Civil / wheat Yours Excellency
01
2003, teleplay " Home Jin Fenshi " broadcast in CCTV, reach the degree of the whole town turns out.
Jin Yan is mixed on the west the chilly beautiful love of autumn of cold and cheerless, still make a lot of people up to now hard dismiss from one's mind.
We think this is play of idol of romance of a the Republic of China only in those days, just discover it is a real theatrical work that tells about middleaged life nowadays.
This drama also lets poor boy Chen Kun explode overnight red, be in even when going out someone cries him " Childe Yan Xi " . Before this, he never has thought one day oneself can fire arrives so.
"Be like one night between, everybody knows me. Everybody knows me..
Chen Kun is born in Chongqing an impoverished family, parental early leaves other, he follows grandmother to live together as a child, just return a mother till 11 years old beside.
The child that says a poor is early excellent, arrived high school he is part-time, had become clerk of printery typist, bar, halt call all sorts of part-time jobs such as the singer.
Take an examination of Oriental chorus later, hold the position of solo singer, the bag takes encased salary, ever made Chen Kun very excited.
Second year, he accompanies a thing to take an examination of Beijing film institute, do not think the colleague was not taken an examination of, chen Kun however with the whole nation the first achievement, one's deceased father went up 96 class perform boreal vague impression undergraduate course class, make the turning point with strange another person.
This can be be worthy of the name " star class " , besides Chen Kun, Zhao Wei, Huang Xiaoming, morning of Guo Xiaodong, Zu Feng, Li Jia, colour red, He Lin, Zhang Heng also develop well.
And the rich experience of Chen Kun one's early years, the performance career that also is him accumulated experience, delicate and handsome face, more his career offers advantaged advantage.
Big 3 when, he accompanies a classmate to try play, be directed to take a fancy to accidentally however, piece act found a state 50 years tribute film " national anthem " , from now on open acts art road.
In play his personate musician Nie ear, his acting is puerile still at that time, passion is superabundant, experience is scant.
2000, director Zhao Baogang finds Chen Kun, with Zhou Xun collaboration acted the leading role " resemble wind again like rain like mist " medium Chen Zikun.
Do not know to have how many person later, fell in love with Zhou Xun and Chen Kun, and the collaboration of two people amounts to 6 films, 2 teleplay.
In a few years subsequently, chen Kun keeps receiving show, make money ceaselessly, name is bigger and bigger also.
Among them " butterfly of an affectionate couple " emperor of the Ma Ying that win gold nominates, " tonsorial " win award of person of Shanghai film review optimal hero award, and " Yun Shuiyao " it is to let him gain both honor and money more, receive in glory award of ornamental columns erected in front of palaces optimal actor award.
The temperament of inherent melancholy, suit amorous man more it seems that, 2008 " disguise or mask of an evildoer " , the peak of the career that the Chen Kun that lets 32 years old stands in life.
His personate has hair wife in play however by the general of be puzzled of alluring woman evil spirit, between love, ethics and responsibility kink wanders.
He is a general, it is one is willing responsible to the wife man, also be a man that yearns for true love.
The movement is restrained in Xu later piece " Long Menfei armour " in, one person cent impersonates two character, shade ferociouses callous on the west factory superintend and director " rain changes field " , and wanton " the knife in wind " .
From now on, a gleam of of Chen Kun inland is small strange place unmanned shake.
02
Advance triumphantly in Chen Kun career while, he sends the terrified that feels a heart and uneasiness more.
Face the fortune of arise suddenly and fame, he seemed to get everything, what be like to be done not have again however. To junior become famous, and the evaluation with exorbitant outside, make him ceaseless be immersed in in ego denies and suspecting.
Leave one day on the way, he fears suddenly to rise, after arriving home, block all banks to give with the password family, he fears oneself are abrupt between die.
Childhood lacks the child of safe feeling, the even if after manhood had a lot of money, after also can fearing where day becomes penniless, how should oneself do?
Long angst and uneasiness, let him be close to the edge that break down for a time, stand by a window many times, within an inch of jumped.
Serious when got depressed disease, all night insomnia, world-weary, pessimistic, he feels life did not have a meaning, and an issue that produces during this is very large to his influence.
Become famous before long hind, chen Kun goes attending an international film festival, backstage sees the actress of a quite famous gas, he strikes up a conversation courteously:
"Hello, I am Chen Kun, very glad to know you. Very glad to know you..
