01
Bei Linna feels the easiest thing on the world learns bad namely, covet is returned to wear previously rely on to learn oneself to earn pretty good in the future, looking now is nonsense. Like her this kind of dad is not fond of the hapless spirit that Mom does not love, still be inferior to following idle away in seeking pleasure exceeding elder brother.
Exceed elder brother, tattoo the skin naturally to spend an arm greatly namely mix mix the old, he is being overspread, naturally a flock of little younger brother respect the ground to call her eldest brother's wife, listening to a feeling to be returned unexpectedly pretty good.
She heard Mr. Xia An call, also saw a teacher the sort of complex the eyes of difficult character, but she does not know how to be faced, can make clear only with the manner of inhospitality and cynical: You are not in charge of me again.
Xia An pays the care that pass and warmth to Bei Linna, feel grateful is in Bei Linna bottom of the heart. She also once had thought so even, blocked everything in the past, oneself are unapt so useless.
But the determination that she issues, be founded a state by the bell of unbridled annoy and of Wu Jufang go-by acquiesce in dozen of asunder. In the home, she feels without a bit safety but character, still can be flattery husband to Wu Jufang kissing Mom very and go out to hit mahjong a few times more painstakingly, make Zhong Jianguo OK satisfy animal desire.
If do not leave this environment, zhong Jianguo is in namely simply sit the good fortune that enjoys Qiren. Bei Linna is pressed below the body by him every time, hearing the effluvial tone of he is impure wine flavour, always be evil result keck.
Bei Linna thinks, as such as its, still be inferior to going out billow, do not sleep namely, with who to sleep not as strong as Zhong Jianguo?
Had this idea, a development is gotten very concave and convex have send, growing the girl of a piece of beautiful cheek again, be still afraid of cannot find person have sb in one's care?
Exceed elder brother at least young and robust performance lets Bei Linna feel happiness is much, his overbearing and strong mouth has light nicotian taste, although overbearing let a person be fed up with however do not rise.
Although disposition is a bit big,exceed elder brother what is more,the rather that, the voice is a bit husky, can be opposite oneself feminine sincerity is pretty good. Some money lose at hand to buy the clothes to Bei Linna, try to win sb's favor eats, glad when beautiful conjugal love of close before everybody Bei Linna, laugh bold and generously to be without scheming again.
The most important is, after be together with Bei Linna, other woman never has appeared beside his, this makes the life early with respect to 1000 sore the Bei Linna of 100 aperture feels to have some of nest heart.
In a paragraph of very long time, bei Linna did not ponder again in the future, how a person's mind and exceed the person such as elder brother to live wind wind fire, the day of old wine big flesh, in numerous small mix mix embrace bunch to fall, when the sister-in-law that a bold and unconstrained unrulies.
She ever also had wanted to use exceed elder brother to teach shameless stepfather a lesson, think of Wu Jufang nevertheless the sort of mitzvah that pleases stepfather, feel oneself are old again although the woman is abominable, but also have pitiful place. Stopped, should be bitten by the dog, farewell crosses a head to face that piece of disgusting countenance now, although cruel hit him to also do not change any reality, still add to oneself for nothing.
Bei Linna listens later hearsay, zhong Jianguo is about from the savor on stepdaughter body benefit, feed pith to know ingredient, the little girl that ground of dark rub rub extends evil hands to off-street inside and outside to come to a home. In order to give the way that pin money perhaps buys snacks, the little girl that is opposite a few 89 years old to differ, carry out act indecently towards dally with, be grown to discover by the family eventually, after beating up, was to break a leg allegedly, compensate many money give a person compounding.
The house in the city sold, also do not have a face to stay of course go down, gloomy and Wu Jufang went returning country.
Vent one's hate is after Bei Linna knows it is groan, why don't those parents send deal with according to law? Compounding compounding, know to want money, after the interest in getting him expect, disregard the psychological shadow of own child right-down, leave residue of this kind of person socially.
Bei Linna thinks originally, she and exceeding elder brother to pass one day so is free time of a day still is met very long, need not want to will come, need not worry about the eye of others, she thinks even, after manhood, flat marry him, anyway oneself do not have so called life already and character.
But who ever thought, exceeded elder brother to enter catastrophe in affray, the other side one is done not have full boy of 18 years old is hit into plant person.
