Zhao Benshan's essay " anxiety " a the most classical word: treat a disease to the person that, myself, my daughter-in-law, alas! My heart is to unplug cool unplug cool!
Remember my experience two years ago, resemble a bit really.
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That was Feburary 2017 portion, have a fever 40 days or so full, CT sees at that time on the lymph node that mediastinum has a 3*3cm, examining suspicion a long time is virus infection.
Be in hospital half many month, recuperate in the home, slowly did not burn, thin 20 jins, slowly physical strength and symptom improve somewhat, check lymph node changes to observe not quite.
Zhou Er plays to have a fever suddenly, concern has a problem to check CT, discovery is bilateral thorax accumulates fluid, the valve leaves on the right side of that day, give off left and right sides of pectoral water 900ml, have 200ml left and right sides everyday.
Left thorax is worn later, give off 300ml left and right sides, send pathology division, investigate unusual, decide basically malign.
Clew of pectoral water pathology is malign and likely
Had been in at that time tomb-sweeping day, lymph node of the preparation after the section takes pathology.
The ox that has blown for myself forces responsibleBilateral I of thorax drainage
Because of drainage when me the canal is on the body, be anxious everyday sleep when potential energy of the appearance that use what is bit more comfortable!
Still hope to investigate when me coming is tubercular moment, pathology result within an inch of of one staggering blow the smash of psychological line of defence me.
At that time is to want many, examined the data related the dot, go to as far as possible hopeful want!
Still college fellow student sees me, the mood seems to compare me heavy.
I once had written:
To life finally, ask a calm to face.
{! - - PGC_COLUMN- - }Because the leaf fell, the 2nd year chairman gives new page, have over there last year the nutrition of deciduous leaf; The tree is withered, meet again from it all round grow sapling of healthy and strong, there is what often cultivate corruption hind to prop up over there!
The dead means of a person has a variety of, but also be the one annulus in nature only, you are parental continuance, the child is the continuance of your life. Do not want oneself or pair of family members to disappear from this world please feel regretful.
You are in family member, in the child's heart you still are still living and in good health, those who disappear is your body only.
Accept unripe life and death to die please this one the order of nature, let the death that those cannot redeem please at the same time, go more calm and have honor!
Say to others is, be turn for oneself this time.
I this hopeful, the body returns can normal movement at that time, but the pace that estimates life can take a step big a little bit than someone else, the time to terminus quickly.
Want to prove defect first at that time white, the word that can treat is treated actively, arrived to cannot be treated final perhaps, the ox that accomplishs oneself to be blown as far as possible forces in that way.
I do not need to sympathize with pitiful, ask drive I make the heroic big mountain in child eyeI am proper when this result appears prime of life, a lot of life is good:
Become a good doctor, do a character to keep a hand, 10 big pedestrian lines of pedestrian China... be like each to go from my gradually gradually far.
Parents, the child, sweetheart, family member, after a lot of this thing that I do is like friend to want to push, friend was adjusted.
It is he considers pace self-pity, everyday the compassion with the cheap collection with disgruntled disease and pitiful, still treat while continue my happy footwork.
The body already such, although be being affected everyday mood, but mood is him, I continue even each my dream, bear the responsibility that has oneself.
Serve as father especially, the child is subdued every time grouchy, the first thinks of me namely, call to me.
My reply is the first forever: Old girl, have nothing to do, have father that...
For the child this I also cannot identify Song, no matter be I am in,not be beside her, can let her mention I am full of happiness and pride!
I what become an operation
Those who rejoice is to do an operation to decide n/med tuberculosis one week later, hope the experience from me myself is medium, everybody can correct face cancer.