Did not think of the other side is inclined looked askance he is one, cold hum, face about leaves, chen Kun stays awkwardly establish half the day.
This let him be immersed in contemplative, oneself are to have deep love for after all act in a play itself, be still the sense that likes to should star only?
And long mental torment, also force him to begin to search a method that allows him calm.
Chen Kun learned ego to examine his later, face up to oneself mood.
"Do not control, also do not importune " , this is the state of mind that he treats a mood, the choice is embraced and not be antagonism, admit oneself, change oneself next.
Slowly he eventually be enlightened, in the bud in the heart a kind of belief:
"In my life not only only family needs to take care of, still have the person that more need helps, I should help them be far from anguish, be far from gloomy state of mind, this ability is the direction that I did not want to go hard truly... "
Fortune is a neuter word, itself does not have the cent of stand or fall, see you how treat it, have heart person can have it, without heart person can lose it, the person with small good fortune defends it very hard.
03
2011, chen Kun complies with inner sound, initiated first spirit of domestic to build commonweal project -- " walking force " .
Annual summer, the project just is met recruit the person that a flock of different identities and occupational go, he Chenkun heads for the place that is far from a city together, those who undertake the left and right sides 10 days " stop language " walk, advocate authority " watch in order to walk according to the heart, in quiet in wake up inner power " .
The person arrived one year level, be about to learning to do subtraction, discard those dispensable things, be far from those people that do not love you, dedicated at the heart oneself.
"Walking force " the activity had held to 9 years, chen Kun is doing this business all the time, love a beans energy lets a person be filled with deep esteem.
2019 " walking force " , continue focusing " mood " , see oneself original look through the mood.
"Not share walking power, regard as a how terrible thing, regard him as real experience, on the world unique you, face the sense of reality of this world to suffer. This all the way we did not work, without the mobile phone, without signal, the society surveys this world, hear the voice of own heart, discovery is true oneself. Discovery is true oneself..
Come 9 years, their footmark spreads all over Tibet, Qinghai, Gansu Province, be fond of lira of Malaya, Dunhuang, sweet case, the person that left Chen Kun and travel people the form that become silent walks.
To him, this is not city life escape, however incorporeal ego precipitates.
Serve as an actor actually, come off from buckish life appropriately come out, observe oneself life instead, will examine oneself from different point of view, do not have not not be a kind of new student.
In walking process, need " stop language " , through stopping language, shut a tongue, not excessive is begged, not improper thought, quiet but walk sturdily, the sound of listen respectfully heart.
Chen Kun of no less than is in autobiography " walked along Tibet suddenly " in those who write is same:
"Dedicated the route that takes a foot to fall, look for the calm of a heart. Do not follow the speed of others, abide by oneself rhythm, meet by tired change enjoy. Meet by tired change enjoy..
The society became quiet in walk, put him sky, speak with the heart, gain openly strength from which, this just is walking real significance probably.
Walk, it is the process that we understand ourselves afresh.
In the meantime, everybody is unique individual, we cannot ask everybody in step, some people go quickly, have the lose time that select a person, this is not important, we need to come according to our rhythm only.
Not disease not Xu, not arrogant not impetuous, not angry do not contend for, the calm accepts instantly oneself. Everybody is OK, you are OK also, come slowly, not urgent.
Life is a journey, those who care is on the way scenery, and the state of mind that reads a scenery!
The purpose that set out is not to arrive at, and walking at be being experienced attentively itself, hear the voice with him real heart when you, can achieve the mood probably cheerful, the condition with gentle heart.
Chen Kun ever had said, accepting his is the beginning of all cultivate oneself according to a religious doctrine, self-confidence is not simple desirous others approbates you, you should feel in the depth of him heart I am OK.
After the time that experienced Xian Yinu horse, had walked along the Chen Kun of twist of classics of all previous of half a lifetime, gain tremendous and lay good reputation while, using oneself force, the society that is us becomes better and trying hard ceaselessly.
The life always makes us black and blue, but the place that reachs those later getting hurt, regular meeting becomes the strongest place.
Right now Chen Kun, sagacious firm and persistent, easy and open-minded, truly mature person, became a bundle of light alive.
That word place says no less than, wish you are itinerary half a lifetime, returning still is a teenager.
Love your place love, row you are gone, comply with heart, without ask on the west east.
