But finally, those who decide a destiny often is a foot.
"If my ability lives strength, that paragraph of last time is so not blundering, also won't because very difference and Tsinghua just miss the opportunity. Also won't because very difference and Tsinghua just miss the opportunity..
I listen so that some are stupefied, "But answer dawn is very good also ah. "But answer dawn is very good also ah..
He shakes shake one's head, "Some things, do not make do with. Do not make do with..
The street lamp with dim bright from time to time left from time to time that day, I am looking at ahead the teenager of one pace far, extensive of not own land had the bottom of the heart an admire and feel distressed.
I question him closely enchanted to me instant after a lot of years, he says: "Do not know. "Do not know..
"Deceive people! "Deceive people!!
"I know only, your hold back is worn a gruff is strong when throwing a pen, rush into the start in my eye namely. Rush into the start in my eye namely..
9
After that, I indulge everyday as before in a another title, although forget,have a meal, forget sleep, feel oneself are the happiest person on the world as before however.
Besides the achievement that rises ceaselessly still a side head sees him instantly.
It is me only when 2 models, achievement glided dramaticly again a lot of.
I was called the office.
Think classmaster is met originally with a pair " I know " about, to my fleer, never think her tone is soft however, warm palm is built was in on my shoulder, say: "Last thing, the teacher apologizes to you. The teacher apologizes to you..
I look up suddenly see her, listen to her to continue, "Your effort I knew, so, the teacher believes you, was to treat unjustly you really last. Was to treat unjustly you really last..
"But I am taken an examination of this poor. " my nose is a little acerbity.
The teacher just laughs laugh say: "It is very normal that achievement rises and fall, but your study condition, the teacher looks be in the eye, cheer. Cheer..
I visited a classroom buoyantly, greet Gao Shuyi to a string of 1000 cash indifferently when the eyes, fell suddenly tear.
"I failed. " I am muttering, "Tried hard achievement or meeting drop, with respect to image height one in that way. With respect to image height one in that way..
Gao Shu hands me to look his examination paper, "This does not make fail, you look, I also did not take an examination of full marks this. I also did not take an examination of full marks this..
In the area of lay a finger on of his hand finger tip, writing really " - 5 " gules model of written characters.
"This problem is more difficult, 2 models of the whole nation are to use those who make Gao Sanxue unripe keep sober. " he says.
I sneer one acoustical laugh, wipe tear to say: "Are my effort or effectual right? "Are my effort or effectual right??
He nods, handed towel of a piece of my paper, pared a place of strategic importance of a toffee enters my mouth again in, tender ground laughs.
Obviously very happy, tear is bungled more fiercely however, gaoshu sees state some do not have arrange, direct begin begins to help me brush removed tear.
The Mom that join dad abandoned me sneaking, this teenager always stands sturdily beside me as before however.
Feel green only, was worth.
I am red eye prays silently, "If can be mixed one day he is shoulder to shoulder this are much better. "If can be mixed one day he is shoulder to shoulder this are much better..
If be done not have that year,I do not know to encounter Gao Shu, where can I present be again, live how the day of ignorant.
But the destiny is very tender, outside the chance that eliminate gave me renascence, given in adversity still my talent teenager.
10
3 models, 4 models, 5 models... my success is said like him really, progressing slowly in the rhythm with maintaining certain.
Just leave " Beijing University " this target, still differ a great distance.
"I am likely, want break an appointment. " my hard avulsion corners of the mouth, laugh to him.
Cultivate corners of the mouth of close lightly close lightly high, "Lin Fei altogethers, still have a month, do not want to abandon. Do not want to abandon..
Although nod, I also know, the person that if except sentences my examination paper is blind eye, be impossible to go up more than 100 minutes in so short time.
Besides achievement this thing, jump over upgrade to go, the space that can promote is less also, these truths, understand very in my heart.
The last month, the school did not hold an exam to strike a person again, just sending step-by-steply small measure. In an instant, arrived the university entrance exam that day.
That day early in the morning, I saw Gao Shu stands in school gate mouth aloof, brandish begins the transparent file bag in greets sb to me.
"Check, a stiff-haired writing brush of standard textual criticism, Id, pencil, rubber, black, replace pen core... " he said to grow a paragraph of long word to me.
I laugh to him, "How to go up than be being returned to yourself heart? "How to go up than be being returned to yourself heart??
