Explode from one night red to life trough, ke Zhen east tell about after be released from prison heart road course.
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After drug taking incident happened 2014, ke Zhen east very long did not come inland.
This he is propagandist new film " good-bye made of baked clay city " and come. " good-bye made of baked clay city " told to happen in Burmese the love between the labor that crosses Thailand secretly is tragic. Ke Zhen east the A country of personate thinks assemble enough money is taking favorite girl lotus blueness to answer home town to live, lotus blueness hopes to obtain Thailand however official capacity, go going to more macrocosm. Two people run in the opposite direction, lotus blueness walks the street, a country breaks down. The movie is last, a country killed lotus blueness. Ke Zhen east by right of A Guoyi horn obtains award of Jin Ma of film of the 53rd Taiwan to nominate.
Interpret the film, ke Zhen east using adroitly " elegy " this word. Can imagine this is daylong, media patience calls in to every on this piece of sofa that he is covering pink cap unlined upper garment to sit in hotel room and repeated amicably a lot of times. This can'ts help letting a person think of, dongshangyici faces Ke Zhen large quantities of inland media still were on August 29, 2014, he holds Beijing apology to meet for drug taking incident, can go up nearly 10 times to apologize in the apology, weep bitterly. Ke Zhen east right " character " when saying to enter the court " frighten dead " , never had seen so multimedia. " that occasion too shook... my seriously feeling gets effect of this wrong outer scope has after all how old, so I just am met insecurity follows fear, to oneself disappointment arrives weep. "
Be in by 2014 Taiwan complementary benevolence in speech of the university, ke Zhen east the heart road course after recalling drug taking incident. Be arrested the first day, he rectifies evening to take quilt to cover first, do not talk with the anybody in 10 people room, for fear that is identified. The toilet of the detention house is closestool couchant type, camera is being stared at. Ke Zhen east never had used commode couchant type, fall in the surveillance of camera full 4 days cannot defecate. Drug taking administration detains an end to return Taiwan, ke Zhen east be gotten entrance of a room of broker company, push the door, inside the room all sides wall, arrive from the floor the ceiling, pasting the story of incident of drug taking of 14 days of duration of detention completely. " he needs cruelty. " the agent east is opposite Ke Zhen " character " the reporter says, the wallop that they think to use dazibao formula namely in those days lets Ke Zhen east the seriousness that knows this thing.
Before this, ke Zhen had not appeared really in the life east any issues that concern with cruelty. This is a child that is very fond of to be brought up as a child. The Qing Dynasty when father and mother is young is bitter, build up from nothing after be being accomplished somewhat gave the child everything what can give. In Ke Zhen east when still calling Ke Jiakai, his biggest trouble is to grow too fatly. When going to school, ke Jiakai all over the face whelk, a suit smelly sweat, fat of all over the body, but the head that can become small collective silently where. 18 years old, ke Jiakai knew friend Chai Zhibing of father, chai Zhibing is the founder of beautiful male God with the most successful Taiwan. She is taken a fancy to thin the Ke Jiakai that come down has a piece very on the face of lens, father also wants to send piquant son into big company to study ethical ethics. In 3 stage name, ke Jiakai chose Ke Zhen for oneself east, because this strokes is little, read aloud rise the most suitable.
His age is small, the person of entire company is in charge of him to call a little brother. Ke Zhen east after with Chai Zhibing the autograph is made an appointment with, chai Zhibing took him to see a lot of producer and director, she tells the boy of this strong year after year, want static heart of sit in meditation. Shake Dong Gong gets Dan Ke too fast. Bright red before, he has tried lens twice only, tried an advertisement for the first time, be chosen the 2nd times to go up " those years, we the girl of a forereach " . 2011, " those years " fire alls over two sides, of the same age, he is nominated award of horse of Taiwan film gold is optimal new personality award, besides him, 3 actors that win this nomination together come from " Saideke Balai " , " no matter be,go up one that year in propagandist imposing manner or the circumstance of integral big environment is " Saideke Balai " , hold in the arms namely so hold me to want 3 to compare them handsome OK. " Ke Zhen east chose bow tie of a big bowknot to be on red carpet of Jin Ma award to oneself, wearing this big bowknot finally to hold in the arms had golden horse cup. When tiring-room is interviewed, people is shouting Ke Jingteng greatly (Ke Zhen east in " those years " the role title in) . Ke Zhen east say, 20 years old my very perfect.
