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When having a meal together with the friend a few days ago, the friend said the thing of a special feel sad.
At that time, he just went other place before long, the can seek to betray coolie only job with life not familiar ground is being done temporarily, the workload that is as long as 11 hours everyday, monthly pay has 1800 only however, no matter eat,still live. To live firmly calcaneal, he can live frugaly. Spend the New Year come home, whole person is so poor that whole person make his Mom straight weep.
A few days when be in the home, the stomach trouble of his mother made suddenly, he is taking a mother to go to a hospital, what his mother aches at that time is sweating, it is to stand even flabby, still insist to wait for a bus however, it is not easy to because she knows a son,earn bit of money.
After reaching a hospital, it is good that the doctor says to come she looks earlier, it is so good to be done not have now treated. His mother receives a sentence at once: I am done not have now so ached, you open bit of medicine to go casually. Friend disapprobation, the mother says she does not like be in hospital however, return an ability to set one's mind at, the friend is unable to dissuade agreed.
Because be dense disease, the doctor opened entrance medicine to friend mother, two, a day 3, calculate come down, one day needs the look of 120 money.
The friend knows maternal understanding is fond of money, let her set one's mind at recuperate, do not fear to spend money. Which know, agree well well on her mouth, carrying a friend on the back to reduce medical dosage secretly however, eat only suddenly, such calculating come down, one day is used only 60.
"I was in that day by the nest in, cried secretly overnight, him hate is incompetent, hate life is cruel. Why some people are OK and bright bright beautiful living, do some people think only however living it is so difficult to be about? " say of ground of friend deep feeling.
This moment lets a dialogue that I once had seen presumably suddenly:
"Whether the person that says family circumstances has been jumped over wants hard more up, and can the person with average family circumstances is content with instead ordinary? And can the person with average family circumstances is content with instead ordinary??
"With you these childes differ we are living solely went all lengths. "With you these childes differ we are living solely went all lengths..
Some people, light is living, went all out main; Some people, light is the drift along before, let oneself cannot see future, which still dare talk with distance.
02
Know go up to once had a problem: When, can you feel common people all is sufferred from?
Have two stories, make me impressive.
The first story.
"I am courage surgery the Laozhong of 9 beds, I want to sell an organ "
"Selling an organ is break the law " bang, his classmate fine long hair is unhesitating hanged the phone.
"Leader, I want to sell an organ really. I got liver cancer, treat a disease owed one buttock money, I wanted to sell repay a debt the organ that can sell on my body, should OK still to me money of stationary point of young married woman gets along. Should OK still to me money of stationary point of young married woman gets along..
Rich advocate the friend is very afflictive, but refused as before, because patient of cancer of the liver is cannot of alms organ.
He thinks he spells a last hurrah, can let the life be kind to his a bit, which associate, brutaller still be from the back.
See true feel sad at that time, when the life seems to have, must force you on blind lane just is willing to stop.
The 2nd story.
Rich advocate there is to clean healthful aunt before domestic Xiaoou, can earn 1200 every months probably. Her son got brain tumor, daughter-in-law and son divorced, a grandchildren a granddaughter, when granddaughter divorces, was taken away by mom.
At that time rich advocate the local tyrant that the property of the village is place, because ensure public security,the wife of group team leader also is working Bao Jie, should drive away this aunt finally (the wife of team leader of group of specific security personnel and aunt have what conflict gain advocate not quite clear also) .
The aunt must fall on his knees for the life come, give the property of the village kowtow, knock in the end bled, because she needs this,1200 sons that money goes feeding his to fall ill are mixed year young grandchildren.
Nevertheless, still fail to avoid.
Novel " black snow " in have a paragraph of word: The person's destiny waves like the sky falling snowflake, they are whiteness is too busy originally, fall in where to cannot choose freely however.
Occasionally, we miss the life that make greater efforts desperately, what just discover which have oneself to want is so easy?
03
Still write down so that that is in fresh gale, think the force with oneself supports the goods train that is about to be blown. The result is pressed below the car, the driver that dies unfortunately?
2017, on August 23 12 when make, typhoon " Tian Ge " advent, a citizen of city of Guangdong province Zhongshan takes next this one screen: A van is ceaseless in fierce wind rock, a man tries to prop up car, after a few seconds, van dump, the man is pressed to be by the car, die unfortunately.
