The first when Mr Li joins small letter group what be group, he is early had forgotten, retreated early anyway. Last year, a certain in the evening, he sleeps to be not worn, handle machine is opened, retreat in turn group. Also do not have specific reason, feel namely these group very irritated. Open small letter every time, without the friend's greeting, blow on the face and those who come is group, red color patch is signed, indication others had chatted a few, about a hundred even hundreds of. He is one has the person that forces disease, be overcome these numbers, must all is eliminated, be obliged to keep nodding these group, exit again next. This is honest very irritated, be equivalent to seed of melon of others crack with teeth in mouth, he lets sweep the floor after crack with teeth in mouth is over. Be swept, others again crack with teeth in mouth, endless also.
Whats is those who retreat group, he himself also remembers not quite. It is a colleague about, with and so on of good, fellow villager group. Some group li of acquaintance is very much, some group in have what friend hardly. But, do not arrive to go at the same place a little with who. When Mr Li often yearns for the past to take a train, follow person introduced from the northern and western nationalities or from abroad Kan in those days, also listen to person introduced from the northern and western nationalities or from abroad Kan. He says the thing of army, the someone says the interesting thing in the job, always can Kan is gotten very oblivious of oneself. Now, be good without what Kan almost, most person is praise in ego. Still have advertise, some flatters each other seem to be in a group, fight an attempt perpetually, chicken broth of transmit heart sour. The line leaves a dry way, continue on the line. What feel embarrassed below the line is disgusting, became on the line modern.
Make the same score a heart and Zha , mr Li also feels to should not a bit from personal in actual life group. Nevertheless, he also does not think too be eager to what saying to the person. Dark hill highway is in " march toward another country " inside say: "In light of the extreme, I am done not have, also do not want to own human concern. To me character, the most important is to be able to have a person's silent and bemused time, that's what it all adds up to. " Mr Li feels this is a bit beyond the mark. When having time, he has a lot of things to want to do, keep big character of what, happy and contented. Mr Li still needs truck from the heart. So, want somebody to pull only, he still is being added ceaselessly group, retreat in on the sly of a certain moment again next. This moment, he thinks: Not be gregarious shoulds not group.
When also having, he can feel to have some of light lose, feel oneself in those days, actually not should go too far.