Exceeded elder brother to be sentenced 10 years, the brothers of at hand or be chained and thrown into prison or do birds and beasts to come loose. More bad is, bei Linna discovers on this vital link he was pregnant.
02
Mr. Xia An did not think of he still can see Bei Linna, and it is so helter-skelter and gaunt appearance.
That is evening of an autumn day, what weather sinks murkily is a bit cool. Xia An comes off work when coming home, see the Bei Linna of crouch of oneself doorway a twenty-five-stringed plucked instrument.
Xia An made a bowl of ranges to Bei Linna hurriedly, put chopped green onion and lardy noodles in a simple sauce very simply, bei Linna however on the west in part of speech eats very spicily, be like very hungry appearance. Eat at the same time, tears is big however big drippy in the bowl. See this Bei Linna that engraves helter-skelter dejected, before Xiaan ased if to see again two years, suffer encroach before long that poor girl, feel sad letting a person unceasingly.
Bei Linna took a side very quickly, slow-witted slow-witted ground brooded a little while, rise suddenly again before, flop genuflect come down, knock of Dong Dong Dong comes at first.
Xia An was frightened jump, ask repeatedly " you dry what is this? " busy move goes pulling her.
"I was pregnant, summerly teacher asks you to save save me. Summerly teacher asks you to save save me..
Xia Anzhen Jing gets extremely, child of 16 years old is faced with this ability again actually a predicament.
Xia An is thinking even, why is the destiny always so hit pressure, the girl that has torment not experience a society?
Bearing the sadness of mind, beautiful jade of shellfish of Xia An uprear is graceful, let her sit to sofa slowly dilatancy, just it is clear that to her experience of these two years is done probably.
Face the Bei Linna of helpless hesitation, xia An has conciliation and comfort only: "Beautiful jade is graceful, you had thought, if that is mixed,mix was not caught, you are possible the more of waste time. You should make a make a decision only now, want to let me how to help you, be be born the child, still abandon everything in the past beginning afresh? Ordinarily this is a life, I ought not to persuade you to take off, but yourself has not grown up, still be a child. Still be a child..
"Summerly teacher, from exceed elder brother to be caught I think very clearly, I cannot again so muddleheaded went down. I want to take off the child, continue school work, but I do not want to return that home again, do not want to have any correlation with Zhong Jianguo, also need not he raises me to read for me. Also need not he raises me to read for me..
Bei Linna does not have a relative besides that so called Mom and brute stepfather, want to keep away from aloof only unluckily however to those two people, also do not open that scar again.
In her consciousness, it is the person that those two crooked are elder, turn her into today's appearance. She does not have the courage to think if oneself encounter Zhong Jianguo again, can attack to follow him desperately.
"You experienced so much, I also do not want to treat you as again the child looks. I can help you, but my person does not have such force. But my person does not have such force..
Xia An is embarrassed ground expression: "If appeal,the government sector solves your problem, your stepfather can be grabbed to come necessarily, still have your Mom... "
Bei Linna interrupted the teacher's mutter to oneselfing: "I had thought too much for them, from now on later, I and they, do not have association again. Teacher, this how with respect to how. This how with respect to how..
Had Bei Linna's nod approval, xia An is handled no longer foot of ligature of have one's hands tied. Of advantage is, marital He Yang of Xia An is a section office cadre of branch of local civil administration, after was informed these circumstances, contacted very quickly with all possible means the predicament that force will come to solve Bei Linna.
In educational bureau, the Women's Federation, below the interpose of the branch such as public security, zhong Jianguo is grabbed to father sentence, because Bei Linna is minor victim, want to protect her privacy strictly, change name leaves in the help of relevant section, solve her life study problem by beneficent deliverance.
From after this, on the world again also the hapless girl that neither one calls Bei Linna, a person that call Bei Xinsheng's renascence is in new city, new school desperately take lessons after school lacks the curriculum of junior high school that break, and later one's deceased father went up good high school.
Although the university entrance exam does not consider play very good, bei Linna still is taken an examination of went up the accountant of school of a 2 this academy is, the Bei Xinsheng after renascence, the nightmare in the past goes gradually in her life gradually far.
Although Bei Xinsheng compares average fellow student to want big two years old, but compared past a variety of, waste two years of days to be able to be changed merely to life the right path, she is full of again to her future look forward to.
03
He Chen is a 985 universities in city is big 4 students, when seeing be the same as as oneself is the trainee's Bei Xinsheng for the first time, jing is day person.
