The 237th day when part company.
Love is a disaster, the renascence after some people rob, some people there is no escape,
And I, with the disaster that you give, cover oneself prison.
The friend of university dormitory was sent to me today we were a piece once upon a time when the school, one when often eat bakes the photograph of cold face, you do not know, I see this piece of photograph cried immediately, the likelihood feels I am neuropathic, but you do not understand, cold face is baked what to mean to us when go to school.
It is very cheap to bake cold face, but OK also very expensive, basically depend on what do you add inside. Occasionally one bakes cold face is us meal. Sell the eldest brother that bakes cold face to seem to have money very much, short time bought very thick very thick gold chain, of shining.
Since and after male friend is together before me, (before I do not want to call him actually male friend, what does that call, call him my water bottle later, after all he is water bottle, after all he, once was me. ) bake cold face boss to know me repeatedly, go can nodding every time laugh.
Say nevertheless really, he sells really I had better have eaten bake cold face, can be described with the gluttonous regale in baking cold face, that flavor also was not found again after coming home.
Every time my water bottle goes buying, total meeting buys a cold range that risks a needle, next dispose of, I see that picture today, was to think of to bake cold face not just, it is us more once, the route that has taken together, road of 3 years, say to came loose.
After I and my water bottle are together, he ever told me a thing, I did not like when just was together namely, just feel I had been held out (because give he and friend to print cogged) , be afraid that I was reaved by others next, then I feel he cheated me, what then I was immersed in very long period of time is paralytic in oneself.
"He likes me, he is afraid that I am reaved, after all I am so lovely " , I everyday so tell oneself, slowly, I forgot I feel he cheats me this returns a responsibility.
But I, be most willing to.
Love a person to have much insanity after all?
I do not know I can do a few things to accomplish step of which cultivate land for him after all, resemble me now, parted company more than 200 days why do I write these things even, I pledge I do not want to let him see, do not think now at least, I am pure want to keep a few memory to oneself merely, because of happiness ah, these 3 years are very good really, I am afraid of pass a few years again, I overlooked these a bits.
I do not want to forget.
But with, be together with you, between us, have too much memory.
I admit, in this paragraph of feeling, I was defeated.
These 3 years, we quarrelled countless times, next become reconciled, circular move back and forth. I tell myself, this is very good, photograph loving each other is killed, the likelihood is the Liang Zi below preexistence knot, let us this all one's life is good good won't do, also do not come loose. The reality after 3 years tells me, the Liang Zi of preexistence, not firm.
I still think you, you? Even if, little.
