You are good, the masterpiece that the work that we should share today is the writer Helabaer with the most welcome Czech " too blatant loneliness " . This is it is the book that the title can draw a person to read interest solely originally. Blatant with loneliness, the term with two contrary meanings, formed a kind of close correlation however here. This is destined is an extraordinary book, also also be that one reference books with material taken from various sources and arranged according to subjects that I like most, can break so called common sense, draw our put oneself in another's position a kind inside true to acme, however often the because of all sorts of reasons experience that was ignored. And " too blatant loneliness " offerring a proposition is: "Face blatant and the times of constant change, how should a person become him himself, how to go confirming oneself existence? " this is us a problem that each modern must face. In single before a such levels that measure a person become empty today period, everybody circumstances or style of departure is hasty, be full of angst, also lost the assurance to ego to feel at the same time however, do not know to want to go to where. And " too blatant loneliness " this book, can let us see other possibility, about spirit, about the life another kind likelihood.
" too blatant loneliness " , those who tell about is the story that a rubbish is versed in, yes, hero Han Jia is labour of a rubbish, 35 years, he reclaims in waste paper the waste paper that the station reclaimed to exceed 3 tons, with packer newspaper they bale each laps, send a paper mill deliquescent recycle next. It is however in endless work, he collected countless precious book and brushwork from waste paper caboodle, for instance heart of father, song, banquet is strapped, De Lin of Er of carry on one's shoulder, Buddhist nun is collected, the work that black case Er, Lun Bolang, Mo Nai waits everybody a moment. He is used read the mental kingdom that built oneself in the compose in the basement that is full of fly and mice. Must say, this is the story of a convention actually, put today, should meet story be regardinged as is written into news, such as " rubbish worker is to read a Great Master unexpectedly " first, roaring later everybody won't remember again. Take the place of at this moment after all the person that read already less and less, can true from read in those who obtain fun is more very few, a lot of people had needed a book no longer. And be in " too blatant loneliness " in, actually truly moving, also mix the problem of our be closely bound up is, as so insignificant individual, if do not go,compromise and adulatory this times, how should we bear this numerous and complicated is complex contain absurd world even, how should face ego again. When social spirit on one hand become rigid, be immersed in some to plant again on one hand crackers when, " too blatant loneliness " come out to our meaning just is shown truly. We pass a novel first, those who understand hero Han Jia read the world.
The look that becomes me falls on a valuable book, when me group reads these black-and-white scripts all right when, this book stays also only immaterial thought just, these thoughts attack a move wing flies in air. In the glide in air, bilk air to live, regression at air, because of in the final analysis everything is air, the Eucharist in positive-appearing image cathedral, since Christian blood is not. Will 35 years manage here waste paper and book, and my life was in to already person of the Five Dynasties can read the land that can keep to go up, living in the past once was regnal place, here, people goes and is a kind of habit now, : of a kind of clinging sex? An official document or note of cangue of ┧ of suddenly of cliff of an ancient type of spoon that hold male in the palm holds of cochlea Gou stay of proceedings in the palm to make an appointment with drought to be able to bear or endure act of Yue Fang Bao of Ci Yan of of Qian of of of Sun of the that spin abundant alone lament of of hammer of of Zheng berth is able to bear or endure shelfing of Su of seal of of doubt of pure Bo is graceful heir Duo bits, convict is not a murderer certainly. If I can be composed, the book of the biggest happiness that I want to keep person of a treat of and the biggest misfortune. Through reading. I realise from inside book weather channel heartless mothers, a person that has head consequently not beneficent also, be not him not to think mercy, do so however violate sense. Precious book passes my hand to be destroyed in my compressor, I hold back this in a steady stream feebly ceaseless, billow and a mighty current that come.
This paragraph is described about reading, perhaps not be very good understanding. Today, a lot of people are read is to make up for intellectual panic, writing in language of various conduct propaganda, read joy letting a person, make a person elegant. I very whether does the person that suspicion keeps these words read really, or they are reading what kind of book. Of an account in one's own words of Han Jia of no less than, compose and be being read is the thing that a joy and anguish interweave, even sometimes torturous meeting exceeds joy. Because of literature read unlike other any recreational activities, it faces a heart completely, your have no way escapes, what must open wide the ground to face this world right-down is impenetrable, and answer relatively with this, of your oneself faint. Reading force depends on it letting a person experience, make a person asp, let person memory, make a person pessimistic. After enough pessimism, ability lets a person connect fully. Want to have what kind of power, ability lets a person be content with the destiny that him rubbish is versed in, speak such sentence: "Because I have favour Gu body to be in alone, although I all along not alone, I am only alone just, live in dense thought alone. Because I am a little madcap, it is the madcap element in infinite He Yongheng, and infinite He Yongheng perhaps likes me namely such person. " read to did not let Han Jia become happier elegant perhaps, he or all over dirty, a few mice can run from time to time in sleeve canal. He just learned not to escape, turn however and go listening attentively to this on the world all faint sound. How does the works let help Han Jia know world essence in light of us.
