"You plan how to do next! The prison that father took two years is done not have so that the person is in charge of you, your book is not read, go outside billow two years, you still tell me impossibly, you still prepare to do you athletics of electron of that what J8! You still prepare to do you athletics of electron of that what J8!!
My pa increased mood suddenly to enquire to me! Let me begin a bit confused!
"That! You no matter what do I do! Anyway to moment I can feed myself, feeding you is! Feeding you is!!
I dare not see my father! Low head say! Because of us the face since pa board comes, really a little fearsome!
"Nonsense! Father no matter you! Still do not want hard to let into you outside those people, the back of stamp father He Laosan is spinal! Say father when the above behave wrongly, those who say father, one day faints the day lives, do not beg aspirant? Do not beg aspirant??
My pa pats a table to to my growl!
And listen to my pa so one growl, disposition of my that gruff also rose.
"You still know a when the above behave wrongly! You are in charge of even yourself bad! You are in charge of me by what! How you know they say me? Say those who make to I am reform of criminals through labour! These are to do obeisance to your place to grant! These are to do obeisance to your place to grant!!
"Bang! "Bang!!
Had not said in my word, biff canorous a slap on the face leaves in the blast on my face, the pain with half immediately burning face, ear also has some with a buzz make sound, that momently I am stupefied, because I know me,offended again his bottom line.
Below this gloomy lamplight nevertheless illuminate falls, I discover my pa eye is red however, he did not talk, fierce fill a big wine! Although he dominates his sentiment in what do one's utmost, but I can be experienced clearly, sadness of a kind of inarticulate is revealed gradually in the house!
"I am sorry! It is pa Is am sorry you! Nevertheless you are at ease, wen Hao! Pa owes your thing, affirmative meeting compensates you, you follow father! Never spend an one day wedding day, I give you a decent home repeatedly I did not do, tell the truth, sincerity is ashamed! But be here! Pa! Beg you! Pa begs you sincerely here! Do not go doing you those highbrow things! Return the school to read well! Do literate the person that knowledge has self-restraint, you still are a child, you should resemble be the same as age the child is same, enjoy the opportunity of study, is not shake foolishly socially all the day. is not shake foolishly socially all the day..
"Do you know? Your Mom is determined to want to take away you a lot of years ago, but I did not agree! Next the nose that your Mom is pointing to me says, the son can resemble you for certain after, become to do not have prospect, do not try aspirant waste material! So pa cannot let this word become reality absolutely, cannot let your Mom see joke, with the person jab all round the backbone of my He Laosan! This all one's life had been on pa to jump not to put in a road 's charge, my what does people say I feel I am indifferent to, I hope my son has prospect only! Be not gesticulated by others rearward, in that way pa with respect to be perfectly satisfied! So pa should beg you! Contented pa this desire! Contented pa this desire!!
Say really! I had never thought! My pa so manhood of a of energetic 7 feet, can red have sth in mind, so advise in earnest beg me, say manhood has a tear not flick, just did not reach sad point, at the moment my tear has been in early orbit revolve, I am not to be me to pa hits my that spank and cry, however from the heart I was experienced deep self-condemned, I am written down so that my pa is in those days in the prison, exhausted all relations, request the person outside to look for me, and I however absolutely the heart below the firm of affection will hide, him after-thought a day besides get online make the waste material that a without a single redeeming feature is really beyond game bubble younger sister.
When having, I feel I am very selfish really, my pa may have his difficulties that one is reluctant to mention, and the angle that I stand in myself all the time however, consider an issue, never had considered the feeling of my pa however. , I am the person of one each illicit really.
"That Wen Hao! Pa is transient today business street when, picked a few clotheses to you, I also do not know you like what kind of, the youth that sees in and out buy is quite much, chose a few to you, because see you also it doesn't matter is changed wash the dress, come! You look happy event do not like! You look happy event do not like!!
Saying my pa to cool his sentiment, deep breathing at a heat from nearby old chest turns over a wrap up by the table, gave me before, and in that momently, my mood is complete out of control rises, because my pa bestrews callosity and remain to wear then engine oil gradually old hand, with that brand-new beautiful Tesibangwei the T-shirt formed bright contrast!
