Author / Su Su
"I, pretend to have deep love for the life, very quiet joy, never the ear of others of believe what one hears, but another I, resemble the bush fire of out of control, wanton innocent and prodigal. Wanton innocent and prodigal..
This moment last week, wang Su Long uses " dialog " finished he is in " I am to be sung person " the ending of first half and respond to a curtain call, from " not negative me, do not define me, do not tear off me " , to " come negative I, come define me, come tear off me " , in the work of this ego argue, what have him clearly is flimsy, his twist cling to, his struggle, also have his compromise.
" dialog " finally, "Diabolical " be defeated, "Angel " won, after reconciling it seems that, from now on simple pleasure. But life, want to be able to have a song so simple good.
Go several years, "Wang Su Long " 3 words are representing a certain phenomenon originally it seems that, some kind of symbol, even a certain times, there is the sweet love song that belongs to Wang Su Long only over there, the times turns over the clearance of the page, a few audience choose to use however negative once the mark that the hobby matures as oneself. 5 weeks in the past, one's previous experience of this music old-type opera school, experience a lot of and aeriform bias and uneasiness constantly however, strand the singer at actual label, avowed psychology quality is bad, very care to be defeated by winning singer, from pigheaded cling to, struggle to reconcile, earn broken bias hard, prove oneself hard, let everybody see a true Wang Su Long hard.
On the program, he is afraid of awkwardness and awkward silence at an occasion, carry mission of field having heat actively, courteous and hot wind, humour is done again laugh; He also is used to in the person much, atmosphere ripe sth resembling a net when hide oneself stealthily, he says he did not love a talk so actually, also do not have constantly so happy, the two sides an organic whole of polarity is shirt-sleeve, bring up an ego dialog " Wang Su Long " .
We are taking a problem to look for Wang Su Long, when those, he just ended brief holiday, speak bluntly this (off) the happiest thing that is near future experience, see the reporter says hello to actively far, the answer that also can care oneself is enough material is measured and " contain Troy " , provide professional consciousness and sensitivity extremely; And at the same time, the atmosphere that covers the site is mixed unusually easily however happy, this is him advocate, happy mode is automatic on his body open, that is Long of Wang Su of another happy boy.
Enter a life actively: Refuse to obey
X of Wang Su Long " I am to be sung person " , program series coronal with article table is: "Somebody is unexpected, expected also however " .
first phase " sing person " , chen Yihan is conveying pair of Ceng Yi not self-consciously but the appreciation of song, "Her memorial dot is not so dilettante " , differ word be born, aside Wang Su Long sends an arise suddenly " fatal problem " , taking chronic fun, "Whose memorial dot is more dilettante? "Whose memorial dot is more dilettante??
Fun is fun of course, at least you up to now always can blurt out hum sing " starlet " " the love that does not part company " " a bit sweet " etc among them any or any a paragraph, they come from inchoate Wang Su Long, exquisite and true, affection full marks. Their win universal praise, they are wide for transmission, when ten thousand changes in the twinkling of an eye of times popularity agitation, when hobby, taste, aesthetic become the individual flaunts and distinguish oneself shield, time is ground pressure, these songs also are decided to be some to plant " blame mainstream " .
"The song in the past, they are liked by a lot of people in that time, but they (audience) the vision that did not develop with sees me, do not know to I also can grow and be changed while they grow. " Wang Su Long wants to give out these sound to the utmost, maintain stable special frequency at the same time, make the attempt of a variety of styles, go up musical put together art, those who accept Ost of all sorts of movie and TV invite about, the of all kinds song that writes up to now exceeds 130, " galactic " " Kuang Meng " " dozenth night " " annual ring " " the whole world accompanies my insomnia " , somebody was heard, somebody criterion not, return somebody to say, this song lets Xxx sing, affirmative more fire.
By what to pay no attention to? Why should assume the look upon of others inequity? He still is in kink, resemble past many a time in that way, also be comforted with a lot of words and tell oneself to be not cared about, put relaxed, he says, "Chicken broth is to need the process of classics " .
"Music this thing is very important to me, when my music was not treated by objective fairness, I want to struggle for it. " and enter a program, certainly will should is faced with leave and victory or defeat, he says, oneself are very be afraid of the person that lose, but with be afraid of be defeated than rising, he considers him expression more. On this arena, wang Su Long tries to open, analyse oneself, the contradiction of straight face heart, stayed heavy taking pride " refuse to obey " , ego examines next avulsion " dialog " , give oneself " eccentric " " seed " , of deep feeling of mild and indirect " but I love you " .
He says he did not realize lens in advance oneself so care to be defeated win, also do not have all the time evasive (care to be defeated win) this thing, but go up from theory for, should want a bit easier, "I am pondering over this problem, also do not have a result next " .
Wang Su Long still gave out logistic chain, "I consider him proof, next I just am met so care. I hope one day my condition is not to need him proof very much, everybody already very can objectively look upon I, that moment is likely my condition has been met. That moment is likely my condition has been met..
