01
After rain of a night, changsha is depressing the weather of massiness becomes suddenly pure and fresh and bright and limpid rise, such fine day is angry, in Changsha it is very scarce in this city.
The sky is very blue, bai Yun.
Su Na is very long had not slept one so smooth and steady became aware, perhaps be stoned cause, the one night that perhaps was last night has an insatiable desire for joyous exhausted be caused by, because,also be probably beside one lets him contented person.
When awaking, in cracking, sunshine just was permeated of the curtain fortunately and come, subtle dust is jumping below the light moving dancing.
Eyeball of have sth in mind of Su Na narrow one's eyes, delicate cheek is ruddy and bright and clean, look color is auspicious.
Recall the one screen last night, can't help be ashamed became red cheek. Herself cannot think of, when the student that confronts oneself, oneself can lose oneself actively unexpectedly.
She does not know whether she is to like him really, perhaps said to fall in love with him. Perhaps be too long alone loneliness, perhaps be the sort of feeling that hopes somebody takes somebody seriously to be very fond of too, it is probably too those who depend on him the share is then steady with company.
Her in the future stretchs his hand, on the side early with respect to absolutely empty, shen Hao had not seen a trace.
Su Na rises, languid covers a shirt lazily, whole person has kind of listless aesthetic feeling it seems that.
On the table of living room, two just are bought before long breakfast, still have defatted pure milk.
Before the handwriting that Shenhao meaningfuls mixes 5 years exactly like: "Su Na, my foregone, remember having breakfast. Remember having breakfast..
That one instant, a warm current rises gradually in Su Na's heart rise. Already how long, she also had not gotten such care is mixed again caressed.
Su Na is in in one's heart is a traditional and conservative woman, although be in abroad to leave ocean a few years, the strength that also fails to let her has trifling change. She is very repellent extramarital love affection, very repellent everything and the affection that marriage is contrary to.
Can be in this momently, herself feels suddenly, seeming is right really Shen Hao one'sed mind disturbed. But the more such, she fears the more, be at a loss the more.
Although heart within is sweet, but the feeling that suffer a pain and ashamed remorse, still have ineffable rise the ashamed feeling that rise lets her feel, oneself seem to had begun not to suffer oneself accomplishment, oneself reason was controlled.
The kink of the enjoyment of the half and half let her be immersed in the condition of awkward be in a dilemma.
After the left and right sides is chosen, still be rational conquer after all actuation. What herself of no less than thinks, she has a family, although do not calculate warmth, but at least calm; What is more,the rather that she still has a lovely baby daughter, this is her most the share that give up does not drop.
02
Shen Hao is in when receiving Su Na small letter, right hand forefinger just stays on the Enter key of computer, and on the screen of computer, it is the forum inside the school of their university.
And he is about to press go, it is a caption is " when lie between 5 years, su Na of teacher of my school belle and in those days the student's one-night standing " card.
Graph Wen Bingmao, the language is barefaced, be in Su Na how do last night entice him, the act on the bed and utterance depict even the pose even incisively and vividly. Match a plan repeatedly, it is made the picture when the Su Na of mosaic slept beside him at 3 o'clock in privacy place only.
Yes, he hates her.
Hate her to reject him flintily in those days, hate her to regard him as dog in the water to evict a dormitory euqally, hate her to look down on him, hate her to scold him wretched, scold his indelicacy; More hate her to be installed before oneself pure and noble, it is however before another man shameless abandon; Also hate her to make him so old be opposite her bear in mind constantly, love incapacity to all women, and she enters marriage however, enter a family, still had a lovely and clever child.
Love arrives extremely place became hate.
So much year resentment and love let him become screwy, beside so rack one's brains in scheming wants to return her, the credit that rack one's brains in scheming gets her and approbate, rack one's brains in scheming lets her depend on on oneself, rack one's brains in scheming mounts her bed.
He should let her know, in those days he cannot get, sooner or later, she meets herself ground of be most willing to sends come to come.
And nowadays, all these came true in his consolidate step by step. This woman that miss deeply, still let him go up after all her bed.
And next, it is her should be in those days when buying sheet with inhospitality absolutely definitely, he wants finish she, resemble be that night in those days in his heart that jade female figure of finish.
Can be in see Su Na small letter that momently, he hesitated, extended projecting finger to shrink to come back with the shakily in wandering in infinite dispute.
