I call pink clouds, I am the woman of a bitter life. In those days not sensible age was married gently allow husband, marriage hind is annual left a son. Originally I think 3 meetings are very happy, but husband is a broken bits male, finally, I divorced with him act against one's will.
After the divorce, my woman is taking the life of son hardship to wear. I work at the same time, take care of a son at the same time. A colleague goes after me later, he has married 5 years old greatly than me, because ex-wife does not have fecundity,divorced. His family financial situation is general, but he is very good to me, very good also to my son, I accepted him.
After I am taking a son to marry with him, live together with the mother-in-law, the mother-in-law is a kind-hearted woman, very good to me, did not cold-shoulder the daughter-in-law that I am a 2 marriage. Use up everyday can doing chore, still help me take care of a son, let what I can set his mind at go to work.
The half an year after marriage when, I was pregnant. Husband and mother-in-law are very glad, especially mother-in-law laugh must close not of approach mouth, extremely good to me. Take care of my son not simply well, still give my Bao all sorts of nutrition soup. I am very happy, remarry the mother-in-law with can be met so good and husband, I feel I am the happiest woman on the world.
Can be abrupt one day, the son that the mother-in-law is taking 5 years old goes the market buys food, when come back, the son was grabbed to run by trader in human beings. Of mother-in-law with hair dishevelled come back to crying to tell I and husband business the course, I at a draught dizzy in the past.
The son disappeared so, no matter how are I and husband searched, did not find. I broke down almost, when 2 sons are born later, my mood gift became nice little, but, I still did not abandon looking for an eldest son. The mother-in-law sees I am so painful, often still comfort me, say my eldest son has blessing look, perhaps be betrayed the enjoy a happy life in good person home by trader in human beings.
But, what I worry more is the son that others mistreats me. I and husband are annual everywhere search, suffering searched 20 years. Later mother-in-law be laid up, did not look for an eldest son temporarily, my with one one's heart endeavors take care of her. But, after 3 months, the mother-in-law is washed-up still.
There is bed bottom before mother-in-law on one's deathbed, said, the cloud, mom Is am sorry you, died! I do not understand what meaning all the time, be over till arrange the mother-in-law's funeral affairs, when I arrange her hangover, I just know in those days the truth.
I turn over a case that is dirt completely in bed bottom, open a case to look, there are the photograph of my son and a letter inside. The mother-in-law pleads a person to write the letter, the mother-in-law says, in those days after I am pregnant, she fears I and husband raise two children pressure too big, 2 will fear she sees I am right eldest son so be very fond of, after the Sun Er that worries about her is born, I am prejudicial. So she gave a pair of rich couples that do not have fecundity to bring up the son.
The mother-in-law did not tell me where the eldest son is now, the address of a city was kept only above. I break down cry greatly, a self that did not think of a mother-in-law makes I and eldest son flesh and blood detached 20 years. Told me the truth now, do not tell me the address again, be still to not be willing do I search? A city is so big, how to search?
I am very angry, I broke her hangover. Husband is holding me in the arms to say closely, the cloud, do not blame Mom, excuse mom, blame me to do not have the Qianbuduo that skill earns. I accompany you to continue to look for an eldest son later, perhaps he went up to auspicious day too now, you should feel gratified.
You say, should I excuse a mother-in-law? Do not excuse can how, she had died! The eldest son still wants to search, but was found, if doesn't he identify me?
