Do you feel your life has much failure?
This is a problem on some interlocution platform, by the most answer of assist be " be born and be a person, I am very sorry. I am very sorry..
Total meeting had some of moment to be plunged into by this word heart, then I decide to plunge into again:
The beginning of the story, the male Zhu Asheng that bosom music dreams lies inside the rented house, putting beside " God " work.
The father that already did not contact two years at this moment searchs however come to come, the elder sister pine nut that tells A Sheng he disappears more than 30 years, namely A Sheng's aunt dies in river side in the discovery 3 days ago. A Sheng's father requests A Sheng to clear away him the room of the elder sister of that without a single redeeming feature. A Sheng heads for the hangover that arranges pine nut, and the story of leading role pine nut also is spread out.
The little sister of hero pine nut is weak and sick, then her father gave her little sister, pine nut can see father's smile rarely, in go with father in the process of amusement park, pine nut imitates clown to grimace unexpectedly father amusing, then pine nut grimaces before father constantly funny father is happy.
Pine nut always is try every means hopes father can prefer her, the father on pine nut wants to invite the school on her, choice father wants to let the profession that she makes, but father's idea always is however on body of her little sister.
According to father expectation became a teacher after pine nut is grown, go out outside school collective happened to steal incident together when the activity, the student of pine nut stole the money of restaurant boss, pine nut blocks the blame that laid to steal money for the student, saying is the money that he stole restaurant boss.
Although restaurant boss is found out no longer, but this thing is discovered by the dean of fat head big on both sides however.
Pine nut of menace of fat head big on both sides lets pine nut expose bosom to look to him, promise to won't show the issue of pine nut theft fully.
The pine nut with depressed mood goes lakefront beguilement, come up against trousers however fast Mr. Zun Bai that mentions a neck comes over to give out appointment to invite.
Mr. Zun Bai has a white tooth, invite pine nut to be filled with joy to Zun Bai's appointment, returned the home to share this business with the little sister.
After father knows, criticise pine nut should not say with her little sister she wants the thing of appointment however however, love talks with the boy like thinking weak and sick little sister cannot resemble normal person, pine nut should not say such issue will make her sad more.
Pine nut feels open-armed share worry to the little sister, be brought a lawsuit against to father by the little sister however, go upstairs then take a bag to want to go out, the little sister that is wanting next floors is come up against when going upstairs, pine nut cries to the little sister:
"You ah, not pitiful. Not pitiful..
Adversity always followings sb's heels and come.
Just sufferred grievance in the home, the president there is informed the school however the thing of pine nut theft, the student Along that pine nut begs him for wash out injustice admits those who steal to money is him, oneself just carry a blame on the head for him.
A Long states he can admit those who steal to money is him.
Pine nut is taking A Long to go headmaster's study, did not think of A Long says he did not steal money however, pine nut teacher lets him carry a blame on the head.
Pine nut lost the job, be bankrupt in reputation, feel life had been over.
The double blow of the job and family let pine nut make the decision that run away from home, pine nut is riding her small bicycle, the home that left to live two years.
The pine nut that leaves the home lives together with an abjection writer, the writer is one abjection the writer to the utmost, be opposite at every turn pine nut cuff and kick, let pine nut go go on the streets makes money come home.
Pine nut looks for a little brother to lend money without method, the little brother gave pine nut brushstroke money but should let pine nut follow the disengage in the home, do not follow again there are any connections in the home.
What after pine nut telling her to the little sister goes in her before the little brother of pine nut is faced, change is very strange, father also died in 3 months after she goes.
The local pine nut that returns is unavoidable to suffer the leg of a fist of writer male friend again.
Pine nut gave a writer from the money that wants over there the little brother, after abjection writer keeps a word that evening, committed suicide however.
The pine nut that loses male friend also made Moll to ridge of a competitor, every week 3 ridge also can arrive pine nut here live one day with pine nut, and be opposite pine nut is very good also.
Pine nut feels the life hits upon color.
The pine nut that not reconciled to does Moll all the time is dogging ridge also went to his home, saw ridge also wife, see ridge also that ordinary without strange wife, pine nut feels he goes up a principal rooms in hand.
However all along the ridge of gent also is angry because of this matter however, took brushstroke money to want to follow pine nut disengage, because be opposite,stating oneself are together with her is completely the jealousy of male friend before her.
Pine nut lonelies again personally one person.
The pine nut after be being hit heavily made custom daughter, the figure with sex appeal and beautiful cheek pine nut are reincarnate card of red building head.
But good times don't last long, the popularity of student younger sister lets pine nut be very popular no longer, pine nut decides him recapture the money of gain of this half an year. However the Huang Mao of pimp states pine nut has been very popular no longer however, won't give her one minute money.
Conflict produces with Huang Mao under pine nut stretch, start work killed Huang Mao.
This, pine nut feels he was over really.