"Pa! I promise you! I hear your word! I am not doing those things, I can read well, I won't let those people see your joke, say to your son is ignorant and incompetent, of the good-for-nothing with faineant all day long! Of the good-for-nothing with faineant all day long!!
I am crying to promise my dad, I also know to promise him to begin momently then from me, my dream will draw a full stop, but I have no alternative really, filial piety of 100 be apt to is first, I know this word as a child, I cannot be in let my father, for me sad and sad, but why the tear in my eye does not stop however flow, what I do not know why I cry is such rip a heart to crack lung, it is a heart medium unwilling, still be belief is undone, I want to be able to understand without the person.
Look at me to cry, my father did not say me, also did not prevent me, him face that is continuously only wine of the fill in the stomach, he is the person of a little Yan Shaoyu at ordinary times, probably today is me two-phase place is so long, maximum sentence that he says to me.
Wen Hao! Pa should go out possibly for some time, this period of time that I go out, I can help you send you Su Shu, where to go, there I already come to an agreement or understanding, read after you classes are over come back! Stay in his where, in that way anyhow still has a hot meal to eat everyday, fall ill of what, return somebody to take care of at least, that you go clearing away your thing a little, a little while I send you the past.
My pa is chewing dish at the same time at the same time face expressionless say!
Su Shu? Who be? Still you want to go again?
I wipe the tear of canthus, some ask disturbedly, because I feel I want again,be abandoned yes, after all as a child the warmth that how had not I felt the home, my father is good later came back not easily, although this home is a little worm-eaten, but anyhow also is a home!
Your Su Shu is the friend before pa, person very rely on chart, pa has been believed, you are very Orphean in the past word, do not give father piquant make trouble, lose face lose face is, as to me! Must go the stuff that I once lost recapture, you are so big also, had been in a few years to also must written guarantee young married woman gives birth to child, so doghole, that be willing femaly to follow you, must not be so pa returned go going all out? Went not to grind those who grind chirp, go quickly clearing away your thing, send the past you a little while, father tonight the same night is about.
My pa lighted a cigarette, seemed to a few signs or feeling of getting drunk are helping forehead up with the hand, maintain in the say on the table!
Listen to my pa so say, I dare slight far from, I know he is the person of a stand by one's word, hasten then go clearing away a thing, etc clear away a thing, I saw him had pulled open a rolling door to wait for me outside, I did not talk, carrying the boot that still was infected with a few engine oil silently, walked out of retail sales, next side rolling door was pulled, my pa just took the lead in stepping pace.
Tell the truth I two resemble going together so now rarely, he is admiring what head silent does not make a sound to going in front, I am carrying boot is low head not to know what to thinking in the heart at the back.
"Wen Hao! Inside the school, want to remember, do not offend a thing! Do not fear a thing, want you not to go only active court other people, if others is active will look for your trouble to also fasten Song! If Song! The family can become aggravated bully you, the person can do not have air of arrogance, but cannot know without lofty and unyielding character absolutely? But cannot know without lofty and unyielding character absolutely??
"Favour! Knew! Knew!!
My honest answer! Peremptory became an obedient and sensible poppet, I am written down I am alone at ordinary times outside I also hold out billow ah! But do not know how, before my pa, I forever billow does not rise, this is not strange also nevertheless, after all can again before him dad the person of billow, true still TM does not see more.
The night of summer, hold out actually cool, did not have diurnal broiling, still bored cicada cries, some is cool and refreshing night wind only, nevertheless at the moment I feel some are uncomfortable however, the likelihood is to a moment ago ran sweat is drenched a suit, those who add is hurried, do not have there's still time to bathe, do so that a suit has a kind to stick now cling to cling to feeling.
Arrived trunk on the road, my pa barred a taxi, sit to look at this shopping centre of numerous Hua Shijin on board, and joyous below that scene of debauchery sound laughs at the young men and women of language, do not know how, my heart has a kind of ineffable sadness however, because I do not know my pa when to can come back, he is in the home previously when, feel he is dispensable, but want really when a day this when part, have however in the heart hate to part with too much, but I am not good at character expressing, only this sincere feeling dusty in the depth of the heart.
The article comes from a novel " it is too difficult to fight Han Hui head all one's life "
