I am snail, 28 years old, wait for a reason because of doing poineering work, my net is borrowed and credit card is in debt 300 thousand. After many struggle, support feebly eventually. Because temporarily insolvent the day that began to be urged to close. I write down my life and idea, mix with drive vigilant oneself, the idea that also hopes as mutual as the person of similar situation encourage and communication are good.
The net is borrowed in succession in exceed the time limit, again can one will want exceed the time limit tomorrow. Two exceed the time limit are urged everyday in front receive a telephone call, I am as far as possible receive, from the back increasing, I can imagine to can have at the back of me ' much busier ' .
The netizen has said in the article comment in front, urge close won't give you static the opportunity that next hearts will come to earn money. From at present these days for, a platform everyday 3 phones left and right sides, I as far as possible listen secondhand when the job is free. The meeting from the back is increasing, for instance 7 exceed the time limit, also can have more than 20 the least, time became long outside the bag is urged close cannot metric.
But owing money to be urged to close is indispensable, no matter how I am afraid,mix fear, besides return money to be solved without any method. So I or preparation come according to his rhythm, work as far as possible with good state of mind, urge receive a phone to be able to be received receive as far as possible. In instantly, what can do exclusively is the job earns money, still can rely on finally to return money solve a problem only.
As to explode communication, I am returned now is phone of the contact that be hit only. Pull what card pulls to urge today close to say with me money does not reach the designated position be about to call to relatives and friends. I can tell him only, do not form to my relatives and friends annoy. Besides return money, no matter other what I do, urge receive this what to do or can do.
Hit the relatives and friends that pass to be being urged to receive a telephone call, if have those who will ask how I return a responsibility, I according to the facts tell him, because give birth to meaning failure to borrow money to still do not go up, give you incommode special apologize, later as far as possible screen annoys a phone to perhaps say not to know me. I am working hard now, strive for solve a problem at an early date.
Now have been when living in difficulty, care my relatives and friends to those, after waiting for, organic meeting repays them again.
I am clear today know, regret of scared, angst, ashamed cannot solve any problems, of effort living, just instantly can do each returns the go up debt that aux will be able to returns stage by stage.
Is I do not know to will be met tomorrow how? What I affirm is I still go forth in importunate, even if be returned finally,be bury chasm, should return only active I should hold to upgrade to climb.