Great life stops abruptly till August 14, 2014, that day Ke Zhen east be detained by administration because of drug taking. Old day called in that piece of lucky card on his hand.
The Ke Zhen nowadays east resemble past public impression no longer in in that way, seem to be in all the time burst into tears, bow, apology, regret. Ke Zhen east the time that spent 78 months goes from inside mood trough, the energy that follows investment one year was patted " good-bye made of baked clay city " , he is in piece in perform to be crossed secretly go of Thailand Burmese, because cannot prevent cummer to walk the street to kill her with gaining legal status to commit suicide next, this film lets him nominate award of horse of the 53rd gold is optimal hero, possible meeting serves a peak the peak him again.
Ke Zhen east in two years when disappear, cross-strait recreation is encircled already pattern changes greatly. A flock of God belts that come back from Korea had the economy of vermicelli made from bean starch with fearsome number. " little fresh pork " unpluggingly and case, the face of beautiful boy begins to occupy big screen by force. 2015, small unripe Jing Bairan relies on inland those who achieve 2.4 billion box-office miracle " catch bewitching to write down " hot, this opportunity is Ke Zhen originally east.
Mainland of his hair small king also is depended on " my girlhood " have one's moment. Two people play as a child big, wang Daliu is entered first row, ke Zhen east however first red, the affair that attend never works a little before two people, when " my girlhood " that " small lucky " ring everywhere, ke Zhen east say to Wang Daliu, change you to entertain guests next time.
Till today, ke Zhen east still exploring he still can go much further, this also is he and a collaboration square joint venture. From the point of his small gain comment, public public opinion is right Ke Zhen east still chilly, he says to want to be encircled in recreation, the arrest poisonous police that the comment says sacrifice also wants to be in this world subsist, approve of of the more than 10000 people inside 3 hours. Often stick below the somebody small gain comment in him " Mekong acts " placard. Ke Zhen east had not looked " Mekong acts " , but these comment on him to see. " this is a delegate " Mekong acts " very successful, it is a successful movie. " " good-bye made of baked clay city " will show in Taiwan in December, inland still does not have platoon period. Director Zhao Deyin still has a bit hope, no matter be to use Ke Zhen,he feels east should act the leading role, the camera lens that suck drugs still behaves in film should OK cross careful. Ke Zhen east shake shake one's head, his dress is pink, say he does not know.
It is Ke Zhen below east nuncupative:
1
After its happening, I feel to need me myself to speak its around and current thought personally. Still go up in where the wind and the waves are highest at that time, everybody has too much problem and too much doubt. I (go up in the news briefing) did not publish too much issue, just do the business of my idea and my err to narrate. When entering the court, I am frightened dead, that is me when seeing most media, full, that occasion too shook... my seriously feeling gets effect of this wrong outer scope has after all how old. So I just am met insecurity follows fear, to oneself disappointment arrives shed tear. But I did not answer too much issue, a lot of things give everybody goes judge is good.
I am in 78 months later. Mouth of door of before a few months is too much reporter, where to go to no-go, very much at that time friend will look for me, they buy food to eat to me even, I am accompanied in the home.
At that time also is to be afraid of alone, be afraid of loneliness, cannot help wanting to read the netizen's review again. I am to its idea very of the front. Constant regular meeting feels irrespective, if I continue hard again if, can still the friend looks for my and so on. But see a criticism suddenly again, feel to do not have any hopes. Oneself are beginning suddenly hopefully occasionally pessimistic, change in hopeful, pessimistic world. So parents worries me at that time, the friend also worries about me very much.
