This year in the winter, receive a strange telephone call suddenly, a sound is taking familiar breath to evoke my dusty memory. "She " my first love returns home town, arrange classmate party. After all ends come home, lie on the bed, an ineffable sincere feeling drawing is worn I returned the past.
When 17 years old, school report, the day returns early, in the classroom not much the person looked for a seat to sit casually, look at a doorway foolishly, observing each incoming new fellow student. The sunshine that perhaps was that day is very beautiful me her in seeing a crowd, do not talk to go up Jing is colourful, but another temperament attracts me thoroughly. Perhaps be the lone dog that I have pity on God favor this, arrange her in front of me, I have favour to be able to kiss fragrant lustre, green muddled lets me put the eye the biggest thinking this beautiful girl licentiously. Of course in the key point that I just miss purely to knead this girl into me in those days. We are after brief contact, had a few knowledge each other, all my metropolises about her are advertent, even by hook and crook, but be ashamed at professioning, she all does not know all these.
Her school work is relatively outstanding, oneself are not quite poor also, more of photograph conversation topic is more harmonious, be in nearly the lovesickness that very close more very, await in those days, the program in idiotic nonsense always is when I lie on the bed every time our future. I design our home countless times in my heart, "Does my sweetheart like that kind? " , the imagination of my utmost is worn the setting that gets be satisfactioned then dimpling, there can be a smile when often be asleep. Arrived in the morning, reason is met cruel-hearted pullback me now, I can what is of accord? Right at that time Sha old man is appreciation very, especially princely that word: "Live or die " . such, one year the time of half went. All the time silk is anxious, also one is expected.
Second year in high school, unity and coherence in writing divides into classes, after extending two months, she chose the language class that I cannot accept. I went managing class. Friendship still is in, still can have connection and communication constantly. Always have a kind of lose and cloudily. After a month, as the occurrence of a talent, the girl's bosom was opened, she bashful is given capture by a finger of the talent, indignation excessive has one's heart filled with a bosom, I lost me to be able to hold baby originally. Cannot control she interior, lost way, she what be permeated with joy lost the way of school work, after a year, the talent is leading the life that began famous brand university what did not take away one cloudlet colour chicly, she also loses out in what pass anguish after experiencing, began answer read. I also was taking this regret to begin an undergraduate to live.
That dress beautiful skirt rotates in the flowers beautiful goodwife is so good still, she still is in dancing of my heart tanaka, excessive became full my body is in foreign land is all heart sea, I send the first my courtship letter to her. When seeing a letter in reply, I can imagine when giving her to read a letter at the outset open-eyed. "The heart that actually you do not know me " , she says: "Divide however Wu Shan is not the cloud, one leaf float (a word in the name) put in the sea 's charge " . Can imagine she is psyched out for certain at that time, she does not know me care about. Do not belong to you you are again painstaking, "She also won't give you full marks " . "Our a future life renews a predestined relationship " it is the ending that she believes. What I am myself is timid with disappointment, silent very long. At this moment, the wall of one side evening mist appears before.
Later her pass an entrance examination normal school institute, became a teacher, be far from home town, with her husband a teach, when the festival, can have a greeting now and then, I just leave a place to give her in heart, the wall is built all round, it is transparent wall. This is unripe fear difficult good-bye one side.
I also am progress, the girl that admire in the heart sees in the university, launch offensive immediately. I had my present wife, with beautiful daughter, hold your hand with child carry old, my heart me is complete open looks to the sweetheart, this is a wall why be transparent reason. Luck is not bad, my sweetheart understands, may she also has kind of this case, nevertheless I did not see a wall, even if be transparent wall.
Already year close not be puzzled, remember accidentally, only draw color laughs, I remembered a word that teachs a daughter. "Who did not for years to pass gently "
