Shared story of the 588th cause and effect, had not seen the friend of the story of 587 cause and effect in front, pay close attention to please " because know,know if really " .
The Ding Lanlan that Hubei saves in relief new county (renown Ding Lan, true name) , 39 years old, meet with contracts palace neck cancer, the recrudesce after becoming an operation, because know oneself time is not much, hold Dr Guo that helps her massage in the palm to helped her contact a reporter, before wanting to be in dead, the old practice that indulges oneself is announced come out, the hope can have effect of a caution to worldly woman.
Share her story below:
She is very small lost a mother, father also lost the sight later. There still is elder sister of a few brothers above her.
Because of the end in the home, she had not studied how many book, but she as a child very coxcombry.
Her heart is deft, an old clothes, want to pass her hand only, after transforming, can become very chic, trendy.
She of girl period, grew a graceful belle. But she is coxcombry, adore peacockish disposition, drew on the cause of disaster for oneself however.
, she hits man-hour on the town, be stared at to go up, cheat arrive home li of rape...
At that time, she does not have legal consciousness, do not know to be able to call the police, because fear,the meeting after the elder brother knows fights, it is as good as the other side to chose.
Before long, two people marry, she was delivered of two daughters early or late.
The man is older than her 5 years old, after marrying, very bad to her, hit even if do not scold, still do not give her living cost, do not have method, she can divorce only.
After the divorce, have small she boy of two years old chases after her, after holding to two years, she accepted him. But after marriage before long, she does not have sense of responsibility because of the other side and divorce again.
1998, she arrives Shijiazhuang, below the introduction of a sister, became the young lady that accompanies a song to accompany dance to hall of a song.
Drink with men everyday make merry, flirt, what she also felt one degenerates is ashamed, accordingly she is standing fast " not sell oneself or a member of one's family " bottom line.
Because she grows beautifully, have a lot of so " turn round guest " , she comes on the stage every time, have fee, give less 100... much when somebody gives even if 1000.
She feels this money comes much more easily than working.
Besides go to work to song hall, she still learned gamble skill, often cooperate with 3 two sisters, can cheat the other side a with nothing left.
Very fast, she had tens of thousands of deposit, because feel this " profession " after all dishonour, want to change one's profession.
(In former days the United States takes the hero)
But reality did not imagine medium so easy, she goes with the money below assemble deal, but very fast with respect to compensate light, do not have method, be forced to go back again become a young lady.
After waiting for her to earn tens of thousands of again, come out again deal, but result or compensate.
Those years, she has sold the clothes, had opened office of cafeteria, song, the result is not had is not end with be out of pocket.
(here, she says with all sorts of feelings: "Just know now, I at that time although do not have immediate sell oneself or a member of one's family, but it is to pass hue to make money all the time, money antecedents is frame-up, also do not stay naturally. " )
Common saying says: "Go by the side of Chang Zaihe, which have not wet shoe. Which have not wet shoe..
Although she holds to not sell oneself or a member of one's family, but finally still is by big she 10 years old " old client " chase after in one's hand, the other side divorced for her, began cohabitational life with her.
But the life after living together, not happy, her mix egoistically proud, torment the lover extremely bitterly, but the lover because cling to her fine-looking, hate to part with again leave.
Two people lived together 10 years, the lover does not agree to marry her, he fears her disposition, feel to do not have safe feeling together with her, always be afraid that she can run with others.
She is very furious, to retaliate a lover, she begins outside mess things up, she accepted the pursuit of a young staff member that pursued her 8 years, two people maintain shocking relationship a lot of years.
Her abandon, overdrew badly her health, 8 years ago, she got kidney n/med tuberculosis, can cut off to the hospital only a kidney.
At that time, because abandon is excessive,she did not realize health gives an issue is, accordingly, leave hospital before long, she goes grain a beautiful fish is on the scar, let a person do not look to give her to had performed an operation.
Next, she continues to live apolaustic life.
4 years ago, old lover can'ts bear bearing, left her bitterly eventually.
(here, she sighs: "Pitiful lover, be killed so that the family did not have by me, the job also is couldn't get rising, fast 50 years old, pattern is old unreasonable. " )
(in former days the United States takes the hero)
She learned to get online. The novel that those picture sex freedom on the net, sex liberates and character invigorated her, she is searched through the network can let her " happy " lover, mad him abandon, enjoy so called " quality | Blessing " .
Later, she searchs technically handsome, smaller than her, some compare her fully small more than 10 years old. Some, still interact at the same time.
In those days, she is very complacent: Feel oneself are fast 40, still have charm so.
During this, her around in all fall crosses an embryo 7 times, have a few times, who is the father that does not know even herself the child.
Until provincial much home hospital sentenced capital punishment to her, her ability long narrow flag wakes up to reality like that.
The doctor says to her: "Your this disease, it is excessive | A bitter pill to swallow with abort chaos. A bitter pill to swallow with abort chaos..
She very regret, very painful also, most those who let her anxious is, she has two daughters, 20 years old, 19 years old, she is particularly scared the old road that she meets after her daughter.
Before 3 months, she is cut besides palace neck, had a relapse now, cannot micturition, can register an uric bag every day only. She everyday so painful that cannot lay down, can sit to sleep only, sleep repeatedly everyday of a hour complete become aware became extravagant hopes, it is unripe simply be inferior to dead.
To reduce ache, she found blind master to be massaged to her, but use is not big.
The privacy is profligate sister like those and her, see the look after her sicken, psyched out, go to a hospital having a medical check-up in succession.
(the hero is illuminated now)
She says: "This all one's life most I am sorry two men, one is big my lover of 20 years old, one is the young staff member that pursued me 8 years, their economy is not bounteous, however for me, the flower used up salary, still not hesitate borrow money to buy luxury to please me, and I resembled making fun of them euqally to the dog however... "
She cries crying to say, "My time is not much, I want to admonish everybody: The woman with worldly hope can preserve one's moral integrity, like wanting to resemble me, take a false step, beyond redemption... male people must cherish a family, should take the right way... true happiness is not to eat, not be to wear, not be the body more is happy, however in the heart at ease! However in the heart at ease!!
(remarks: She insists to use true name, to admonish common people, shared oneself altruisticly a variety of former fault. If share moral character of this article have rendered great service, wish to be answered entirely to to her, hope she can break away from abyss of misery at an early date! )
Character of feeling of Mu Xiepian Xian:
3 essence become one poison, hurt only feculent female, this is explanation of doctor of traditional Chinese medicine why behavior is put | The woman that swing gets the account of the incurable disease of uterine respect easily.
Pursue look | Affection industry, it is to make brimless evil trade more, incurable disease is no wonder, and the person that any wanting that will in order to kill pilfer excessive get rich, it is wishful thinking, all in vain of in the end, meet not only gold of the more on compensate, it is oneself happiness on compensate and health more. After all, you give out what is those who go, what is those who come back, begin with anguish, will end with more painful way, suffer from one's own actions, this is cause and effect.
Toward period recommend:
The woman of a tasteful by nature, marry 3 times, how to take her last time?What kind of daughter does have? She became the duplicate of her mom, tragic however
3 times the net loves an injury 3 times, kill her feeling marriage to be not arranged, it is one abuse however
Interview official rejected her, but borrowed 2000 yuan to give her, raise two strange requirements, very strange
If there is story of cause and effect beside you, or oneself had been experienced, also welcome to provide material to Mu Xiepian Xian, be thankful ~
