First love this important matter
See N+1 second " first love this bagatelle " hind, I feel to want to talk about this topic. Present people is general and early, age of 18 years old, had not talked about love, also had liked a certain opposite sex certainly. First love to everybody, it is special Mi Zuzhen is experienced expensively.
The day that urine follows to cry together a few years ago is gone forever, my first love also gumshoe is far, but the influence that it brings, far more than what we think. Be in like Fu Shouer " strange flower says " in say: You perhaps consciousness is not affected to yours to first love, the its can long life in you is winding, affecting the life of your future.
A lot of people say discipline of small off year should not talk about feeling, but because age is small,also be, just be the truest oneself, without social mask, without the computation of benefit desire, feeling not mix into an impurity.
Look for the first time " first love this bagatelle " when I am loved early in quiet mew ground, in the life that everybody does not know me much a boy. We are caught to wrap by the teacher later, had quarrelled countless times, I made fun of a lot of subtotal two also cannot touch him, he also leaves my life further and further, time is long, we did not like each other, just was used to the existence of the other side, insipid departure. Want respecting first love what to bring me, my thinkable should be happy and set one's mind at. The middle school life that he lets I am bland became much stimulation and surprise, somebody accompanies me to struggle, somebody lets me pour bitter water, I can taste the taste that loves early. Because,apart affirmation is improper, but I those 4 years I am very happy really, I appreciate him to appear, also do not regret he leaves.
Interlocution of turn one's head
We still are having connection now, can communicate recent situation now and then, do not suit to talk about love, but each other understand, can become good friend, so I did to be interviewed smally. (before saw young Xiaozhang interview first love, did not think of I also realized Hahahahahahahaha here unexpectedly)
Q1: Feel a what kind of person I am at that time? Now?
Mr.sQ: What kind of person, be very good person, laugh very lovely, disposition is quite tender also at the beginning
Later, the likelihood is me offend, high school changed a lot of, because odd thing is angry,always be met, so I was overcome
Q2: When you feel to become what kind of are oneself? Now?
Mr.sQ: Ha, 2 force young joy is much, now also it doesn't matter is changed (bullshit, it is steelier and steelier)
Q3: What feeling is acting when the middle school love?
Mr.sQ: Everybody cries hit, nevertheless junior high school is loved early do not have a few people really, I can encounter favorite person to be able to be captured actually very lucky
Q4: If give you the chance again, can you choose to have first love in student times?
Mr.sQ: Meeting, how many person does not have this opportunity
Q5: You feel first love, perhaps say me, what is bringing you the biggest impact?
Mr.sQ: Knew the schoolgirl is very sensitive, anyway a lot of detail are influential, the square respect area that involves the life, for the first time not only for oneself a person lives
Q6: Had regretted?
Mr.sQ: Not
Q7: ? Does crusty pancake of surname of Xi trade Ta crouch climb cut into parts stand tall and upright?
Mr.sQ: Mean a paragraph of days and feeling
That first love and other emotive are distinguished, which? ?
Mr.sQ: I do not have the 2nd paragraph again (that)
Q8: What kind of mood is good-bye face?
Mr.sQ: A bit awkward
Q9: Think a word that says to first love most.
Mr.sQ: With respect to the hope you find what like truly again
Q10: A word describes first love.
Mr.sQ: Beautiful.
And my word: The appearance that forgot oneself 14 years old,
But the about that remembers you.
The story of small fish girl:
My first love is in my junior high school, we call him Mr C.
Junior high school is a key middle school, c also learns in another key, we are elementary school classmates, mix all joy enemy is same, our from an exchange of blows friendship grows, fought noisely all the time whole childhood, I think leaving him is a kind of disengagement, but I miss that big boy more and more in new environment however.
I made a telephone call to him later, I say, I like you.
"Very artful, I also am. I also am..
I walked out of that one pace, then this had an affair with for years to have a result eventually. I what await in those days, or do not know make up, do not know the ugly small duckling of appointment, but chasteness does not have the sincere feeling of foreign matter,arose so.
We learn in the key, what parents is in charge of is very severe, date without time, in a few years when be together, we had met, a hand can be counted come over.
We pull a hand to be done not have repeatedly even without hug kiss.
But I still can answer recall amount to not much to meet, he pulls me what rose to put on a pair of high-heeled shoes for him for the first time when next stair, what await an a few seconds to pull a hand in those days is enchanted.
Classmate of my junior high school and he went later high school of same place key, and I went only however an average high school. From junior high school I am informed over there the classmate, c is very popular, but he put an end to the communication with all schoolgirls however, blamed self-abased psychology and goddess state of mind, let me resolutely of definitely part company with him, good it is better to let him find, the high school that then I began to absolutely refuse to to be close friends lives.
There is him again in my life, I think he also is.
But be before the university entrance exam a month, he looked for me, tell me, he has how to love me, he asks I want where to go to, I say Nanjing, he says " if I can be taken an examination of,go to Nanjing, can then you give me a chance that chases after you again? Can then you give me a chance that chases after you again??
I look at his eye, said for the first time against one's will if.
I say " good "
Flash a few months went, I am informed after the university entrance exam, a he is true when went to Nanjing 211.
And I, however alone the Hunan that one person comes to 1400 fair inside and outside.
I feel happy I participated in his whole youth, gave him happy and sweet it may not be a bad idea, decadent anguish. He will mature from puerile trend eventually, eventually will past bury, I do not mind the past that lives in his bury. as old I escape the love with his passionate honor permits no turning back before, I present avoided him as before, let off him, because I am clear, he present, it is better to be worth truly.
I and show male friend to be together that day, he says
"Wish you are happy "
I did not answer him, but I want to be here, also say
"Thank, wish you are happy "
Wish we are fastened two wide, each are unripe jubilate.
The story of W:
We two mutual dark love next we were together, liking each other is a how sweet thing. Sweetness lasted 6 months, one day he spoke the word that does not contact again. I am muddled, my err what, I also did not want to understand to now. He wanted to contact desperately, how does injury person say. I love to cry too, part company still cried in the classroom the following day daylong. I and this boy in 6 months makes a telephone call of 15 minutes one day, two week see go Xin Huashu inn reads a book, listen go up pure good.
After parting company, I am thinking love is too painful, do not think again love, amative ending should accept anguish namely, feel I seem to believe love no longer. But I am not put again,issue him, I am mad irritated he, in the very long period of time that he offers to part company, I try to communicate with him, qq chats, hair short message, by chill rejection. I tangle to death sodden dozen, my not reconciled to. I do not know me even is to stem from so like, still stem from lowliness. There is gentle and simple originally inside love, who more do not put, who is low-down. Before this I never had thought these, I think to want together to be met only all the time is forever, had never wanted to part company. Again I think after this my be enlightened, also do not have actually, encountered some of person later, I also follow the same old disastrous road, I am low-down still.
Do not want to say first love is very good, because it died without known cause, my be enlightened the position of the person in love, but still meet follow the same old disastrous road, look so that do however fully to be not appeared. I still can remember him now, remember he speaks the word that be together, also remember speak the word that part company, the look that there still is him to walk in my brain takes the look of the thing. His the ripest telephone number that I carried on the back once upon a time, by time efface.
His what did I like once upon a time? Also by time efface. . .
Everybody mentions first love, sigh with emotion myriad, no matter ending how, it is Mi Zuzhen's expensive memory. We become better for the other side, become more outstanding, had present life thereby.
Good evening friends