My pa is the person that has a principle very much. My elder brother goes pricking blueness, he will be sad very long, say the body sends the father and mother that skin gets. But tender feelings of his a strong determined person, it is fierce as a child, can take a feet to smoke me, after I am grown, he is softer and softer instead, with me preach manages, communicate with me, beautiful time is on my body. His age is old also now.
After that thing, the its pa Mom of the company can ask for leave, accompany me to chat, have a meal. Why they accompany you can termlessly, because he is your parents,be. Your friend can not look for you certainly everyday, but they are willing to spend all time to accompany you.
What I think all the time previously is I am earned rapidly enough money, pa Mom can retire earlier, without the person meeting hope parents works everyday. Gave a business again now, income follows impossibly same before. Had planned originally, can swim after they are emeritus the world. Become a such states, the emeritus plan of themselves is changed somewhat, go all out a few years again even. I am sorry to their more ground, hope they pass weller.
Boiler hill film festival
2
I am emulative the heart is very strong, have desire very strong. Piece after finishing sth, you just know not all thing you can be taken, you want some things are not you certainly, you are not the emperor.
At the beginning I feel is to give others a hard time beautiful, because do not have what message. After news comes out, pressure begins very big. I can feel originally, oh, did not show possibly cannot go up, thinking of is to want substitution, want to come again entirely. The film was done not have, film substitution, next Dai Yan is all wearing, still show share cutout is decreased etc. I know should complex, but in comparing an imagination more complex.
What this moment just begins to know to come from its effect of oneself, drag in formerly is not to have an actor only, however of whole movie company make with conduct propaganda, they can be dropped in disorder entirely. It is special more very among them the person that values me, I feel very feel sorry. I am the sorriest is to manufacture the company is directed with Guo Jingming, they concern for mine for certain, cut this forcibly piece, go saying this story with another methods forcibly. But actors still can be on small letter send his respects to with me, comfort me to want to cheer recently etc. Guo Caijie can ask film state below illicit how. She says or have, that film director has cut smoothly come out, call me not to worry, do not think too much. Such thing lets me feel sadder instead, I make you much so much difficulty, but you still use so good patience to be opposite with love however I. I can answer a thank only, what dare say more.
I know the news briefing is actually when, news briefing when I follow him (Guo Jingming) say, be very sorry, but hope you all the time well such, also help his transmit " Xiaoshi is acting 4 " thing, but I do not know is the help still is more of a hindrance than a help, what I hope to be able to use up me to be able to be accomplished is best.
Hear " Xiaoshi is acting 4 " still have scene, I pretty is actually accident. I also did not look now. Taiwan was not shown, I am very long did not come inland, when coming, had fallen again mirrorred.
" catch bewitching to write down " I also am very sorry, because movie company does not need to inform me actually, it is I violated agreement after all, can change directly at manage at affection, do not need to agree through me, can ask I make more serious compensation even. But they are done not have, they are to use polite way to inform me entirely, say to have nothing to do with even, you try hard well, organic meeting cooperates again after, let me feel very sad instead.
(agent: We feel embarrassed really ask, because we are exceedingly feel sorry really, we are really too I am sorry family, the family was not pestered with us really, already very thank.
Jing Bairan will take sb's place he, plainspoken, after the first receives an information, we are not to feel regrettablly. Because we also are the companies that make, know the film wants retake immediately actually very bloodcurdling, you want again a lot of more floriferous money, this be not a patch on is mirrorred even terrible. You want drag in to arrive of course a lot of, bai Baihe, mr. Ceng Zhiwei, all main actors can have drag in arrive. Ourselves knows to have much tiredder, much pain when film, start over again again even. )
In this moment I am the love that experiences them. Include Bai Baihe, she pass message to say to me for a short while, do you know you want to waste my time, goofy. I say to I am sorry, she says need not feel sorry, can yearn for your Tian Yin, my come to an agreement or understanding.
(the influence of substitution) beginning is very big really, just began regular meeting very afflictive. After all the child that that work resembles him to myself is same, you are finished seriously, kill blueness, everybody is sentient also. When the child that expects me next is born, it is not your child. I feel to one is plant... do not know how to say the sort of perception. Calculate it to have me, but also be broken up. I had not seen " Xiaoshi is acting 4 " , picture " catch bewitching to write down " such, hey, it becomes is not me.