A lot of people say he is too foolish really, money was done not have can earn again, but the life was done not have, also mean an end, why to know to value oneself life well?
But they do not know however, this van, it is his person not only, it is the hope of the family more.
"He is the pillar in the home, should be domestic pressure just lets him safeguard this car desperately. " his employer says so.
If not be life place approach, who is willing to take life balance?
Still remember Li Shaoyun does that sheet kiss mom?
At that time, li Shaoyun of 40 years old is taking the daughter with 5 only big months supple come to Wuhan alone, and hire fell to have the rented house of 10 more than square metre only.
To fend, li Shaoyun sought the job of a taxi driver, arrived at 5 o'clock in the evening everyday the following day in the morning at 5 o'clock dispatch a vehicle.
But is the child so small how to do? Li Shaoyun thinks repeatedly, the decision is bringing the child one case, such jobs attend child neither by accident.
Watch this news at that time, more it is feel sad: On this world, the cruelest, it is the truth of the life, what some eats everyday artificially and be anxious, and some people are in however go down to how live and angst is worn.
Original, once the person became poor, connect trouble, divide for 369 etc.
Still remember that brave mom Zhang Lijun?
By fish pancreas she marries to just be less than 1 year when cancer is terminal, still have the pregnancy of 5 months.
"Ability is 27 my husband years old, I let him impossibly all one's life pass with respect to a such people, he became old also need a person to accompany for certain. He became old also need a person to accompany for certain..
Final, she was risking life danger to be delivered of the child, but the patient's condition that this allows oneself however is more exasperate, not only such, because of body reason, she cannot redo any operations, can prolong life only through changing cure.
Slowly, on her body many place grew tumor, the eye also breaks palpability.
The sodden card that holding on the hand is much, also be indifferent to be defeated won. Zhang Lijun says, although be in,go before momently, she still is in hard desperately living, even if be born,never let off oneself alive.
04
" silver-colored fetch " in have very the actor's lines of stamp heart: Tear this thing, it is to flow can miserable the good thing that sweeps with sadness. Can wait for you to be brought up grew up to be able to understand, life still has tear to also erode sordid tremendous sadness, although want to cry to also cannot weep,still unforgettable anguish lets you.
The life that you feel current already very difficult, do not know however, still have more god-given waiting for oneself.
Say the highroad connects Rome, but we do not know however, some people are born in Rome.
V/arc be on the throne of advance benefit emperor when, eunuch tells him the world bodies of the starved, the poor is crying, this monarch asks in reply: "Hungry? Don't then they drink congee of lean lean of the egg that nod a skin for what?
You look, did not feel at all on this world the thing that is the same as experience, they see, it is your painful ten million nevertheless 1/0 stopped.
05
A word says: We are unripe and broken, with living come patch up. The life that who does not have is easier, if that has certainly, then they have our invisible feel sad certainly.
" silver-colored fetch " in have a paragraph of word: The sky is equal, to anybody neither more nor less than, equal beamed people but celestial from time to time can try refine to us, darkness comes, the cloud and rain sun cover.
Although such, we also won't hesitate forever won't have the evening that be impassable, won't have the rain that does not stop to fall, there is the sun in wanting a heart only, we can do not have confused subsist.
I know the life is very difficult, but even if is such, still hope you can go all out do one's best, well subsist. Go having a look at this well all the way good view.
Liu Yuanyuan is in " super oratorical " if one Duan Za heart saying on arena:
"When we immerse oneself in mug to take an examination of a good university everyday, some people read high school to be sent abroad easily by parental beautiful money. Behave hard to stay in an unit when us not when demit is careladen, some people lead a phone to knock calm job, use afraid future far from. Work overtime when us the ground works in the evening even a person returns a rented house in, what does some people house have to need not be done, need to enjoy only go. But, you should believe the destiny gives you a lower than others starting point, it is to hope you struggle with lifetime the old practice that gives to strike back absolutely. It is to hope you struggle with lifetime the old practice that gives to strike back absolutely..
Resemble " heart of a newborn baby that pursue a dream " in, forcibly living go loving forcibly, even if die the cruelest death.
Try hard to set out now, give oneself the hope, even if be a mass of bruises, also want to be certain: Black clouds is again much smoother is again big, also can have a day when drop off after all.