Live in blatant city, we are exceeding the green jade water of Chan of Chan of bank of the village in longing to review memory, look up visible green hill, countryside is wild li of butterfly that has dance lightly, the Mai Xiang of the lukewarm lung that stroke a heart... total however by actual and merciless smash, green hill already died, green jade water does not have footprint, home town is not the appearance in memory already.
Home town, deteriorated really? Nostalgic, was true nowhere put?
I come from south the country of county of poverty of some state level, our town is farthermost from the county, belong to borderland small town, from of old for generations is with farming make a living n cultivated land.
1991, the first batch of youths in the village go to Guangdong working, come 27 years, as the development of Chinese economy, the city gained the success that attract worldwide attention, our village regards south rural area as transitional epitome, recorded the violent changes of the development of rustic economy and thought.
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1991, those that hill, that water, people
27 years ago, area of land of our village average per capita is little, be in so emancipatory initial stage, the hill of the village was reclaimed, ground of terraced fields ladder, row upon row of, weiwei is grand.
In hill do not have fireweed basically, connect to the Lu Chang in hill without block. The brook of the village is clear see an end, children are smooth fart buttocks scoops up small fish in the brook, adult carries water to cook in the brook.
Serve as the countryside of wushu, a division that there is several wushus excel in in the village (the master's meaning) , the youth of that moment village is met basically a few action, I remember me be in one's childhood in the level ground that bask in cereal, bigger than us elder brother, uncles plunge into Ma Bu in that, experienced fist is experienced perhaps sword.
The village of 3 annulus hill, have only sinuate the road that is mud completely is connected into the village. Towards evening, smoke from kitchen chimneys waves in the wind, live nearby or in the neighborhood, resemble an a haven of peace.
We are very poor, await in those days, every year a few months are met temporary shortage, some families can have potato rice (pachyrhizus mixes rice is boiled) or corn meal. The red brick tile-roofed house in the village is very few, traffic inconvenience.
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20 old hind, those that hill, that water, people
20 pass more, hill still is in, because lack labour force, had gone out of cultivation completely in hill, connect the road in hill to cannot be found completely.
That brook still is flowing assiduously drip, but life rubbish has been everywhere in the brook, tap water had arrived at every every.
The road that takes a village became cement avenue eventually below the effort of village cadre, one flickering small villa unplugs the ground and case. Those people 27 years ago already parent of person of body humanness father, but they did not stay in the village, be versed in in nonlocal Wu however. The person that keeps in the village is less and less.
Ruffian problem: Heavy male light female the price that pays necessarily
Female problem of the remnant in the city is more serious, be in a country, ruffian asks to be highlighted even more, 30 years old had not married son's wife, can define basically for ruffian.
Our village, 25 years old of above are maiden the healthy man that marry has had nearly 20 people, these person or are do-nothing, not attend to one's proper works or duties, otherwise is frank cling to hand in.
The girl is in a country more and more make sweet bun, this namely why rural betrothal gifts is more and more expensive, content with rare for expensive, this is family planning falls, weigh the price that the country of male small female idea must pay.
Favor come-and-go: Hard susceptive economy pressure
Think favor come-and-go is in formerly urban pressure is very great, but listen to the parent to say, come down one year now, favor come-and-go of the country is burden of very big brushstroke.
In the past, red white happy event, village person and kin friend are together with respect to assemble, case gift is not much, everybody hits a tooth hold a memorial ceremony for together. Now nowadays, all sorts of feast items, case gift also is taller and taller.
Free love: Who is children staying behind does not tell a mother?
This thoughts is opposite free love the impact of our village is very big, especially boy family, when parents hope his boy can work outside, take a girl, such free love can save a large sum of betrothal gifts, if if can be pregnant,come back that is again good nevertheless.
These a few years, the village is married come in the daughter-in-law of several other places, some is here take root of photograph husband godchild is in the village, return some because the person objects in the home, perhaps went finally because of the element such as domestic condition, throw the child in the village to be brought up by grandfather grandma.
Intellectual no use: Did not read be versed in in a Wu
Knowledge changes a destiny, rely on to read will come true jump the desire of farming door, this is the my people expectation to me not only, also be the expectation of all parents in the village.
Before 2005, village pass an entrance examination several undergraduates, after graduation, wrap distributive bag to allocate, the own choose course of study of own choose course of study, everybody stays in the city, jump out successfully farming door.
Later, the undergraduate of undergraduate course of village pass an entrance examination and specialized subject is increasing, but returned the village basically, rural undergraduate obtain employment is difficult, now is to read to be together with the person that did not read on a building site, some families because offer a child,go to school even and return deficient. Read no use talks cause a temporary clamor.
Village appoint election: Black path and scampish arena
3 years of village cadre elections, it is an important matter of the village allegedly, no less than Taiwan area elections. Buy ticket, practice bribery at an election to be short of euqally.
Before hearing some year, a youngster in the village beats old village head, be elected as the director that it is a village successfully, this youngster makes full use of this post outside hole cheats abduct, eat namely inside take card to want, anyway the village appoint do foul atomsphere, abdication falls in the opposition of the villager finally.
As countryside of virtuous culture disappear, villager autonomy has had bit of Yao to cannot be reached.
Every time village appoint election, each force ready to do sth, how can just achieve villager autonomy truly, country of need government innovation administers mode, breed a country to become rich energetically leader.
Morality is slack: Economy grows the biggest distress
Get corporeal conflict, the sense obligation of acquaintance society is weaker and weaker. Want to be able to make money only, what to do to be become, below this kind of state of mind, a lot of people for money, it is really by hook and crook, the whats such as gamble, bunco work, whats dare work.
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Such country, does the meaning where?
"Toot toots... " the car is blocked up on the concrete route of the village, three years ago begins, a lot of families in the village buy car, great now color television, freezer has become mark to match, air conditioning and car also walked into every gradually every, small villa is increasing also.
Through going out Wu is versed in, the pocket of the villager more and more be roused. But traditional rustic culture has been pounded to get broken up by the economy of rapid development, the person still is those people, but the emotion between person and person has gone flavour.
The youngster 27 years ago perhaps been about to have become an old person, the child 27 years ago already was parent of person father person, the country 27 years ago did not turn into countryside, the economy that can not last expands power, the country that can not offer inheritance is civilized, the country turned into from whole individual, such country, does the meaning where?
Only constant says:
To a lot of people, birthplace was become " think, time do not go " anguish, this lets a person remember Haidegeer sees German philosopher the name that seems contradiction sentence: The person that return country arrived home, have not arrive at however.
The information of return to one's native place that gentleman of flavour of source of in every case sees, one is nodded jointly is, material was abounded, mental culture lives however deficient of all the more. Culture fall lets the nostalgic nowhere of a lot of people put, this is town is changed what cannot bear the weight of is heavy.
Our town is changed, should be such prospect probably: City in the countryside of length and breadth of land earth grows, people foot is stepping deep earth.
I wish tomorrow, we can abandon be agitated, put down kink, return a family member beside, talk round ground of burner light tone, find that one light with a the warmest heart.
What word do you have to want to say to your birthplace? The welcome leaves a message!
Blind the farmer that worry about, a socialistic successor that fall into disuse