Do not speak this word via cerebrum ground, he blushed actually, I also follow red. Hasten then avert topic, "Cheer, cheer... "
"Hum, cheer. " he carries the head that the hand strokes me, mood is self-confident gentle.
We moved toward examination room severally, perhaps be fretted mood was experienced ahead of schedule, after bell noise rises, my instead never feels such sureness and calm.
After last English end, I saw Gao Shu, laugh slightly to him, he also laughed to me.
Before on the way home, often revise intellectual aspect we, this day seemed to do not have a topic suddenly, feel awkward to mix not at all however dull.
On the sly of from time to time looks to him, now and then touch on the eyes that he passes by, I always am met stealthily confused god.
"I... " our all with one voice.
"You... " bump in again together.
"You say first... " sound overlaps again.
Two people with a ha breathed out the ground to laugh, I did not see exorbitant tree rectifies an individual to pass so easily.
"I am taken an examination of well still. " Gao Shu says.
My Lie opened the mouth, take an examination of well than oneself unexpectedly happy still.
"I am taken an examination of fortunately also. " I pause, smile closes suddenly, "Just... Beijing University estimation is insufficient. "Just... Beijing University estimation is insufficient..
He also does not have disappointment, laughing to say: "Beijing is so much academic school, also not be blame Beijing University cannot. Also not be blame Beijing University cannot..
Do not know how, this word is in my eye, be equal at " should be together with me only enough " .
A short emerges suddenly cheek, changed light blush.
"Actually I want to say with you all the time, quiet to come down serious you, than faineant chirp you are a lot of more beautiful. " Gao Shuyi face says seriously.
My cheek is redder.
Divide branch road mouth, he lowers his head to laugh, say: "That... Beijing sees. "That... Beijing sees..
I nod, raise of not own land corners of the mouth, his silent followed to read aloud countless times in the heart, "That... Beijing sees. "That... Beijing sees..
11
Write here, you may feel, this story with respect to such Happy Ending (jubilate ending) .
But actually, after encountering Gao Shu, I learned 3 things.
The first, be do not escape to any difficulty, if do not try hard to try, won't know oneself latent capacity forever.
The 2nd, it is to grow, know the family that show consideration for and forgives oneself.
The 3rd, be hind word.
When the imitate result that obtaining oneself when me looks to parents, they are held in both hands it is good to rose to look to the lamp a long time, counterfeit money resembling check in that way ground and I affirm, when believing the report that is me eventually, ased if to give beautiful field on their face.
I do not know, oneself effort can bring them so much glad. That twinkling, feel only before oneself not sensible and certain let them hold broke heart.
That year the university entrance exam is over, my fractional enough enters oneself for an examination the 211 universities of Beijing, but in fill in a form and submit it to the leadership volunteer before a week,
Father's transport company is mixed because of error go-slow, died two people, old person because do not suffer,also live abrupt and the blow that come, between one night be laid up.
I rectify evening to did not sleep, made a decision the following day. I say with mom: "I plan to sign up for this city university. "I plan to sign up for this city university..
When blurting out, I as if saw Gao Shu is developing me to laugh nearby, that smile is extremely bright, arrive brightly let me stop in the heart not since dwelling place extensive blast blast angina does not stop.
Mom eye is abrupt red, "I know you want to go to Beijing, there are I and your father in the home enough. There are I and your father in the home enough..
I am strong keep back the tear that within an inch of seizes the socket of eye and goes out, shaking the head pulls a smile forcibly, "I do not want to leave home so far, and this city university also is this one, I am very contented! I am very contented!!
I also once was a mud is not helped up go up the mad girl of the wall, thinking pa Mom not to divide a body recently only nowadays, grandfather grandma cannot leave a person again, present economic atmosphere also is employed do not have baby-sitter...
If cannot ease difficulty, so I am willing, partake together with them.
Mom held in arms I, for a long time just says: "Every, I am sorry in the home you... "
I did not talk, just close an eye, biting a lip closely.
Fill in a form and submit it to the leadership is volunteer that day, gao Shu made a lot of telephone calls to me, I was not received.
Until admit, I just answered to him, "I... the Beijing that do not have a newspaper. "I... the Beijing that do not have a newspaper..
"Why? " he was stupefied very long, just ask me.
I exert all my strength suppress lives these days all moods, fear collapse dish like accelerated language fast say: "I need in the home. "I need in the home..
"Bang " hanged a phone, my paralysis sat on the ground to cry full overnight.
