Remembering that was June 2017 many afternoon, I am in receive a fellow worker a phone asks I lend money, ask he works, he says to have bit of urgent need, still make an appointment with me to look for him, dull at that time, leave not far also went, inn of a lottery comes after arriving. . .
Boss and she perhaps is acquaintance, very enthusiastic made call. Listen to a colleague to say to the boss, buy a straight group of 1 5 9 to allow, or 3 times defend all the time, hit 10 times, after he paid cash to the boss, come out a piece of ticket. Passed a little while to see the disc above TV is turning, come out 8 numbers, he sees a bill, hey, differ again, change back and forth so, still defending straight group to allow.
Passed to be less than two hours probably, he made 4 bugle call, hit 50 times medium 4000 yuan, still come to money to me on the spot, looked at him to earn, he invites me to also hit a few, perhaps be good when fortune gas, I hit 5 date casually 1 times earned 320. Say at that time really, very excited, feel how this earned 320 so easily, that can be two days of my salary of half, played me a little while to go. When remembering deeply, had earned fast 1000, asked him to eat a big food that evening, feel everything is so easy, arrive from the nightmare after this take second place. . .
Passed a few days so, he calls again invite me to go together, because we have evening shift, a lot of moment is in the home by day, also promise him with respect to glibly at that time. Also do not have a thing to do anyway, this luck is not quite good, was defeated more than 100, also did not feel at that time what, stopped for ages to also did not go among.
Much in August parents calls, say to hold the house, so long, there is a house in the home, still rent a house outside, I also agreed with respect to glibly. Lay between a few days to borrow money to decorate the home in, this thinking that the room of more than 5000 lends a month, and decorate borrow, oneself can be paid off, also did not feel to have a responsibility too.
Oneself encountered a girl later, two people were immersed in love river very quickly, slowly cost also becomes very big. Just held a house, go up to also do not have what money personally, every monthly wages still just borrowed money quite, oneself are concerned about face-saving quite, also belong to the sort of old man creed the sort of. The thing of beautiful money is I buy sheet forever, think oneself are very foolish now B, also was in debt very quickly so, parental age is old, also dare not ask them dehisce. Lie between 3 difference before originally 5 return the money in the home, since talked about love to had not given again, the experience of lottery is bought before thinking of later, be in then off when, lie between 3 difference of 5 to lottery inn wrestle, the heart is thinking a month to make 1000 money at that time enough.
Say to also be carried on the back, be like is old day is in intentionally him embarrass, that month arrived the middle ten days of a month is already indebted fast 3000, wanting to hit at that time hold the post of 5 dozens decuple, in 3002 did not play, the result is hit more big do not go out more, that month is indebted 5000.
Borrow money to say to be returned inside a month to the family at that time, soon time arrived, oneself however in utter destitution, lent a dot money from someone else then, the person before giving is returned, fall so, feel not reconciled to, went spelling again, the result still wins little compensate much, very fast be heavily in debt.
Look at the debt of this one pile at that time, everyday in the evening insomnia. Begin to do a part-time job everywhere then, occasionally a bit better, a month comes down to be able to earn more than 1000, issued evening shift to send the handbill every time. Carry tray to the family, one the world will be less than 100. But this one month more than 1000, cannot bear the weight of however that becomes the liability of 10 thousand. Every month and girlfriend had be toed spend together more than 3000, at ordinary times oneself go to work to eat a meal in the unit, ate two packets of Yu Zhu to go only occasionally.
Remember by November when, money lends that partner before spoke dot thing to be badly in need of money, let me before those who borrow 5000 returned. Do not have method really at that time, also do not know to be in front of who borrow, contacted loan then, 20 thousand borrowed in appropriate * company at that time, took that day in one's hand money also with respect to more than 10000. Paid off all external debt, be less than with respect to remnant on the body 10 thousand, the heart wants to also do not touch lottery again at that time, still took an end road finally.
With respect to the loan of every such months, from still more than 5000 arrive still more than 6000, oneself salary cannot satisfy reimbursement already completely, every month still has his expense, special still at that time be concerned about face-saving. The remaining sum in looking at card is less and less, the part-time job of every month is not too much also, in the heart very confused very helpless, began to play lottery again then, I innocent think lottery is very fair and just, thinking is won't cogged, begin to buy all sorts of lottery ticket then, 3D, double chromosphere, happy very. Perhaps this is a life, a many month comes down, the remaining sum inside card was become 0.
Be in the home occasionally, firm of my meeting firm smokes him a few big mouth, can cry secretly most day, but the debt of every month is over there. Parental age became old also do not have money to do not have the job, rely on cultivate land. How can oneself ask to money wants in the home.
See an ad inadvertently, right, it is the advertisement that the net borrows, nightmare began, was on a net to borrow from now on. Perhaps everybody can scold me, but you had not been experienced, you do not know the sort of flavor really. Be in debt the more high table, you miss beat more, the heart wants to to disembark rapidly, get along well.
Then I began to play lottery again, tear open so east the wall fills on the west wall, the day thinks the move is medium really a few note it is good to be chosen continuously, but those who go out is in before inside which limits, do not go out when I am defended however, when oneself the finish that do not have money went out. Oneself so back, or as always playing lottery, hold a hope, those who change is helpless however with sad.
Have a look at a mobile phone, had come out more a lot of small loan APP, the girlfriend also was divided, because issued evening shift to do a part-time job, finish muscularity presses in pluralistic heart also sleep to be not worn, go lottery inn, this is big half an year comes down, oneself became old a lot of, also become not talktive, look at the person beside oneself's many a marriage, in the heart very afflictive.
2019, oneself 30 years old, still bear the external debt of 200 thousand however, communicate with all sorts of customer service everyday, eat 5 packets of Yu Zhu everyday, ah, it is oneself foolish B, cannot blame anybody, kin friend still borrowed tens of thousands of, when is knowing really build.
I send these is not to think anybody of try to gain to sympathize with, because oneself are done, undeserved sympathize with, deep everybody is not in help sb to get over his worries in believing what two-spot 5 million, in two-spot 8000, when you are defended, the number that perhaps meeting ground buys how many, see this date do not go out, why to open double chromosphere every time should lie between among them so long just leave, perhaps you also were immersed in the predicament with me nowadays, collect a hand, try hard together with me, be returned slowly.
Be far from gamble, thinking one night is cruel rich, in perhaps wanting only be an upright person afresh. You are defeated forever, only hardheaded, just be correct path! Suffer from a dot, bit tiredder, oneself are carried, 2019 cheer!
