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I was born 1988.

The grandfather hears in the phone mom gave birth to a girl, it is full moon only when went seeing me in the city. And the grandma is threw one Jiao when I just was born, she is raised in native place in the very long period of time of after this.

I am 4 years old when within an inch of had a little sister. That moment family planning returns not very strict, mom by force of the elder in the home people pressure gave birth to again. But that little sister is more pitiful, from be born begin to keep crying, spit a grandma all the time, hold in the arms from the hospital it a few days still disappear is good after coming home that a few days still disappear turn, go to a hospital checking again, just knowing was to get a kind " congenital gigantic colon " ill, adhesion is together a few paragraphs some of intestines. She cannot have pron any thing, but very afflictive, cry all the time all the time, flounder each hospitals of Wuhan also fail to cure ill. Later, below the torment of all sorts of complication, she left this world.

Again later, was 1994, my sudden cardiac muscle is phlogistic, within an inch of did not have even the life, the same night sends toward the hospital, dozen hormone drug, take hormone drug, lay on the bed large half an year, whole person is fat became a ball.

At that time the policy of family planning already very strict, but because of me the relation of this a serious illness, father mother applies for to community, they gained the competence that gives birth to 2 embryoes. (yes, namely piece in that proof that leave, I had been experienced exactly like. )

1995 in July, heal at the beginning of my a serious illness. Below the circumstance that is without psychological preparation, I greeted my little brother.

After hearing the news that the little brother is born, grandfather grandma nature is glad.

Grandma decision lives to me in the home, only little brother of makings of understand without being told. And grandfather, every two weeks can carry carrying pole trudge to go to my home from native place, the slaughtered chicken, fish that scoops up now, new earth egg, beef that cuts now shows on the belt, elated ground " visit grandchildren " .

After the little brother is born, I originally not high family position more suffer a disastrous decline. Of course, as a sensible elder sister, it is difficult that I did not feel to have many accept, also stand in as far as possible " 7 years old of big children " go admitting all these on footing.

Begin from at that time, my study with respect to special effort, because be in only,take an exam every time after achievement comes out, I just can get the attention with brief grandma of parents, grandfather.

Actually, the little brother is mixed in one's childhood completely different now. He is held out in one's childhood good, the second half in photo having a place paragraph the little brother's appearance, very congenial, very sticky also I. He always likes to follow in my back, no matter be to cross a driveway to still take step, the garment part that he likes to dragging me all the time does not agree let go.

Pa Mom job is busy, grandma body is bad, so I am mixed between the greater part time-sharing before the university the little brother is sticky together.

I can worry about his catch a cold catch a cold in the winter, I can worry about summer he is too hot, although my age is not old also at that time, but I had been worn to learn any to want to consider him first by education, consider oneself again.

I feel this is of course all the time, I feel round-the-clock to issue all elder sisters to be mixed even I am same.

It is under everybody's care, the little brother was brought up gradually. He began to change, become I was not known.

He does not love to learn, be overcome to was subdued, also cannot take a bit pain. Father because the achievement of his reciprocal is cruel,often beat him, but every time this moment, he can hide behind grandfather grandma seek asylum, and can succeed every time.

(omit here a novel)

Good, stop! Say the film!

The conception of the film is not low, the social issue that wants a contact is popular and complex.

Those are controversial on the network, debase even, but of actual existence " Fu Di demon " people, resemble peacefully same girls, what kind of is their place? Can they break away from this predicament? I think this is the topic that this film thinks to discuss most, but director processing is bad so complex subject matter, then whole piece appears rare broken, person in disorder.

From place palpability at the beginning peacefully predicament, it is the predicament of a kind of extreme even: To placed in a certain position peacefully too much as meaning, be cold-shouldered by father, lodge in aunt home, by bully approach, be annoyed by the gender (uncle peeks bathe) , age of the father's sister that an uncle that can gamble only follows a suffering to with a ha be breathed out, little brother good besides disposition what also does not have too small, boy friend. . . . . . Director and playwrite do not put everything on this part body flexibly. In the time of two hours, I await the response of director and playwrite to this kind of predicament in very patient ground.

From place palpability at the beginning peacefully predicament, it is the predicament of a kind of extreme even: To placed in a certain position peacefully too much as meaning, be cold-shouldered by father, lodge in aunt home, by bully approach, be annoyed by the gender (uncle peeks bathe) , age of the father's sister that an uncle that can gamble only follows a suffering to with a ha be breathed out, little brother good besides disposition what also does not have too small, boy friend. . . . . . Director and playwrite do not put everything on this part body flexibly. In the time of two hours, I await the response of director and playwrite to this kind of predicament in very patient ground.

Next?

Not next.

It is social predicament originally, it is times bequeath problem, the result colors with love peace and tranquility. Stirred this problem to be solved with love and lovely child?

Expect to be met peacefully all the time, know very well be callosity to this is planted, in the story meet with the little brother peacefully part because of this and painful, can be censured even then by the audience of the film, that is very good also, it is good now to be compared at least.

Because of inextricability problem, because chose what love oneself and be faced with " historical bequeath " problem, it is can long bitterness goes down, this kind of inextricability problem lets innocent following little brother both sides peacefully is broken, with greater silent pain continuance goes down, can send person province to wake more.

But whole piece, see those who be less than one man to nod think, seem to be able to solve everything with love.

Adult says dot memory is bad but I have a holiday every time come home he remembers me

Still feel very also feel as better and better as pa Mom relation to seem to have now fortunately little brother and do not have him to do not have what to although,be distinguished I now and then quarrel from jealousy with him when my pa divides strawberry, meet big eat Hahaha to me

They also won't say to let greatly with me small quite good also

Still have even if good regret parted company with his boy friend peacefully I also have a boy friend we of a school but our home leaves very far I what my Zhejiang cheats inside him want to come home he also thinks possibly anyway we had not discussed to go very possibly together

If I resemble peacefully same we also can part company probably

"He likes to eat hemp hot iron me to want to go seaside surf "

Kill her much more outstanding than me extravagant cannot put my flower money probably money pa Mom went oneself do not have a law to feed oneself

The fate that taking care of a little brother is an elder sister probably my pa Mom is in when I follow the fate that is not me I do not take care of my Mom come to an agreement or understanding absolutely Mom of his my pa also agrees with my Mom to let me help now attend next one metropolises to pay Feihahaha

But if I resemble facing these things to although I am a selfish person that loves my only at ordinary times,can become my fate really then euqally peacefully

toot toots I am saying thinks of what writes kill

This movie is quite interesting really to me lucky be brought up in the environment that I am loving as a child namely one say the uncle in one my uncle and film also holds out the Hahahaha that resemble

Still have even if our home unripe little brother is not me pa thinks is my mom think Hahaha laughs at me dead my grandma is very sad still when my Mom is pregnant say my Mom works be pregnant Hahahaha