Civil | Childe ease
"I had gone from marriage, step by step bramble, blood shed one ground, do not have a tear to finally, yu Xingwu. Yu Xingwu..
A lot of moment, my meeting him blame sober. Because too too sober person, with respect to very difficult happiness. People looks the dust that be less than, arrived here became ocean. To marriage, you do not want to manage originally, you want to love comfortably originally, pass happily, but it is too difficult to discover however finally.
Young when, always wanting to love to want deep, just not this gives birth to crooked. Nowadays, persuade you to love only " cool thin " , because be hurt too firm.
Because the flower falls,I did not want to miss a flower to leave, because ending misses all beginning,I do not think. But, too painful, I can have gone from inside the flowers, very good him protection, what be not pricked is so painful.
01
The marriage that my classmate follows my him complain tearfully.
Her respecting pain spot, I also cry together accordingly. Because far the distress that marries a woman, had not experienced, do not have a body to meet at all. She is 28 years old when, far married Shandong. Without betrothal gifts, she still was taken 10 of tens of thousands of dotal. What her Laogong uses her is dotal bought a car.
Rained that day, she makes her old make public a car to receive him. His husband not affection does not wish, passed to just receive her very for long. She is awaited in those days, very afflictive, pointing to that car to say with me, you look, others marriage, the man buys a car to the woman. You see me marry, he got a car, and my whats are done not have.
She says, the woman is too foolish. How much does parents pay to won't be touched for oneself, lowered his head to fasten root bootlace to you because of the man however, entrust is lifetime.
She loves him too, it is good to know the other side is insufficient to her obviously, still plunged into directly go in.
Love too greatly, do not have even herself method. Her hard get away, can cheat oneself ceaselessly only, he still loves her.
02
Say lamentable.
After following man marriage, she quited very good job, returned a country with the man. She not only far marry, return naked marriage. The man has a house in the village only, still live together with parents.
Await her to call in those days with my complain tearfully, oneself are not hanged go up curtain, let her husband help, her husband scolds her not to do even this bit of work, able what to return. Her mother-in-law also echoes sb accordingly, felt to marry a so incompetent son's wife from personal home.
Her not reconciled to, spoke of oneself previously brilliant.
Her mother-in-law says, marry chicken is married along with chicken the dog follows a dog, those things were not carried previously, day of good in the village have an easy time went.
After marrying, she was to quit the job with him place joyous be pregnant really, of one mind bears children, follow a man to get along well.
Await in those days, she says, once the woman married a person, gave birth to the child, the heart also died. Had made do with so. Serve the child, serve a man, serve the man's father and mother, forgot oneself completely next.
03
She follows my complain tearfully, 4 years, everybody crosses their family birthday, but acquiesced not to spend birthday to her namely. She says, that day, her son spends birthday, she goes out to buy food. But, the man is taking husband's father and mother to taking the child to went out to have a meal however. They know, she goes out to buy food. They know she did not take even the key of the door.
But, make a telephone call to her without the person, think of her without the person more. She is carrying one pile thing, into do not go the door, call to the man, just know they are early go out to have a meal.
The man says, let herself look for a place to make do with take a place. Her mother-in-law says, let her go to neighbour home waiting, go back to bring bit of surplus to her. The child says, mom you also come over. The mother-in-law came to, your Mom does not come too, what we nod is 4 the individual's formulas, herself eats in the home.
She says, she sits awkwardly on the ground with respect to a person. She begins to cry, dare not sound however, because be afraid of neighbour,see joke. She thinks her parental complain tearfully, but, parents is old, still leave a move so far, she dare announce good news only dare not sign up for care. She does not know to still can be hit say, can hit me only the colleague with this very distant concern.
The concern is not distant not close, make auditor of a bend only, listen to her pain.
She relapses instead answer ground says, she is the nurse that their home does not want money. Without the heart, won't painful baby-sitter.
Too much person, persuade you to love greatly, what I persuade you to love however is cool thin.
Of love cool thin, won't be hurt too greatly at least. Do not go betting love, bet marriage, it is good to you to bet a man all one's life. Because, you always can be loser. You want a bit actualer, love oneself a bit.
Although never carefree dripping wet, also won't be a mass of bruises however.
Some men, some marriage, never be being experienced do not have not not be a kind lucky. Some stories, saw final result, beginning why is not one kind wises and farsighted.