Of retractile hand that momently, shen Hao does not depress the sincere feeling of own heart eventually, cried suddenly.
Su Na, at this late hour, I love you so as before.
But, I still cannot bear the heart harms you.
Ground of Shenyang grand stagger leaves desk, his earnestly needs to wash a face to make his sober.
Leave a room to go to in Shen Hao closet when, he is foster that roams about only the cat is abrupt pop-up desk, in trample of ground of the unbridled on his computer clavier, still give out innocent ground from time to time " ~ of mew ~ mew " sound... and there are 6 big characters awesomely momently in that on computer screen: "The card publishs a success! "The card publishs a success!!
The Shen Hao that arranges good mood walks out of closet, look to did not glance computer screen, conveniently shut computer.
That momently him, it seems that be suddenly enlightened, kink so much year worry also is in flashy open entirely.
The years that is moment and associate with says acoustical good-bye, it is moment leaves with the sincere feeling area previously came.
Since she cannot become the person that she grows old together all one's life from beginning to end, should be in that affection bury to her bottom of the heart, change a brand-new appearance to set out afresh.
Fall in love with another to be willing to mix him hold the person that hand photograph sees tearful eyes, those who accompany her to take life this meets with.
"Thank you, su Na, let me fulfil the last wish of adolescence. From now on later, I feel my whole life is whole. I think, after us won't adieu, also should have oneself life because of me. You take care of Su Na! Once had loved your Shen Hao greatly. Once had loved your Shen Hao greatly..
Shen Hao sends this short message, put out a mobile phone, change Western-style clothes. Open the door, sunshine head on and come.
03
Shen Hao changed a phone, changed a house, that familiar block also had not gone again.
A so big city, what conceal wears 100 thousand kinds is helpless feeling, they are only among them the commonnest one the most ordinary pair stopped, if not be quarter opinion face, same in the city, the opportunity very little of two familiar person meet unexpectedly.
After that day, shen Hao also had not seen Su Na again, also also had done not have her message again.
Before long hind, shen Hao had a paragraph of new feeling. And differ before, this he was to exhaust entire effort wants He Guqi to step down together really, till marry, parturient, the child that looks at them next is grown grow up, two people often go he and Gu Qi slowly hand in hand.
Gu Qi is smaller than Shen Hao 6 years old, it is them the company is new the trainee that speak. Although mix in those days Su Na is a little alike in spirit on appearance, but differ with Su Na, this girl enthusiasm is optimistic, ancient clever choice is odd, sticky remove a person to let Shenyang grand have no way ward off blows.
They talked to be less than the love of 4 months, announced the news that marry, gu Qi is carried personally, her hand holds a flower in both hands, odd genu genuflect is in his before, propose to him. Although expression is earnest, but her priggish appearance, shen Hao looks or feel a little comical and lovely.
Of course, accident happy event is in namely marry overnight, gu Qi tells his enough the good news his Le Feng, she was pregnant.
Shen Hao is right the feeling of this girl, he himself says to forbid, serious but in imagining without oneself however in that way be dead set. Because be in,see she is quiet wholeheartedly when appearance, he or meeting remembered Su Na suddenly.
Although do not have her message, he or meeting think silently, she present, pass fortunately?
Wedding holds the ground very successful, occasion also very huge, see oneself at the moment when beautiful and beautiful new a form of address for one's wife, shen Hao still is touched so that poured out of tear.
The Shen Hao after marriage is determined to want to become a good man, good father, so those girls outside before broke connection, the business that joins company dinner party also is to be able to be avoided avoid, cannot avoid really besides a few major clients besides.
He bought a 130 much smoother houses around 51 highways, attend to is pregnant to Gu Qi disadvantageous, changed a brand-new Kaidilake again.
The Shen Hao after renascence, because experienced emotive to suffer from disaster, so determination holds the happiness that has now well. Fortunately although Gu Qi is bit more capricious, but still calculate sensible and clever, also be considerate and considerate to him usually.
Shen Hao thinks even, if such life, can arrive smoothly all the time eventually old, also be life one great pleasure.
Can think in him all things are in when developing toward the direction that has worn, life opened a tremendous fun with him again. Calm when the life so perfect that make a person feels years is calm good when, we are careful with respect to this, below this quiet face watch, whether having undercurrent to emerge move.