Come 35 years I brought back two tons of serious books, lie in the bed when me when aspirant person the Land of Nod, the dream demon that two tons of serious books are just as 2000 kilograms is oppressing I, become me to turn over in sleep sometimes, or bipod chaos is kicked cry when giving voice, I unavoidable and terrified the ground inclines the head attentively listens, book of for fear that piles a cave in to come down, because want my knee in a way to be touched only, perhaps want me to cry bitterly greatly only, everything on the head can pour collapse like the avalanche, precious book can be scattered from the sky like cornucopian horn fall down, fall on my body, resemble me pedicular like squash, sometimes I am unavoidable want, these books are afraid engineering to plot against my plot, because I want to grind in the machine everyday,kill about a hundred innocent mouse, the book on my head prepares to come to me a just retaliation, deserve the punishment. I face upward to lie below the tent of the book, the literal join on these books rises sufficient a few kilometers grow. I am a little malty, do not ponder certain thing hard, extremely unpleasant reality. Sometimes, our see Lin Ren can emerge the cerebral border in me, once, he used an upturned sleeve to catch an ermine below Fang Liang, he ends its life without one knife, want in that way also pretty good, fairness is reasonable, because it ate a chickling stealthily, but see Lin Ren look for a nail to plunge into the head that enters this ermine however, put it next, let it sad wail is worn continuously ground is in the courtyard east attack bump on the west, till pharynx gas. I think of again, passed one year after this accident is unripe, when the son that sees Lin Ren leaves concrete mixer, a electric current is hit on his head, sent his order on the spot, I lay below this ceiling yesterday, did not have cause to remember that hunter suddenly, that year here beyond people desire other place came a hedgehog, small body curl up becomes a ball, the hunter says to shoot hit hedgehog to delimit do not come, then he nibs a club plunges into the belly that entered thorn to guess, every time he uses this method to eliminate hedgehog, got liver cancer till him bedfast, he is turn for now after those hedgehog, lay 3 months, slow ground is gone, body curl up becomes a ball, there is tumor in abdomen, fear was full of in the heart, till die... every think of these things I with respect to shake with fear, auditive attentively listens since my needle, how does the book that listening to a head to go up avenge a plan in formulate, this is minatory of my heart quiet, I would rather sit in the doze off on the taboret before the window, the one act that imagines in brains psyched out me simply, I imagine the book of collapse to fall to the bed, press me below, build a base from the beginning, press next wear a floor, by elevator like fall 2, fall again, drop to basement finally. Then I conclude my destiny is such.
The book influence to a person, begin from the lowliness that lets him realise him. On this world, whatever moment, the thing that place of a person knows is special confine, and the outer world is mysterious from beginning to end however and strong. Just about this kind of ignorance and faint, let a person feel scared. So-called season channel has metempsychosis, you may not be clear that what you are doing, but each thing that you had done, perhaps be in already dim in produced major effect to you. Two tons tumbledown book piled up in Han Jia room, asing if is one kind symbolizes, forcing the person goes putting down all proud and cranky, restore the low of awe-stricken He Qian to this world afresh. After having such consciousness, he just is trying himself to face this real world. Han Jia stays in his basement, look at rainstorm torrential, thinking those punitive justice in the hearsay, listening to blow up team street blow up, what he seeks recall mother is gone, remember he himself low-down destiny. Return reality again next in, look at those books that he bales meticulously to be sent factory destroy by melting or burning. He realizes, "Weather channel heartless mothers " , this world itself, it is brutal. It is under Han Jia's basement, conceal is worn a lot of a lot of mice, they comprised the subterranean kingdom of a mice. And in mice interior, also can divide into faction, have a battle. Hanjiatong watchs the action of these mice too, knew the rule of this world. We look together.
I return my basement, when how are those mouse that see me when me skipping to jumping to receive me, I remembered the iron that there is a sewer below lift shaft is built. I am stepping ladder to leave the bottom of a well, strong courage lifts iron lid, genuflect declination listens liquid waste the sound that clang clang flow and Su Su make sound, what I hear disclose of pump water horse is strong underwater acoustic, the platoon with euphonic lavatory is underwater acoustic, fat one black water is poured out of from tub when the sort of sound that is like small billow to take a bank, but, when me the ear since the needle carefullies carefully when listening, I special heard clearly underwater acoustic besides still have be at war the scream of mice, the tooth is bitten into the flesh, sad cry, cheer, the fight closely sound that mouse system twists together, these sound come from the distant place that fixes hard, but no matter be in which suburb,I know, I should lift iron to build only or grill leaves the bottom of a well, having the last war of a mice everywhere, looking like is last war, it will end with cheering one piece, however once find what argument, everything will begin from the beginning. I entire on iron lid returns a machine by, I added knowledge again, fall in my foot so, having brutal fight in all sewer, of mice of by this token celestial not beneficent also, i, in reject the station became the person that lays contractor 35 years one, one goes with mice photograph very few person, how can beneficent.