I am of course now it (" catch bewitching to write down " ) regard as a movie will admire. It has been the thing that does not belong to me, I do not need to go kink, hey, why be me? That is ceaseless trouble, no point.
(after the film is shown) can feel serious to make the movie, can have good result namely. I had participated in whole technological process, dispute often takes an experience differently. (see box-office result) feel very happy. No matter be for river boss (" catch bewitching to write down " manufacture the boss Jiang Zhijiang of company of movie of company peace and happiness) , Jing Bairan, it is very happy. I bless him in letter of the illicit on small gain (Jing Bairan) , took small letter with him. See the film know, he has him perform a way, pretty is fierce, when be being performed before me, did not think of.
" good-bye made of baked clay city " the job is illuminated
3
I am red very fast, too much thing cannot suit previously, cannot go capturing that mood. Of others flatter it may not be a bad idea, gotten thing it may not be a bad idea, differ before with a year too big. So I may appear others is so called tack (ego expands) , self-righteous, do not know how to go managing him mood and ideology, feel what thing is indifferent to, how much to differ anyway.
Self-confidence follows self-abased it is a gleam of between. Because piece red, had not arrived on behalf of the person that position. I will be self-abased, feel to must want to rely on the outfit of the outside, should place that posture to come awe arrives others, let others feel I am such degree. Actually true fierce a lot of people are very low-key, send these people like Liang Chaowei, Zhourun, did not see what there is beside them (frame) , they had had self-confidence very much, he is excessive to his needing pack.
The thing happened so much, I also am in progress. I feel I have the propagandist kind of myself previously, I have a batch of masses of myself, I have the multitude that likes me, so I have my speech kind, also not be very good to media manner, I feel since you want to write me bad, it is too good to you that I also do not need. Remember the word that come now, at that time is to think so that compare simple, direct, and it is a center with ego. Feel actually they can write me later bad, because my manner is bad,basically be.
I am the person of a slower heat originally. Below the sort of circumstance, others pushs me to a height, I had not run actually so fast. People asks I compare thorough problem, I do not reply to come out certainly. I can say directly previously " I do not want to answer this question " . Not bad now, do not consider the issue of the answer without what, otherwise can make clear the earth's surface to amount to not quite really namely, say with him also it doesn't matter, rambling, act like a spoiled child.
The criticism that small gain sees previously may have 100 to praise, have 9 only bad, you are met dedicated think in these two bad above. Why these two people should scold me, why these two people should atttack me. 100 are scolded now, it is good to have two, you feel or somebody supports me, still somebody encourages me, state of mind will be different. You cannot pay close attention to bad thing all the time, a piece of white paper is so big, have a macula, but still be a lot of white places, cannot all the time consider is above that macula.
If do not think so, oneself will be very painful, I feel to not was necessary to let my stay inside that anguish, must go slowly forth. No matter be to receive good movie, perhaps adjust oneself to arrive what degree, must one pace goes forth. These 78 months come down, discover or the job looks for you, or when somebody supports you, you can feel to ought not to make those people that see your joke happier all the time. You or the person that must let these support you see you serve as somewhat, the person allowing the home, person of the company knows you are in hard.
(the criticism that sees a net go up) actually oneself are anguish, average person also cannot envisage everybody to scold you on the net. 30 thousand person leaves a message when scolding you for the most part, you calculate should installing a pair of common heart also is very difficult.
Incident happening I delivered a small gain at that time (small gain content is a piece of photograph: White paper begin wrote a word " I am sorry everybody, it is better that I am met certainly " ) , I hope to let everybody have the export of an express. Like it may not be a bad idea, do not like it may not be a bad idea, should leave a message leave a message. Below the premise that I feel I have free speech, they also should have, they should have their reflection. A lot of people call me to close a comment now, close, was equal to the person that supports you to be put out, they cannot find you. I won't close, abreact to them. Left, with respect to the welcome everybody is commented on severally.