A day night, his for company dinner party of a client, first half is satiate drink sufficient later, the client asks to have the second half, go a high-grade KTV sings.
Common capacity for liquor returns pretty good Shen Hao, that day in the evening, and beside after accompanying wine little younger sister to drink a few metempsychosis, drunk senseless.
When awaking in the morning the following day, him discovery lies on the big bed of the hotel, and on the side be asleep, it is that accompanied wine little younger sister last night.
He of hangover, all signs or feeling of getting drunk were frightened to wake at a draught.
Cherish ashamed regret, his try to win sb's favor the dish that day comes home, see one face takes Gu Qi gravely in the sitting room however in the center of, silent as the grave.
Shen Haogang wants what to explain, gu Qi " bang " the ground, still get on the mobile phone in the tea table before him.
And on the picture of the mobile phone, just be the photograph that he and that girl sleeps together.
Shenyang grand Jing gives a suit cold sweat, explain at once: "Fine jade, not be you want in that way, I am malty last night, whats do not know... "
Gu Qi sneers: "Hum! Shen Hao, before marrying, I become you is a gentleman. Did not think of this ability marries a few days, you are eaten stealthily outside! Family girl sends a photograph actively to come to my demonstrate, say morning and evening wants to take me and take the place of! Say morning and evening wants to take me and take the place of!!
Shen Hao knows, this thing although oneself none know the inside story, but the fault that is oneself really, how to explain it is not clear to also explain again, can assure to make no longer absolutely next time before her only.
Ke Guqi resembles is iron the heart is general, be determined to ask to divorce, she says: "Off the rails this thing, on your man body, mix 0 times countless times only! This I chose to excuse you, subdue myself namely! Subdue myself namely!!
Shen Hao a few persuade to stay, still be of no help, gu Qi is determined to want to divorce as before. But under, the thing of respecting child, gu Qi says, after the divorce, need not he worries about, the child she a person brings up. But Shen Hao serves as fault square, must go out personally completely door.
Shen Hao thinks of, really oneself are wrong and prevenient, and home of a girl is taking Gu Qi the child, most propbably is uneasy also in the future, just be a house and a thing of the car, oneself were done not have still can earn again, ke Guqi is different. Without the house, their woman two have to driftage street, shen Hao some cannot bear at the heart.
Do not have any conflict almost then, he signed on that divorce agreement.
Moved in the new home that resembles a stray cur be done not have euqally from firm occupy again next.
04
If not be to see that one act, shen Hao is right Gu Qi, return a heart to put apology all the time. Return covet of Ceng Chi heart to wait for disappear of Gu Qi disposition too even, look for an opportunity and her to be repaired again at good, two people resume marriage.
In the doorway of the cinema, await them to divorce in those days just 3 months. Shen Hao looked at a brand-new Kaidilake to stop, he has not been familiar with that car again, because of 3 months before, he still is the host of the car.
But from drive a fluctuation those who come is not Gu Qi, however 20 come year old young young person. After young young person gets off, run quickly to the side to open door, tender ground was helping Gu Qi up to go, and in the eyes that Gu Qi sees him, was full of tender feelings sweet meaning.
They look, essential unlike is the pattern that knows 3 months, the old lover that was acquainted a lot of years however.
That momently, feel socially climb roll dozen of so much year, all along essence of life the Shen Hao at calculate, what to realize suddenly.
His marriage, the child, still have the car house that buys after marriage, and inside marriage off the rails, to final divorce, asing if is a tremendous decoy, go his one pace land in set. Until cover after the prison, party again get away comes out, and he still resembles a fool be in for her everywhere euqally consider.
Think so, all things become doubtful point is heavy.
Ability love is 3 many short month, gu Qi wants to marry with him with respect to ground of too impatient to wait; Obviously he remembers following Gu Qi is last time in her safety period, but she conceived pregnant unluckily however; Obviously oneself are common capacity for liquor is pretty good, on that evening however a few cups go down senseless?
Everything of all these, although sheet looks,resembling is coincidence, but be connected together, have too much doubtful point and weak point, and he because wallow in,be at that time in the happiness of new family, lost judgement right-down.
He is found that evening that girl that accompany wine, gave her 5000 money, she said with respect to what, saying is a woman finds her, let her fall to confuse medicine in his wine, pat next photographs that they sleep together to send her next.
When the picture that takes out Gu Qi when Shen Hao admits to her, that girl recognized: It is her.