The pine nut that be utterly disheartened prepares to cast river take one's own life, however upper reaches builds a bank, the water in the river is too shallow. Pine nut is successful without the suicide, got acquainted with barber however virtuous treat.
Virtuous treat run a small barber shop, the wife died before 3 years, begin pine nut to stay in barber shop to help the following day then, found the new target of the life:
Should with barber virtuous control good good life one case.
Live and did not last halcyonly how long, the police found pine nut, pine nut is sent into the jail.
The pine nut in the jail is living like the machine, xiaohui is in with pine nut serve a sentence of same place prison. Xiaohui never has had seen pine nut such person, living will seem to her is living only just.
Does a day of Xiaohui ask pine nut " don't you have liked man? Does a day of Xiaohui ask pine nut " don't you have liked man??
Pine nut resembling is You Hun found fleshy body, pine nut remembers Lai Xianzhi, after she goes out, want with virtuous control the life one case, pine nut signed up tonsorial groom the class begins to learn tonsorial.
Although virtuous treat never will had visited her, but pine nut awaits all the time however move and virtuous study have a reunion.
The pine nut that be released from prison also did not stop momently go searching virtuous treat, virtuous treat still running barber shop, dan Xianzhi had had a wife to follow the child however.
Pine nut should remove barber, encountered the Xiaohui that was released from prison in tonsorial process. Xiaohui and pine nut became the boudoir honey that does not say without the word.
But Xiaohui has a lover, also have very good life cause. The pine nut that realizes all these begins to be far from Xiaohui.
The pine nut that is far from Xiaohui was encountered unexpectedly in former days student A Long, a Long tells pine nut in those days really he steals money. Telling the truth in those days is not to be fed up with pine nut, love her however.
The dragon following A that leaves this world that is full of love's too long pine nut honor permits no turning back was together, although A Long is member of a faction, each days when follow A Long are not a smooth and steady day.
But in pine nut eye, at the moment, love surpassed everything.
Even if such life also fails to last how long, a Long is discovered the chip in of money go off with of textural, the organization chases after the dragon that kill A and A dragon is blocked up in guesthouse with pine nut.
The two people of have no way out decide to take sleeping pill suicide, dan Along is trashy courage commits suicide, the choice calls the police.
A dragon put in prison, self-condemned oneself I am sorry pine nut, the decision also does not meet with pine nut again.
But pine nut waiting for A Long intently to come back outside however.
A Long is released from prison that day, already pine nut of 40 years old receives A Long happily, the Along cranky that sees pine nut next Koed pine nut, he wants to escape only pine nut.
The love of pine nut is too dazzling to him.
A Long is intended on the street affray, entered a prison again.
The pine nut that did not have any support begins abandonment, she returned home town, in the river side of home town she encountered her little brother, the little brother tells her the little sister had died, temporarily before last word is
"The elder sister came back. "The elder sister came back..
She hired a house to begin to throw her into this one rubbish dump like rubbish in side of a river.
The pine nut that had prepared to abandon the life sees a certain combination on TV, went up madly among them a member, she began the wild action that chase after a star.
She wrote a very thick letter to send her God, cherish everyday the letter in reply that expects to hope to get image.
But day after day, she did not get a letter in reply from beginning to end, in day of a heavy snow, she in the shout before mailbox " why to write back to me! She in the shout before mailbox " why to write back to me!!
She resembles rubbish again again euqally living, she over and over writing on stair metope:
Lived a lot of years like rubbish so.
One of these day pine nut of 53 years old goes to a hospital, did not think of meet unexpectedly however Xiaohui, the hand that Xiaohui is playing pine nut enquires her after all how, pine nut wants excitedly to escape. Small Hui Sai gives pine nut a piece of calling card, tell pine nut to be able to do her full-time beautician.
Pine nut is holding calling card to escape.
Pine nut threw calling card in river side, at night, pine nut remembered the little sister that die of illness, in visional in managed for the little sister a new hair style.
Pine nut wants to begin afresh, she should look for Xiaohui.
Side of river of her run to sought calling card.
Discover river side has a flock of children however playing, as a result of already in the middle of the night, the pine nut that fears they are safe berates them aloud, let them come home.
The child that is berated kills pine nut club however.
The following day the body of pine nut is discovered, holding that piece of calling card.
The ending of the story, leave beside pine nut full flower, pine nut becomes a butterfly to fly to distance, she has flown oneself lifetime, had flown to each to love her, the person that she loves. She returns the home to move toward stair step by step, her little sister follows the upper part of stair father is gazing at her there, as if saying: "Pine nut came back. "Pine nut came back..
This is a negative energy explodes the film of canopy.
The lifetime of pine nut is miserable lifetime, pine nut pursues love is consecratory namely. She always is bend its are all, but redound always fares badly however. She always is Koed, always stand up again however. She is enough love others, love oneself not quite however.
God gives you countless chances, won't give you countless time however.
I wish only everybody loves others sincerely, enough him love.