12
After receiving admission notice, I and tall tree had met.
He sees me, agog ground says: "I go up in news, saw the thing of your home... "
"Hum... " I am agreeing, have way of corners of the mouth hard, "Those who do not have a thing. "Those who do not have a thing..
"Wait for its delay one delay, remember... go to Beijing looking for me, i... take you to turn. " he desire character stops again, carried again meet with greatly irrelevant thing, next say, "Although be carried now not quite appropriate, I still think... "
Click in my heart, what is what I think I know he wants to say.
"Time is not early, I should come home cooked, after, be free to play together again. " my feign outfit sees a table, disregard his reaction, began to run.
That in the future, he had not looked for me again.
Later, if tall tree wished to go Tsinghua, and I also was broken about, enter the college that read this city.
Although beside bright bright reject again, I am helped review when I still can remember that comes home everyday all the way, give me the following day small measured Gao Shu.
It is him only nowadays, far in skyline.
Want a lot of times to be contacted with him, but when often wanting to dial the telephone, I can't help the ground was stayed in by sluggish of ground of firmly of a self-abased feeling finger.
Was said to be opposite by Gao Shu, I have interest of a gruff, at the outset his because of it station is beside me, I also dare not be close to him because of it nowadays half minutes.
Listen to Gao Shu to say later, he is experiencing same thing with me everyday almost in those days.
Term begins last term greatly season.
He ever was holding the mobile phone in the hand in both hands, open small letter to add the friend's interface repeatedly, input my mobile phone date, search.
Be in however press " add address book " before one second, machine of flurried ground handle is swung aside.
That momently I feel suddenly, can person and him heart have Ling Xi, at the outset even if again kink also was worth.
13
The 3rd responsibility that Gao Shujiao meets me is, if not reconciled to, do not choose put up with.
After half an year, the upturn in the home a lot of, I did not discuss with them, oneself did to leave school. Like the Gaoshu at that time, resolutely resolutelyingly reentry harships, sit in the classroom of the university entrance exam.
Someone says: "Why do you want again answer read? This city university is good also! This city university is good also!!
I remembered I also ask exorbitant tree this question at that time, then not own land learned his appearance, answer: "Some things, do not make do with. Do not make do with..
Never experience the mood of exorbitant tree clearly in that way, all the time since I saw he is right only of Tsinghua hold read aloud, even some do not understand.
So in that heart anyhow also inextricability knot, can prop up nowadays he at that time and me to death to death.
So he quited so good answer day, chose approbate exclusively in the heart.
And now, I also not reconciled to parts company with him from now on, resemble however extremely in those days he, resolutely new had come.
I eventually get through his phone, told his my answer read thing. He was stupefied very long, next the be mingled with in mood wears thick glad say: "Cheer. "Cheer..
"Can you wait for me? " if I ask for the first time.
Phone there quick, say: "Can. "Can..
At last, added again: "I assure. "I assure..
It is everyday from arrived early at 6 o'clock late ten equal review the life, but achievement a lot of moment fare badly, showing retrograde trend.
Have too want to abandon for many times, the eyes waves from, state of mind is blundering. Incomputable how many times the brim that a foot had stepped into dangerous abandon, finally unexpectedly because of Gao Shu that " I assure " and pinned oneself sturdily.
4 models when, I checked entire school actually the first.
The first!
You are likely forever unthinkable also, be included by everybody at that time what oneself abandon is small too younger sister, check entire school the echo that can cause much sensation temporarily.
I tell Gao Shu happily achievement, waiting for him to praise me.
But he says however: "Not proud, lin Fei altogethers, your target is this not just. Your target is this not just..
As a cold water, the fetch down of instant of state of mind my on wings answered the ground to go up, began afresh hardheaded the life that gives evening early to return.
Calendar arrives again stealthily the university entrance exam, I am ineffable however ground insecurity rose.
Say answer read unripe pressure adv unimaginably, that momently I want suddenly to know, in those days Gao Shu also is like me present Te of same Tan perturbed.
"Won't, he is so self-confident. " inmost sound tells me.
When thinking of him, the mood unexpectedly suddenly quiet come down, remain only -- I endeavored.
14
Already was 3 years in an instant, I one big early dress up oneself beautifully the ground walked out of a dormitory.
Cross not renown lakefront when, I shook a god suddenly.
If not be that year, beside a of the teenager " I assure " , I am afraid of is do not have a qualification to stand in Beijing University to see peach blossom admire with the student's identity anyhow.
