Browsing everyday the article that different give up bets and case, countless breaking up one's family the family broke up true shock letting a person, one runs of road gambler confessional it is to let me look to shake for it more. I also hope of this gambler confessional can let gambler people the determination that makes clear a bit give up to bet more the saves atone for road that at the same time I also hope this gambler can find him eventually.
I am a gambler, one is having nearly 20 years to bet age old gambler. Because bet, everything my had delimited a full stop, kiss affection, friendship, love has left me far, after endless loneliness, await my calamity that will be penal servitude, because be when gamble, I made the biggest abstain from, ought not to apply mechanically credit card goes gambling. Credit card is used normally is good thing, can arrive in the hand of gambler, the rope that became him strangle. . .
Game is so old, I was defeated will 100 much, still owe external debt now nearly 500 thousand, among them kin friend 200 thousand, usurious 50 thousand, credit card and small loan is close fifty thousand and twenty, to wealthy person this perhaps does not calculate what, but come from to for the person of the country that work, that can be astronomical, everything all will terminative because of gamble, once so good life, the Yao that just changes because of gamble cannot be reached, do normal person to do not have an opportunity repeatedly even. . .
My can free time is not much, because of a long time of credit card exceed the time limit, after the bank urges capture for many times, see I still do not have method to still go up, the bank reported a case to the security authorities finally, what my general is faced with is the crime of credit card bilk, I present am waiting for a police silently to catch a day that my. It is alone that gambler is destined, admonish those are being betted, or the person that covet relies on gamble to get rich, bet, final go off the stage is breaking up one's family, the family broke up. . .
I present run road outside, without the friend, without the family member, a person hides alonely in a city that is not noticed, work silently drag out a miserable existence, and gamble before of moment brilliant, scene of debauchery is opposite, that can be used only deplorable will describe, want at the outset, come in and go out everyday gambling house, game hall, win the launch out after money, the true TM that feels money comes is easy, skill is easy, the belle beside is ceaseless, nocturnal night put on a false show of peace and prosperity, what money comes is easy those who go is very easy also, feel now money this thing, how much can a person spend all one's life, that is destined in the life, ill-gotten wealth flower is much, total meeting has a judgement day that, present Nemesis came as expected, and be both the principal and the interest, let a person be in the brim that break down at a draught, think dead right is done not have. .
If the person is dead clean, not friend of complicity family member, that also arrives is a kind of disengagement, but gambler goes dead without the qualification however, because the person of their complicity is too much and too much really, died to also won't get freeing oneself. . .
Perhaps, normal person does not know the state of mind of the person of gamble, resemble my so clammy gambler especially, will to this world kill a person namely, do not know why to there can be the thing that bets this to kill a person to exist between the world really! Perhaps be human nature is corrupt read aloud, always think oneself are cleverer than normal person, can be clever however by clever by accident, not well value the life, a kick in one's gallop however future that wants to rely on to gamble this shortcut will create happiness, what touch as a result is head broken and bleeding, be about to die. . Compunction, on the world if can have,regret medicine, be afraid gambler can be bought the first times, once be infected with,went up to gamble because of the person, all one's life very hard Buddhist monastic discipline is dropped, when painful those who wake up to reality everything is late also that day. Await gambler also be imprisoned only and death chose two kinds this. . .
In actual society, the alluring nowhere that a variety of betting is absent, mahjong, these play poker groovily the law had not been stimulated now, those who bet big is engine office and net are betted, also have go to Macao, have more very person, bet take a life to bet finally, go what Thailand, burmese label is only, out of the money also lose the lot to gambling house. .
Once saw the card of a few months on the net, the someone of miserable National People's Congress that lose is in, that is an ordinary person is unthinkable, not the most miserable, only more miserable, the shock of each bloody example again and again is worn I, let what I am clear about realise betted dreariness! But everything is already late, I present also await myself only the arrival of last hour, good without what complain, can bear only a bitter pill to swallow that oneself sow, be imprisoned be a kind of disengagement to gambler, but bring a dear one, those harm of the friend, be what also cannot make up for anyhow is painful!
Dear friend, be far from gamble please!
Be far from the devil of this finish life! !
Wish the world is not had bet! ! !
Of gambler still stayed to admonish even finally a paragraph of word of other, be far from gamble to be far from the devil of this finish life, after looking, feel really very feel sad is very acid. Do not bet just take the world to win, wish the world is betted without the net again. I also hope one day that really can a bit earlier arrival.