Everybody sees star have his view, I also won't reject their speech and their idea. No matter be the means that uses major, means that uses acting, I should let him can see afresh, the likelihood can change their think of a way. But I won't feel why they want hold tight to wear do not put, because I am err originally. If I do not have err, I am met of course not happy, but my err, I feel in him heart I am very imperfect, that does not need to change their think of a way.
" good-bye made of baked clay city " stage photo
4
(when golden horse award announces to be seleted this year) the evening that announces than anticipating direct seeding wants a hour, I a person looks mobile phone living broadcast in the home at that time. This film was spent so long, no matter be in individually award above, box-office perhaps above, we expect somewhat, but can get us not to decide.
Result all the way with respect to one pace, see direct seeding heroine be seleted, I am seleted, the director is seleted, optimal gut piece be seleted. We are very happy very excited. That momently, training of that year and hardship resemble a horse race lamp euqally all (it is before) run, I feel I am thanked very much. This very reach a hand to you like moviedom of circle of a Chinese, give you a hug. With respect to the effort that is you we have see, you are cheered again, try hard again.
There can be this kinds of a bit idea when incident happening is the most inchoate (otherwise should be returned perform art circle) , because you can begin him suspicion. Saying when everybody you are bad when, you begin to suspect your certainly. But acting in a play is my this lifetime in the center the first thing that makes me successful feel, also be the business that the first I mean to spend time to do, I mean passion business.
Begin to talk about the film slowly later, I want not to retry. At the beginning I not dare, the next time I also not dare. Refused a few, besides feel unwell to close beyond, also did not leave one stage to what talk about play. Talk about entire plan first, who is supplement, but speak of detail part talking on seriously, the other side may hesitate or capital has a problem, perhaps should delay pat.
Until " good-bye made of baked clay city " , the director says with me, all of us tries hard, pay together do a business, this also is a new challenge to him. He uses me is an adventure to him, but to me he thinks also is an adventure. Because he does not decide the side is not helped,get me, myself also does not decide I am done do not do get.
The director is sure what also knew certain thing is bad, the first investment just can have pressure, do not know to be able to be broadcasted on each markets, can attract an audience to come in, but the director decides to use me, also do not mind such business on behalf of him. The director feels, if I am willing, he can think method to handle these issues.
In this process, a year I also am to give my an exam, him proof is had deep love for really after all act in a play this thing. No matter be emulative heart it may not be a bad idea, or it is the anguish among is waited a moment, can feel now, good, irrespective, I had a work to come out immediately, no matter the result is good,still be bad, time of at least one year goes completing a work is very happy to me, also proved to becoming an actor is I very the way that like.
(now) still exploring, still do not know to have what result at present (whether show inside) . Cautious still have certainly, because my news is met bad,I do not think whole overall situation. So I do not publish any sound as far as possible, I am afraid of any the way that sound can affect a director want. This story director understands most, the conduct propaganda that I hope to do him with his method follows situation.
" good-bye made of baked clay city " Taipei press conference
5
If won a prize,I had not wanted to meet how, had not thought word of feeling of bear the palm. I feel I think good impression character can have lose first, so flat do not think.
Tell the truth, want to take prize certainly. But this different, last all is Xin Rui, this (be seleted the film) I looked, after looking the sureness in the heart a bit, know everybody takes sport special not easy, every part acts exceedingly well, everybody is behaved very outstandingly on his major, that maintains common heart to face this nomination only.
It is I feel very happy thing is only, although still do not have any to talk about decided law case formally now, the film that will search nevertheless follows the style type on all sorts of Thespian performances to become much, part kind also becomes much. This returns pretty accident, pretty happy.
I feel everybody has his special trend, have the place with oneself different welcome as good as popularity side. Him everybody idiosyncratic be seen by the director, more and more people come out, it is a very benign competition to me. Many bits of person, the film is OK again much, chinese film market is very big.
If I am being grabbed go acting a few very the film of draw large audiences is not meddlesome certainly. Act impossibly like me " old artillery piece " , I like this movie very much, but can feel unwell to add up to me. My light pronunciation has very big problem, dub may affect the actor's performance. So I won't be striven for, I won't feel this film.