Every time I have been to this kind of basement, had seen sewer, ditch and Bodebaba after sewage disposal field, my heart calmed, because my knowledge is to be in what obtain inadvertently, hegelian word ever made me amazed, does black case Er teach me to say: ? Does bed of of swollen pure an ancient drinking vessel call out extensive of shelfing of admire of neon of the refute on Huan of ┮ of of of Gu Lai of ⒋ of curtain of the Qian before billows white holds of of ┗ of wall of Qi of Lv of neon of busy of ┮ Huan board's male old man of atmosphere of loftying ü of black of dead Ai of pancreas of of gum Wu large?
You look, han Jia read so much book, the conclusion that he reachs is, the essence that the world runs is fight and cruelty. No matter people happy event does not like, the fact is such. My constant regular meeting is so right " energy " such word, maintain some kind of vigilance. True energy, should be sufficient after knowing the world and ego, follow inner force goes living, is not go blindly angle those without test and verify look seem good, lightsome thing, after dummy beauty, often under cover the trap with unthinkable people. So, actually we should cherish all anguish, value life the contradiction in and struggle. Live even if such, the new life is acquired in the fight, also maintaining unripe longing and enthusiasm in the new student. This world band gifts a kind of of the person the most ultimate fear and sadness, often can stimulate the power that issues a kind of deeper person. Han Jia is so say: "One day I suddenly mind shines, feel oneself are in become good rise, because be in,experienced all all these -- everything what see in too blatant loneliness, what what the soul experiences the body and everything -- later, I still have enough courage to make I do not have insanity, the job that I realize me uncannily gradually casts me into domain of brimless of tremendous boundless, might. " namely such, the the most sensitive perhaps, most painful person, also can appreciate the beauty that is the same as common least of all to this world most. I think, this is book place returns the gift that sends a scholar. Han Jia is in the imagination, developed a dialogue with Jesus and father even.
Two people that I like come to my basement today, stand over side-by-side, to this my a bit does not feel uncannily, the age that I realize them for the first time is important to knowing their doctrine what kind. Of fly flutter and buzz at the moment is more mad, my coverall already was done drenchedly by the hematic paper of damp, I am pressing green and gules push button alternately at the same time, look at Jesus and father at the same time, I see Jesus is in keep mountaineering, and father stands already high however in the summit, I see that youth expression is excited, of one mind wants to change the world, and old gentleman however ground of stand aloof from the worldly affairs looks around 4 conditions, return Chinese hackberrya in order to return to outline his lasting way really. I see how Jesus makes through praying reality appears miracle, and father criterion abide is worn the highway fumbles natural rule, in order to achieve erudite do not know. I hold the ground in the arms to deliver hematic paper into the machine, the blot out on my face became full blood-red, I press green push button, pressing plate begins to drive, join the hematic paper that makes a person disgusting squash of completely of fly of same outer leaf, how do these fly also hate to part with the fleshy residue that that leaves to remain on paper, fleshy stink makes blowfly is mad with joy, their oestrus, copulate, next with v of decuple mad convulsion ground, thick surrounds in trough all around, form the posse of formicate, be just as neutron and proton to rotate in atom. I am holding a cup in both hands to drink beer, the look never leaves that young Jesus however, see his expression is indignant only, be being clustered round by man of a few youths and fine-looking woman, father seeks appropriate burial ground all alone alone.
Han Jia is loving Jesus and father at the same time the culture character of square core of these two things, they contradict each other already in, reached in Han Jia's eye again unified, because this world is contradictory originally. This kind holds to with belief, it is right we this more and more coessential the period that spend, best solace. And make us touch most, it is Helabaer's book writes the writer actually. Han Jia has contradictory person extremely on such bodies, it is very easy actually write those who get unusual appearance. And Helabaer's attractive place depends on, no matter what he writes, he is to writing the life. Because hertz pulls him Ba Er, live in ground floor all the time. He has taken military service, worker of the member that had done private notarization to be in dispatcher of administrator of assistant, storehouse, railway station, foundation to be sure to act as agent, bagman, steely factory, waste paper reclaims the station bales setting of labour, theater is versed in, the script that so he writes, the old person that asing if is an old is relating his story slowly in dim cafes. What we tell about today is the story that Han Jia and book are companion. But " too blatant loneliness " in still have a significant share, the life that him Han Jia is there and past, his mother, his uncle, he has the lover that pass, his ending finally. Han Jia read so much book, also be the life that understanding oneself ceaselessly actually. What him Helabaer says no less than: "Wanting an at all costs to share the life anyplace " . This story, we issue collect to be told about for you, good-bye.