In his eye, this girl is how extraordinary, she looks relaxed and delightful, plunging into a concise and agile horsetail plait, look the elementary school younger sister that resembles a firm matriculate, qing Chunke's person. But in her pupil, resembling again however is to bearing the weight of the vicissitudes of life with average situation of see through world. Maturity and puerile, so harmonious union is on her body, in the heart that lets a person wish to want to walk into her one dug unexpectedly.
When Bei Xinsheng sees He Chen, the heart also was moved slightly. Sending out on this schoolboy body a kind of clean and decorous scroll is angry, look even if come out in the edification in admirable family circumstances ancestry. Talking tenderness is gentle, voice is rich Confucianism elegant, every act appears very cultured.
Can be so clean and cherubic schoolboy, bei Xinsheng is not dare somewhat of extravagant hopes. Although bygone affection is early by dusty, but in the heart in her, total meeting has what thing reminding oneself, you had had a paragraph of associate with that is abasement even extremely, you ought not to profanatory of a pure boy spoony.
However reason does not keep out affective concussion after all, when you fall in love with a person, all scrupling that begin to become exist in name only. Bei Xinsheng still fails finally to reject He Chen's pursuit, in the feeling that was immersed in this paragraph of sweetness before long.
When He Hechen is together, bei Xinsheng ever had examined his associate with: Zhong Jianguo captured her chasteness, but she is detested only to him abhor; Exceed elder brother to had given her shelter, but those who be unavoidable is coarse and overbearing, be together to be obedient to only with him, do not talk to go up love.
She is the feeling that experiences alleged love for the first time, with an outstanding and pure boy. Kiss with him repeatedly, bei Xinsheng can feel all over tremble limp and numb, can touch want to cry.
All these is the experience that has no from place, what say on original book is true, zhen Aicai is best philtre.
"Xin Sheng, when having a holiday, come home with me see Mom seeing father. Come home with me see Mom seeing father..
He Chen body still is enclothed go up personally in Bei Xinsheng, breath small asthma is by the side of her ear murmur.
He Chen is open-armed to oneself, bei Xinsheng is very clear, but she is ineffable however guilty.
Although at the outset the thing was pressed come down, all her privacy master in hand of small number of people only, can face the He Chen that talks about marriage talking to marry, she becomes aware deriving from personal copy figure of Buddha is a thief, in very insatiable theft this is happy, her in one's heart is not to deserve to go up of He Chen.
I ought not to so avaricious, old later Bei Xinsheng thinks so.
He Chen also is N city person, he Beixin sheng is fellow-townsman. Leave that town a few years, some of insider can be encountered when actually Bei Xinsheng still fears to go back, the love eventually that lets her grows a plan.
04
The likelihood is to fear what comes more more what, bei Xinsheng again by the destiny hand embarrass.
Xia An resembles all accurate mother-in-laws same, prepared a lot of dish to waiting for a son to take a girlfriend to come home. Of course she did not think of completely, that sensible and aspirant tenderness in son mouth is considerate the girlfriend of face of angel of figure of the fine-looking devil that be like a flower, can be oneself in those days student Bei Linna.
That one instant that open the door, with a bang become, the teacup in Xia An hand is dropped was in on the ground.
He Chen looks at the expression of old dad of girlfriend and old Mom, the sort of scared awkwardness is handed in miscellaneous cadaverous, instantly confused also rise, what to produce after all?
To Xia An, she has sympathized with Bei Linna, also had helped Bei Linna, then everything is the morality and justice that is based on her to serve as a teacher and duty.
If Bei Linna is her student only, she should be willing to help her all the time. Can become when the Bei Linna that so much past bears on the body when she allows a daughter-in-law, balance began to tilt.
Do not close when lay sense responsibility when oneself, what we can convey ourselves with the identity of outsider is open-minded and enlightened, express and of those old ideas laic having extremely big distinction, detached and free and easy.
But had witnessed Bei Linna to be encroached by stepfather, had witnessed she and society to mix lump to live together, had witnessed her to be pregnant... after witnessing all Guo Beilin is graceful can'ting bear almost, the Xia An that how lets be very fond of a son again can give accomplish include everything her?
Xia An resembling is so all the commonnest and the mom of shield a shortcoming of fault is same, pulling a son to advise in earnest, disclose Bei Linna's past in He Chen one by one before. Its are recounting her not tire of irritatedly the can't bearing of graceful past of shellfish beautiful jade encounters, wish only the son can be mixed she is same, detest those gloomy privacy, can give birth to emotive clean addiction, follow Bei Linna make a thorough break again next.