For instance Wang Daliu of my good friend, I want to perform him " my girlhood " , I may act not to come he that appearance. Because it accords with the narrative means of whole department film,after I see the movie, feeling he acts in that way at that time is, a bit comedic, a bit exaggerative, I may be performed too calmly, the likelihood won't have the box-office result this later.
I act in a play previously or rely on intuition many a little bit, it is to rely on instinctive quality to follow observation for the most part. I like to watch a person as a child, very small when like to look. When fair car is being built to perhaps shop previously, I see the car on a pregnant woman, she can notice what thing, can go to the first looking for love. Or a high school is born, just hit a ball, he the mood is good now bad still, I like to see these people all the time very much, so my data-base may have a lot of.
The data that there is a lot of when contacting the film at the beginning is in my brain, (when acting) that is to say seems to once had a such person, if I am high school,be born meeting how. Ke Jingteng is me to follow a of part itself half shirt-sleeve style actually. Those compare babyish action, duller behavior is me. That warm blood is less. I am emulative, but I won't so warm blood, so ablaze, I am silent the ground thinks method wins others.
The play before me is too happy, the part compares justice. Performed A country I feel to understand my more than before, can bear hardships more, OKer hardily, OKer static come down, can keep back more complain, keep back angry, keep back mood.
A country follows me too far, the world that follows me too far, the think of a way that follows me too far. I feel the director hopes we can accept dull training there ceaselessly all the time forcibly, in the factory daily every do same business, those who do not have salary, aimless sex, and after saying you drill a few months, prepare to pat, pat need what to use (the machine in the factory) . May use this machine, that machine, that wants you to meet entirely, want you to learn very well entirely.
It is under this premise, you begin day after day to do same business, also do not have achievement to feel, grind your ambition so, grind your psychokinesis, grind your air of arrogance. Director regulation cannot take the person of any companies, one is no good. Everybody is in each are busy each, be in hard for respective post. The director is looking scene, discussion plan and art, discuss money with production, heroine should do a lot of works for her part. I want him method does a few lives, next coming back that wash clothes, cook, buy food, want oneself to think method is solved. I complain without time, what I convey me without time is not happy.
Pretty of this one process is painful, because all moods do not have exit, doing not have exit is a very tired thing, but became a kind of custom to later. Feel slowly, these complaining that it doesn't matter is alarming. The person that can blame on the world is not much, what can speak out is not much also, complain with the leader my pay is too little impossibly like the worker. This kind slowly the thing that hold back comes out, can change a kind actually very wonderful (experience) , resemble sit quietly the sort of, it is good to be told with oneself.
I feel to be like me to resemble more with the A Guoyue in play slowly. He has a mood to won't be conveyed, but a lot of things are planning all the time in the heart actually. Can enter oneself from the angle of spectator slowly slowly subjective person angle, it is ask oneself why must I be here. I miss my hometown, how should I finish ability of a business to return my home town.
To the end of 2014, I begin slowly body realizes a few things. Can know what the setback is quite at that time. The university is invited at that time about, I with respect to come to an agreement or understanding, that is told, basically be the thing that saying a reverse. Somebody of constant regular meeting feels to be like a lot of setbacks can beat dead you, but I feel the setback is bigger and bigger in his illusion.
I am not a handsome young man as a child, it is a fatso. Of fat fertilizer, on the face a lot of whelk, love sport again, sweat is completely on the body. In those days beside still have a Wang Daliu. I feel I am very fat previously, this is a setback, do not hand in a girlfriend. The film leaves later patted, feel not quite joint performance is a problem. Again the film performed draw large audiences later, feel not draw large audiences is a problem, it is a very big setback.
Be in not after this setback produces draw large audiences, you go back see fat problem, feel this is a setback far from. Just can feel this is a setback forever at that time, can happen forever. Arrived after 2014, you look in front all setbacks are not a setback. So, if the setback does not have the word that beats dead your spank, then it should tell you a few things namely.