"Lin Fei altogethers! What to send to stay? " cultivate a suit bachelor high to take trot to wear nearby stand by me, the condole on the cap drops very lively.
I laugh to him, running to attacked in the past in his bosom, say: "Thought of in those days a few things. "Thought of in those days a few things..
His hand annulus lives my waist, a handle gently kneads my head gently, say: "Go, accompany me to pat a group of graduation to illuminate again in your school. Accompany me to pat a group of graduation to illuminate again in your school..
"Hum! "Hum!!
"Gao Shu, you went to the beauty the Supreme Being, can want to think me well. " the mouth since my toot, remember be about to the life of different ground, have some of lose rather.
He bestowed favor on ground of be addicted to to see me, say: "Then you had taken an examination of TOEFL quickly, will look for me. Will look for me..
"You can wait for me, right? " ground of my ask while knowing the answer is scattering charming.
"Can. " as 3 years before same, he was added again sentence, "I assure. "I assure..
These 3 words, aroused the layer upon layer dimple of my bottom of the heart again.
I think, the best love is this appearance. We each other witnessed the other side grow, as if a two drop prepared Chinese ink that enter clear water, mutual confluence is affected each other. I or I, because encounter,cultivate high however, became better look.
Time outside 1
Term begins last term greatly season.
Gao Shu is holding the mobile phone in the hand in both hands, open small letter to add the friend's interface repeatedly, input the mobile phone date that Lin Fei altogethers, search.
Be in however press " add address book " before one second, machine of flurried ground handle is swung aside, catch the TOEFL true subject before rising to take the first stroke of a Chinese character again.
After 3 minutes, he " Ceng " the ground stands up, rise went playground, ran with splitting speed 3000 meters.
Streaming with sweat when, the schoolgirl comes over to stretch one's hand hand a bottle of his water, be ashamed is red face say: "Classmate, can you leave a small letter to give me? Can you leave a small letter to give me??
"I am sorry, I need not small letter. " he laughs courteously, had not received that bottle of water, walked out of a playground alone.
Time outside 2
Before Lin Fei every checks achievement, gaoshu did not close a key point one day overnight.
Although he is already resolved, no matter Beijing University does not go up on Lin Fei every, he should be decided, can be close to achievement to announce more that momently, he jumps over feel restless.
This mood even, check achievement than oneself even perturbed.
"I was taken an examination of the 3rd, complete province. " when Lin Fei altogethers to say this word with him in the phone, know this boy far from, burst into tears already.
He knows, she is so so assiduous, stubborn, be no problem certainly.
Lin Fei every hanged a phone, slow-witted slow-witted ground is looking at the achievement on computer to inquire an interface, feel everything is good only so truthless.
Suddenly, she thinks that word of Gao Shu, "Why to try hard? "Why to try hard??
Original everybody is inherent soldier, if do not try hard well, how is not let sb down only Where is life?
Time outside 3
After Gao Shu went to the United States, every morning at 7 o'clock, want punctual the video that appears in He Linfei to altogether chats in casing.
One day, his call full 10, do not receive from beginning to end there, this talent whole individual is bad. In daylong time, absent-minded.
He just returned door mouth in the evening, was wrapped up suddenly with the dress from back head, did not wait for his reaction to come over, familiar form is circled to the front of his body, from got outside the dress.
Becoming him to see well is Lin Fei then when altogethering, fell suddenly tear.
She is a little unconscious, "Be frightened? "Be frightened??
Say " manhood has a tear not flick " , cultivate the person of this mollycoddle high, at the outset Tsinghua loses out to be done not have so had been affectedly unconventional.
"I still think you give what job, otherwise does not like me namely. Otherwise does not like me namely..
"... "
She laughs, on tiptoe kisses his corners of the mouth, it is however after firm lay a finger on, tick off came his huge interest, stretch one's hand, pull a bosom in, lower his head to respond to, get sth done without any letup.
"Bang " the ground closed the door, gao Shu touchs her in wall edge, the tongue drives straight in wantonly.
Hurried breath, the body with hot broil.
But he feels not quite to one's heart's content as before it seems that, the princess is held in the arms removed him to love so old Lin Fei to altogether, run quickly to the bedroom at full speed in.
Overnight almost not Mian, two people do sth over and over again became enough just faint to sleep. Never had been short of diligent Gao Shu, the following day occur for the first time escapes class.
