Young we always are capricious harum-scarum, I and former husband are such, we are each other first love, love 3 years, marry 3 years, still move toward a divorce finally.
When remembering divorcing, daughter strong a baby's completion of its first month of life, I put forward the divorce, when saying to divorce at that time, I was to be enraged first, think such former husbands can fool me to beg me, those who know me is important, but do not have, I am the injury appeared a heart really.
I and former husband just are met through friend introduction, we get along to feel that we must come a little quite afterwards, go naturally closer more, we are lone at that time, have good opinion each other, was together very quickly so.
When love we are very sweet very happy, although always have brawl, can be former husband very care about me, total meeting is active after quarrelling every time will follow my become reconciled, beg me to excuse.
See his anxious look, I am held out in the heart actually contented, the schoolgirl is such, should know only beside that he is those who care about oneself is enough.
3 years of love our age is not small also, feeling is stable also, married then, just began to be able to be returned then very conjugal love, but slowly discover former husband is whole idea attacks to go up to the job, after he drove domestic company with friend partnership, the wedding anniversary also does not pass, the Valentine's Day also does not pass, the birthday that connects me also forgot.
Complain with him every time, he always says I am dot, say the festival is far from main, his favour grind is for us only this home, spend superior time to let me.
Slowly our communication is little, I do not know what to thinking in his heart, and he also does not understand what I want after all, he always says I am the body does not tell good fortune in blessing, those who say I want is too much, do not know content with one's lot, more say I do not understand him, quarrel cold war is performed ceaselessly then.
I was pregnant later, I think such former husband can care me a bit, can attach most importance to with the family, but still be as always, busy job, busy make money, I always was wanting why to change, there am me in former husband heart, disrelish me old, ugly?
I begin to love cranky, begin to suspect former husband, begin extremely suspicious, secretly the track that checks former husband, peek his mobile phone, for this we had made a noise countless times.
It is that to be after daughter full moon before long, former husband is away on official business 4 days to come back from outside, I say to want to examine his mobile phone, he does not let, as a result we make a noise again rose, then I feel wronged and act rashly say to divorce, such before saying, former husband is nervous, fool me immediately, but be done not have this, he says to leave however leave, then we divorced at this point.
I am taking away a daughter after the divorce, enrage again in the heart in those days hate again, still say all one's life not to want to see former husband, after the divorce before long, former husband will had looked for me, treat I and daughter live well bad, still put forward to resume marriage.
I still am in at that time feel wronged and act rashly, scold former husband directly, I am angry why does former husband agree to divorce with me at that time, after the event begs me to resume marriage again.
Subsequently I do not see former husband all the time, the day went so large half an year, former husband knows I hate him not infer he, also dare not look for me so again, the hitting with every very punctual nevertheless month comes to the daughter's living cost.
Slowly gas also disappear, memory has those times that we are together, feel oneself are too capricious also too harum-scarum also, just can develop today this appearance, I also am thinking over, tell the truth I am wrong also, I do not know to understand make allowances for him husband to still suspect at random.
I wanted to understand eventually that day, then I sent to former husband: "I wanted to resume marriage " , but nobody reply.
This half an year comes, former husband had not looked for us, be given to be scolded by me really probably, think consider is worn unavoidable some lose, in the heart afflictive.
Lie between a day I was received suddenly of 800 thousand turn Zhang, after I investigated the source of money, it is former husband unexpectedly, I very feel puzzled, call to him next unmanned all the time receive, post a letter ceases to also be not answered, mother-in-law of the farther-in-law before I searched directly finally.
I just know former husband he already died, it is before half an year his fish liver cancer is terminal, he knows he was not saved, do not disturb us so, but in that paragraph of day he all the time very regret oneself do place to regard as, say to I am sorry I and child, the last wish of final former husband hopes I and daughter joy are restful namely.
That 800 thousand also former husband gives, zhang turns to give me after husband's father and mother handles a funeral affair of former husband, hope I and daughter had passed, lachrymal person cries after I know, when the portrait of the deceased that sees former husband when me my feel as if a knife were piercing one's heart.
I am good regret to fail to see former husband last, I am good regret at the outset cruel-hearted in that way to him, I am actually early not angry, I also had not forgotten him one day, I am good really regret.