Even if He Chen likes Bei Xinsheng, but be in as a child of the mother protect him what grow below bless, a bit goes against maternal meaning without disobedient.
The He Chen of a solemn pledge of love is returned before, in the frequency drop off that she appears at the moment, the telephone call that joins her even and short message reply rarely.
Actually Bei Xinsheng does not blame him, she can understand the contradiction of He Chen heart, also know very well no matter what does she call the name, in the heart of the insider such as Mr. Xia An, she is that sordid Bei Linna forever.
She was carried actively with He Chen part company, he Chen was not persuaded to stay.
The city that before Bei Xinsheng left, works, went to remote southern S town, finance affairs is done in the company with a good dimensions.
The boss of that company 50 come year old, financial to newcome young lady showed great interest, taking her to attend various cocktail party constantly, late banquet. The Bei Xinsheng that awaits in those days just is lovelorn, right to feeling in prospective head confused.
The boss tries to had sent a lot of precious gifts, at the beginning she politely refuses. But time grew, although be opposite,add this man she may be temporarily joyous only, but never also force to him what had coerced, right still instead oneself everywhere keep an eye on.
Since before half a lifetime is become too such, somebody is willing to take care of nowadays, who is following to pass too? After Bei Xinsheng thinks so, on the bed that rolled a boss partly compliantly, became his lover.
Struggle very hard when the shopkeeper is young, the business is prosperous nowadays, the day is moist, cold-shoulder the chaff that struggles together with him very wife. Be opposite before wife kind and gentle fragrance still conceal just a little, ground of flat later brazenly often stay is in Cang Jiao's Jin Wu.
Madam of that principal rooms has cried, had been troubled by, find Bei Xinsheng to entreat even had kneeled down. Bei Xinsheng is very flat also, that is your husband, although you call out him come home, I absolutely not block the way. If he is willing to stay,be here, I also won't drive him to go.
Face kind and gentle fragrance the look of discontent and indignation, bei Xinsheng is wooden, she is paid no attention to really to the view of others nowadays, scold her small 3 shameless how? With respect to her experience, small 3 or cheap goods also cannot hurt her a bit again at all.
But, of that cloudburst afternoon, all over drenched will press doorbell of Home Bei Xinsheng noisy, it is the daughter that the boss is preparing the university entrance exam. The girl was informed the thing in the home, see full day washs the mother of the face with the tear, she cannot bear at the heart, escape from the school designedly the class comes out to look for her.
Bei Xinsheng thinks he is opposite early the mood of others is apathetic, but look at the girl confounded about, and what reveal in the eye is stubborn, indignant, despise, more returning have the terrified that does not mask, what she feels herself is apathetic in the tear in the girl gradually disintegrate melt.
She ases if saw there was courage study afresh below teacher help in those days oneself, as if saw eve of the university entrance exam struggles between exercise examination paper oneself, this girl before, having oneself sign more or less.
Be frustrated of her half a lifetime, is the girl that must make this innocent also pulled in the anguish with this kind of broken family?
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05
After 3 years, on small town of a south, be phoenix the flower opens the time that gets full city pink. Do not apply powdery black, garment act the role ofing is concise, but apparent very comfortable Bei Xinsheng is waving in succession there is husband to come off work in falling leaf.
Familiar footstep noise rises, an appearance is common, the man with tall figure was carrying ground of Dong of Dong of Dong of fruit, vegetable, cruelly oppress to walk into small alley child. See the wife that stands in wall edge, eyebrow eye of the man shined immediately: "You see sheng sheng, I was bought to you a lot of delicious, warm a piscine boiling water to you a little while, fill well filling body, good to our darling. Good to our darling..
Bei Xinsheng beautifuls and laugh, encounter to pay no attention to his all pasts, fulfiling one's promise meaning draws out a heart to draw out the husband with good to her lung, the likelihood is her the happiness with this the greatest all one's life.
, END,
Discuss now: This girl is really much calamity is much more difficult, but the nature that however also one does not know self-improvement is in, alleged and poor person has abominable place surely. Of course, finally also fortunately girl as soon as possible wakes up to reality, again wrong without one fault go down, so avowed can poke cloud and mist to see a month bright. Can say only, blessing.
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