Shen Hao remembers suddenly, a news had watched before long before. Have a few young and beautiful girls, look for character of superstratum of a few societies technically to marry, after the knot gets married, divorce quickly again, ask for next part company exaltedly cost, the group that there is an operation rigor behind them is worn in remote control everything.
And look now, gu Qi is probable it is one of them, it is in duplicate move their mode is cheated at least marriage, and that so called child, not be him at all.
Shen Hao has wanted to want to call the police appeal, but suffer from does not have evidence. When looking for that girl that accompany wine to want to allow her give evidence again, she also has resigned left this town.
05
The Shen Hao after the divorce, after realising oneself are cheated, did not pester too much. To holding winning business, he all along very put so that leave.
He went to investment of his all body and mind again in the job. Disengaged now and then, invite with the photograph of a few classmates of the university come out to chat a little together, drink drink tea.
Knowing is who mentions first the associate with of university period, on the body that saying to saying to pull masses goddess Su Na again.
A classmate says, do not know you hear of, mr. Su had an accident, this thing is mixed in university alumnus be troubled by bubbling with noisely in the school.
Campus forum somebody is faceless explode makings the business that gave she and one-night standing of a student, saying that student to seem to return is us this one, that description, true strong explodes. You say who is so lucky, can get the show appreciation for sb of Mr. Su!
Shen Hao hears here, the one Jing in the heart: Campus forum? One-night standing? Be the same as class with oneself? Can you be at the outset was oneself card sent obviously? How is this to return a responsibility after all? Be oneself card?
I also saw that card, still never mention it really, mr. Su more than 30 years old, that figure, click of the tongue of click of the tongue...
Nevertheless this brother also is mean, you say such stunner eats Mr. Su to also eat, ate to still do not forget to send family photograph to arrive campus forum, this is unidentified placing should destroy a family! Really frenzied...
The heart that listens to Shen Hao more is like the more object ice house, listen to their description, that post that this oneself keeps at that time namely apparently, it is oneself did not upload obviously only, how to publish went out?
He wants pressingly to know Su Na's recent situation, ask at once: "That Mr. Su now how? "That Mr. Su now how??
That classmate sighed to say, everybody does not know her now how, be to think dead heart had for certain! You say a young belle teacher that teachs course, have a boundless future, in oneself suddenly the school comes out such a scandal, much more embarrassed ah! After crossing incident happening the following day, cross her with respect to nobody good-bye, perhaps was to be dismissed.
That momently, shen Hao wishs a big mouth child smoke oneself dead.
But what compunction has to use again? The fault has committed, remedied estimation to have not enough time.
Remember oneself at the outset blamed and impenetrable, shen Hao feels to should be him now most by of the blame, is not that needs a person gentle and abasement, kind-hearted atmospheric Su Na.
After returning the home, he wants desperately to seek connection way of Su Na. Although he knows, calculate at the moment can contact Su Na, reckon she is impossible also to excuse her again.
No matter be a phone,still can be small letter, or QQ, he also looks for the trace that is less than Su Na again.
She such, quiet silence in the world that the ground disappears in oneself, resemble existing general.
06
Shen Hao leaves from Home Su Na that day in the morning, she sent a small letter to give him. When the response that gets Shen Hao, su Na's both hands trembles a little subtly.
Undeniable, after realizing Shen Hao is about to break away from her life thoroughly, there still is tremendous Bei deep sorrow to be transmitted in Su Na heart. Although arrive that momently till, she is not clear that she is kind of what kind of affection to him. But, herself knows, or some are not abandoned and sad.
Just a little overtax one's nerves, she has cleared away her makeup look, go to the school attending class.
Just entered a classroom, the students that return clamorous originally, abrupt quiet come down, each eyes is staring at her barpquely, as if she today's attire has the place with particularly strange what.
Return in her unidentified so when, director Li of the Dean's office left, say with her: "Mr. Su, you come Dean's office one. You come Dean's office one..
When walking into a Dean's office, director Li sits before desk, one face is solemn. And on his computer, just be stick inside school a card.
Su Na asks: "Director Li, what thing to have excuse me? What thing to have excuse me??
Director Li uses head signal computer says: "Yourself looks! "Yourself looks!!
When changing the look to computer in Su Na, just return ruddy cheek, resembling is tidewater rapid come out is general, flashy become cadaverous.
