Bear Jun Yinuo, defend lifetime surely
19 years old before, she is the girl of a dream, like to read a novel, be full of to various character's exceedingly sentimental in the book love story especially yearning, she is expecting oneself also can come up against the man that admire in the heart one day, binocular to inspecting, wear with respect to can glad caper subsequently and go.
But very fast, the body block up that she discovers herself her action, double leg begins to be borne hard sorely, and one every day aggravate until can not move a step.
Be in her apart in ten lis village, still have a boy. He is clever and lively, love says love laugh, but love to grind only more a few medical book and medicinal herbs.
Because of extreme difference of condition of rural go to a doctor, the people that also has ailment small calamity comes to search cure to ask medicine, after be being valued by him, fame also rang with respect to ground of 10 lis of 8 villages.
such, do not have two people of be mixed originally, fall ill because of, one can see a doctor, encountered.
When father takes her to search him to see a doctor, his young confidence is full, assure can medicine is divided to disease. She is some suspicion to him at first, but magical ground is, via his folk prescription, her ache improves gradually actually rise.
For many times contact, two people became a friend slowly from relation of doctors and patients.
Later, she begins some to admire him, it is he alleviated not only oneself ailment, however his bearing.
Because he cured the disease of person of a lot of villages, a lot of villagers think the daughter betroth oneself gives him very much, even the girl comes actively to express good opinion, but he is laughing at decline.
He says, see a doctor and marry how can does drag in arrive to go together?
But his this word still says early.
After a year, her illness worsens suddenly, be swept across with more swift and violent pose sorely and come, she took even the route to be not moved. To cure she, he found all sorts of methods, but of no help.
He wants to figure out this is what disease after all, with respect to belt of volunteer one's services then she went to the large hospital of Hangzhou. Diagnostic result is rheumatoid arthritis, and the illness with her, what rise without the station again later is likely.
After coming home, her mood produced the change of world-shaking, the collapse of the torment of ailment and spirit lets her see the hope that is less than a tiny bit, she begins idea to try the life that the ground ends him. Because be hospitaled nurse by family rigor, her plan did not succeed. Already finished commit suicide alone feebly till him discovery, she thought of him.
His him help ends her beg this painful life, his rebuff.
To give her the hope of subsist, he blurts out: "You are at ease, I can cure certainly your disease, if treat bad, I marry you. I marry you..
It is this word, let her be just as last straw in capturing life. She believed him, think he is to like his for certain.
And in fact, he does not like her in those days, spoken parts in an opera, that just is comforted one sentence his.
Groups healthy youth is small, how to meet what her lingering sickbeds the life cannot provide for oneself the lifetime oneself and her be bound together? Just, he is emulative, he believes he can be saved certainly she.
The desire always runs in the opposite direction with reality sometimes. He searchs medicinal herbs, took her to go to a lot of hospitals again again, but develop because the illness is long-term quickly, she also stood not to rise again.
1998, they return home town again, face this situation, he remembered he makes the commitment below. Old man is heroic, how can conversation calculate?
The man's lofty sentiments let him walk into her home, grow with her father after talking about a few hours, he decides to marry her to be wife.
Holding your hand, it is a whole world
Nobody can understand him this frantic activity, but his honor permits no turning back, he has an idea only in the heart at that time: If oneself break oneself promise, she can not go down alive, cannot make her dead absolutely.
That is a pallet wedding, because of her body state, he is embracing her to finish whole process. But even if is such, he also one use up the obligation that becomes the man.
After marriage, he at the same time the daily daily life that fine understand without being told considers her, insist to search cure to ask medicine for her at the same time, seeing a doctor need money, for this he raises debt everywhere. Life is to be being protected, but disease cannot improve as before.
To earn money, he must go out outside work, because she is uncared-for, he can be in only circumference 10 lis in the work that seeks a mason maintains bread. Everything gets ready for her before going out, when having a meal, hurried back hurriedly, pulling a single person again in the evening tired insist to bathe everyday for her, next low eyebrow arranges eye ground to hear speech of ground of be favored with of her garrulous long-winded.
He understands common sense of a few medicine originally, clear also patient always should maintain the state of mind cheerful, so, before her, he never gets angry, always be a pair of optimistic and hopeful state of mind.
Sometimes, because of ailment, she also sends irascibility can indescribably greatly, but he never gets angry, look for all sorts of amused jest to amuse her however happy.
The day goes every day, below makings of his understand without being told of essence of life, she lived to come down not only, and disposition also becomes optimistic and hopeful. After ten years, media discovered their old practice, he was become for an instant " good husband " pronominal.
Face this appellation, he very do not understand, he says: "Is this every do what should the person of husband do? How to become good husband with respect to me? How to become good husband with respect to me??
Of course, also somebody feels to his choice not worth, ask him acutely: "Do you feel you love your wife? Do you feel the feeling between you is love? Do you feel the feeling between you is love??
Ground of his foolish foolish laughs, say: "What I don't know is love, but I leave her a little while, I am remembering with concern she, thinking her to have a thing in the home. " reply plainly so simply, let a lot of all the day the person feel deeply ashamed of blusterous love.
Hong Mei and Fanghui rise.
She calls Hong Mei, he calls Fang Huisheng, they are to live in a Anhui south is a mountainous area pair of ordinary husband and wife.
He is defending an acceptance with lifetime, enter her be in harmony in oneself whole life, the life lets him originally the real situation that the original intention of heal the wounded and rescue the dying condenses lean close to of photograph of depend on each other slowly, in this blundering time, this is the simplest love, also be the most precious love.
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