"I now extremely ' Song ' "
Junior become famous, the Wang Su Long that bears massiness label ever expressed, through " sing person " " do not want everybody to know me afresh, good with respect to me knowledge is real " .
He sees now " Long of original Wang Su is not that appearance that I imagine " this kind of evaluation, already very happy.
" sing person " in, wang Su Long challenges Liang Bo to fail for two times, he admits the 3rd times " refuse to obey " when condition has a place already not quite right. Think carefully later, this kind refuses to obey be not pair of a certain person or some match actually, however to a few bias refuse to obey, "I am the view to this world refuses to obey, want to prove myself, always cannot all the time by blinkers look upon " . But subsequently he fills on one, "I now extremely ' Song ' " , he says he has very firm share, "But see others scolds me, immediately ' Song ' come down " .
Although already had,resemble a lot of be like " annual ring " " laugh at bend city " " that boy " " rock and roll Chinese quarter " " anonymous generation " etc pass sing Ost of degree of very wide movie and TV to create, face all sorts of demands of Party A, he or meeting stalk of grain according to asking change, "I do not do each Ost myself particularly special pride, but each capital is I am satisfactory. But each capital is I am satisfactory..
His transcribe program also very cooperate, collect after the program every time do very long, "To me, I or him hope are very comical, so I can give myself pressure, him hope is one can tease quite everybody's person " . Wang Su Long sighs with emotion temporarily, there is minimum to gather the person can live very resemble his only probably on this world, what he also envies others is comfortable and free and easy, "The thing that I consider is too much. "The thing that I consider is too much..
"To red I actually not bad, because red may be scolded by a lot of people, boast of a lot of people, then I prefer to do not have so red, but a lot of people boast. Before resembling oneself 34 years in that way, only a handful vermicelli made from bean starch pays close attention to, write a song everyday, the life is very simple, but all businesses that two this years I do are to proving his, do not have so so happy. But you say I think more red, earn how many money, not bad. Because I feel I am happier before. Because I feel I am happier before..
He says, oneself also still can read negative opinion now, still do not have method possibly to accomplish coexist sometimes.
And break label and be known by everybody afresh with new personality attitude, which more difficult? "Break label " .
Reconcile? Be still disaccord?
Under arena, wang Su Long depends on new special " exercise restraint feral " undertook the whole thing this year musical pioneer a list of names posted up " inland is optimal special " , " optimal pioneer creates a singer " wait for 4 large award. Seldom on business small gain, he as before cherish word is like gold, "Xi Xi " under 2 words, it is 4 pot that Qi Qi places, glad be in overtones.
In this traditional record industry is pounded to get the period of scattered here and there by digital science and technology, wang Su Long or the hair that keep stable only rhythm, " understand slowly " " gravitation " " movement of be handed down from ancient times " " land a plan " " Lai Fu " " exercise restraint feral " , every pieces of special has breakthrough and innovation, especially a few pieces of recent, have the excellent sense that makes attentively everywhere, but do special not to make money really.
"This had not thought, namely all the time so did, it is inertial and same, does everybody also cross this advantages and disadvantages not to do special this year without balance? Of course special came out, listen without how many person, also meet disappointed, but I no matter interior chicken broth, comfort oneself: After be, these work stay. After be, these work stay..
Wang Su Long is very simple also to musical judge: Orphean music is good music, without so much high and low. Besides music, he also needs to maintain the luminosity exposing to the sun of put together art, went up two years ten archives, save the nation to do musical curve, gradually deal with concrete matters relating to work: "I can say I make money so is to make music of what, but can add on one now, besides make money make music, I still miss better to family life. I still miss better to family life..
He says, at present zoology of this kind of domestic music is bad for certain, but oneself won't complain, because " can choose even if first-rate thing, the standard that I try hard is to master more active advantageous position forever, can have the right that wants not to do some thing one day. Can have the right that wants not to do some thing one day..
And to music, choose music to oneself this thing, tall on any account of trade of classics strictly enforce is small, wang Su Long these year state of mind also rises and fall from time to tome.
"I can say to hold to so, hold to, hold to. Can you ask the person that do you give extensive creative work what suggests? I say to hold to, hold to again. But what does the family ask you still have to suggest recently? I say, abandoning also is important. Had arrived to make you not happy when this true thing namely, or everybody persuades you not to suit, then you should not consider other, perhaps turn it into an interest, not so held to. Not so held to..
By person and oneself, music also is done not have very simple. He says most beginning music is too good too good thing, gave oneself special rife pleasure. But because,also be these two years music, had a few joyless, also can want to escape occasionally, also angst. "Music is opposite now is more and more complex for me, but you ask I do not love, regret, it is love for certain, do not regret. Do not regret..
He says, although oneself follow oneself to did not reconcile, still can make music hard.
We make Wang Su Long bold open hole of a head, hope with what kind of label is remembered by everybody later for years, he mutters to oneself a short while, say to represent oneself only: A meeting keeps the person of the song, his work can move a few people.