Because too astonish, her within an inch of does not stand.
Stick on foul utterance, do not add obstructed picture, without one unlike a hammer is beating her atrium of the heart heavily.
"Mr. Su, considering the fame of the school, the school decides... you or oneself resign! Lest everybody is too embarrassed! Lest everybody is too embarrassed!!
When coming out from the Dean's office, su Na does an individual is muddled, she does not experience the sound to the outside, do not feel sunshine, do not experience air, resembling is to drop in the burrow of a frozen darkness, cannot save atone for, helpless.
This thing still was known finally by her gentleman, they do not make a noise to be troubled by, getting unlike calmly is the husband and wife that lived 5 years together.
Su Na demur does not say, signed divorce agreement. Because the gentleman grows the reason of year of outer deal, the child still gave she will take care of.
Gave such business, home is to wait for no less than going to for certain. Below father's help, su Na flew to the United States again, pass the contact of college teacher, went to an university teaching.
Need not think at all actually, she knows those who work to this thing is Shen Hao. She unplugged the mobile phone gets stuck, pull black still lie in her originally the Shen Hao in small letter address book.
From now on later, with this individual, it is good that she wishs not to have association again only.
She does not hate him, just have bit of disappointment. Gentle adn cultivated is returned to know Leng Zhi's hot pattern when be together with her obviously, obviously the expression of softhearted affectionately. It is a face about only, became an appearance.
Most propbably man, it is inborn and fickle.
07
Shen Hao did not find out Gu Qi to cheat the thing of marriage painstakingly, because at the moment, he has more important thing to want to do, look for a Su Na namely.
Carry much square channel, he asks eventually, su Na broke away from that family after all, broke away from that paragraph of nominal marriage.
And although he is of all these only then the person that make tomb figure, although be the biggest prime culprit that harms her, but although,he is willing extinct this is unripe, even if also can become a silent company and protector finally beside Su Na only, it is even condonable person, although also fail finally to go together with her truly, he is not had complain without regret.
Because of this lifetime, he is owing her fine is much, also harm her to come deep. From in those days the teenager of muddled ignorance, to nowadays the youth of be obsessed, the disaster that he is her is difficult.
He keeps post over and over to her, over and over confess apologizes, elaborating the longing to her and cordial love over and over.
But already passed two years, he never has received a her to return case.
Shen Hao is mixed dispiritedly without as before the idea that abandon, he believes from beginning to end, sunahui sees him everyday mail, it is an apology at the beginning, longing is from the back, again from the back the daily life that is day after day.
Went to a certain place today for instance, saw one grows particularly to resemble your girl.
Saw a beautiful dress is placed in shopwindow today for instance, it is certain on your body that I want to wear very good-looking.
Ardently neck, I remembered your beautiful eye and attractive labial actress suddenly.
...
The restful night the day before yesterday of the 3rd year that Su Na disappears, shen Hao as before as usual, open computer, preparation writes mail to give Su Na.
Abrupt " babble " , he got a mail.
The dot leaves to look, that momently, just return the Shen Hao with wooden expression to heat up a tear to be filled with the socket of eye instantly, he is covering with the hand face, "Wow " the ground cry greatly.
Mail has a few brief words only: The Miami with the flying snowflake before the Christmas.
It is Su Na is admiring a head next, double small hole is small shut, both hands put the palms together, the photograph that the Yang Wei on corners of the mouth laughs at. The snowflake in the photograph is flying, su Na resembles as before is first time of grand of the Shenyang 12 years ago when she is encountered in the university same, the United States must resemble is an elegant faery that does not eat terrestrial cooked food.
Shen Hao takes a phone to make a secretary: "Order a piece of airline ticket that goes to the United States to me, now immediately immediately! Now immediately immediately!!
Su Na, this, I won't lose you again anyhow.
Be in Shenyang grand tearful eyes is hazy and excited extremely when, he did not notice, be in on TV broadcast a news: This city is uncovered one case great cheat marriage proposal, experience record amount is huge, experience case men and women all is seized by police.
And two people that shine on screen and are detained by police too, be the Gu Qi that Shen Hao sees in cinema doorway and that man.
, END,
Discuss now: Do you accept this final result? Although male prime culprit became wrong, but also get Nemesis finally. Read aloud to go up in his infatuation, we excuse him, ?
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