Wrote my indebted experience yesterday, a lot of friends send the current situation that illicit letter considers to know I am current. I draw up come, hope everybody tries hard together. Encourage. I wrote an article how do I drop into abyss step by step, this does not keep those jobs. The friend that have fun at can look in my article.
I was 2019 the first month of the lunar year 11 run of the road, 2000 money borrowed to go from where of a friend when leaving old home at that time. Took a car to leave old home at 6 o'clock in the evening, do not be afraid of jest. When sitting to go on board, my head is buried below seat to dare not look outside, be afraid of be discovered. Until went up I just dare look at high speed later. I tell myself to must go back aboveboard later. Arrived to run the city of the road, paid fare, the money that goes up personally solves manufacturing problem quite far from, what my a craving for tobacco changes is very big, smoking is insufficient. Can think way only, be in so loath also do not have method, can force oneself sought a job only, 3000 a month, encase and lunch. Every Nature's engineering makes 8 hours. Ha, pretty good still. After stability comes down, begin to think how to use free time to increase his income, I sought the work of handbill of a few hair on net of this locality life, do not have a thing to send the handbill. A month can be much on 1000 money. The thing that treasure is cleaned out to seek a few sth. recieves little attention when be being sent without the handbill quivers circle of phonic hair friend. What sky cup, remote control flying fish, individual character lighter these. Ha, I still spent 3 money to enter ten to clean out treasure to brush Chan Qun. Can be being earned more anyway is together together. Come out so far a many month, earned together more than 10000. It is OK to if do not have indebted life,be, but repay a debt is far insufficient. But it is a bit normaller that integral life is. Also have a project at present beginning a plan afresh. I believe to want to try hard quite only a very important person is not dead, eventually conquer those affliction.
Hope dot comes in search the friend that is in debt how to turn over not to want disappointment. These things are true, not be to write a novel, go out noble, do a what thing to earn millions of, perhaps buy a lottery get the winning number in a bond. So my indebted experience arrives only at present here, this returned debt still was not returned one minute. Return somebody to say to want to catch me everyday to now, return somebody to be in small letter is abuse my family, order circularly the arrest of a criminal at large is encircled in the friend I. I still dare not use id card to now, dare not expose oneself position. But the life that I won't abandon me, the person that hopes for those sincerity for my pa Mom I am good. For one day I can look up be an upright person.
Say next my results, since was in debt, there is many before oneself without giving thought to brilliant, want to put down figure, solve oneself of conscientiously first live the problem is becoming other consideration. is not everyday blame everyone and everything but not oneself, abandonment. If yourself abandons yourself, who can still save you. If you arrived me this degree should understand this society besides parents, those who remain can rely on oneself only really. The sky won't drop pasty really. You do not go to the debt that owe hard making money won't disappear, do not hand high eye ground. Encourage
I often can update my life condition, favorite friend can pay close attention to me. Because of the head also be the way that I think to earn bit of money. Writing these coming out is not to think rich to the dot sympathizes with and be agreed with, it is to give oneself only vigilant, with a record.