Awaking already was midday, the beside Gao Shuzheng when she is goggle is naked upper part of the body, lean on a stick is worn the face that ancon bestows favor on ground of be addicted to to look at her.
Instant of Lin Fei every became red face, whole person slipped at a draught in the quilt.
He also slipped to go in accordingly however, one held bare Lin Fei in arms to altogether.
She is one sluggish all over, good just start to talk a little while tell him, "This, I did not go. I did not go..
"Hum? " Gao Shu's sound covers tightly frowzily, provide evil spirit be puzzled extremely.
"I take Offer, with you same place school. " her smile is extended, in the quilt that receives sunlight fully, looking at his face affectionately.
It is good that Gao Shu was stupefied a little while, just believed this is not psychedelic. Turn over suddenly then press her below the body, hands or feet begins again not frank.
"You... was one evening still done not have yesterday enough? " Lin Fei every has some of be ashamed to have some of angry again.
But his breath is more and more hurried however, tick off Delinfei to altogether to also began meaning random affection to confuse.
When Gao Shu is kissing her neck nest, some indistinct ground says: "To celebrate, go out to eat a meal a little while... marry incidentally. Go out to eat a meal a little while... marry incidentally..
Time outside 4
"Mother mother, you and father after all who is fierce? " glutinous of soft soft glutinous asks son sound Lin Fei altogethers.
Lin Fei every is laughing to hold in the arms removed him, "It is your father of course fierce, in one's childhood annual 3 good students, the university entrance exam took an examination of province Number One Scholar, crucial is, married your mom me aha with a ha breath out... "
Cup of upright move water from this woman two beside the Gao Shu of the course inserted a word, "Son, want to say who is fierce, I can have not compared your Mom, she besides climb Beijing University from crane end, still be 5 good students! Still be 5 good students!!
Son trot comes over to hold Gao Shu's leg in arms, admire a head to ask him, "Father, I know 3 good students, what meaning are that 5 good students? What meaning are that 5 good students??
He ticks off corners of the mouth, crouch to be mixed in a low voice son whisper, "Very very very very very black, fat, stupid, short, ugly. "Very very very very very black, fat, stupid, short, ugly..
Lin Fei altogethered to hit a sneeze strongly.
The son has only vague idea the place nods, left.
Next he ran to seek mother, one held the neck that Lin Fei altogethers in arms, the grandma that suckle sound enrages another face to say seriously: "Mom, father speaks ill of you, we and his break off relations! We and his break off relations!!
Lin Fei altogethers: "... "
Gao Shu: "... "
Time outside 5
Since had a son, gao Shu feels he is apparent by desolate. . Lin Fei altogethers everyday the life appears besides the design be a son, do this allow his condition why can?
He is then right son intimidate lure by promise of gain, "If you grab mom with me again, I do not take you to go Dishini! But if you let mom to me one day, I buy a toy to you, whats go, good? Good??
"Babyish. " son shoot a glance at he is one, go looking for Lin Fei to altogether again.
Gao Shu: "... "
"Wife, at that time of my true good yearning high school, can mix your two individual walk home. " since son bribe not, he turns and to Lin Fei every is contended for bestowed favor on.
"Be, time passes really quickly. " Lin Fei every is being done to the son at the same time complementary feed at the same time say.
"That we... " of Gao Shu that " have been to bound of a few days of 2 the world together " had not spoken a mouth, was altogethered to interrupt by Lin Fei.
"As it happens, want to take a son to return time of old home, make an old person close a few days. Make an old person close a few days..
Gao Shu: "... "
Time outside 6
After returning old home, gao Shu swings the son to the old person eventually, pull Lin Fei every to dated.
Transient a confectioner when, he goes in bought a toffee, pare candy paper, feed candy into mouth of Lin Fei every.
This flavour ases if have magic power like, pervious all brain that if put the motion picture,passed by her euqally.
She is small the award that measures an outdated to get, the encouragement that receives when sad dismay, and now, he already wherefrom the teenager with acerbity blueness becomes mature and sedate rise, maintain before her as before however first heart.
Lin Fei every is bending an eye, containing candy to amuse him, "Husband, you feel I and candy, which sweet? Which sweet??
The person of street edge come and go, gao Shuwan had her hand, bow the kiss was in on the lip that Lin Fei altogethers suddenly.
She remembers they are on the ave suddenly, push him at a draught then.
