On March 26, 1989, a poet that has talent stayed " everything what I encountered the world to go up tonight, but I won't encounter you. " alone, he is held in the arms " groom, kindling, circumnavigation " dream, left the warmth of sunshine. On the world, leave his own sunset only.
He is lake, he is born for the poem all one's life, die for the poem. He is guarding the poetry in the heart alone, unknown to public, but after he is dead, won the enthusiastic applause of the whole world however.
Check fine Yong to compare with clansman of of the same surname, a bit of one's previous experience not of great renown and influence, for generations farming is agrarian, poor of family financial situation, father is being done not have completely had gone up to learn, it is one walks along what the street strings together alley " gold " hand-me-down is sartorial, arrive all the time old age, also can keep oneself name only.
The village that check a bay is located in outskirt of Anqing city north, in before the old building door that checks the home 10 meters outside, have a pond, the pagoda tree peach of pond edge is flourish. Be here, cha Haisheng spent his childhood and adolescence.
Cha Haisheng ever was a beautiful round face boy. He often goes together with his little brother the pond fishs. He still helps family do agriculture to work, if weed, fertilize and dig yam. In those days, in the eye of alien, he and common farmer child are done not have too big different.
But parental early discovers the child and Everyman are different.
Still learning a language when Chahaisheng when, the mother of lake discovers the child is right writing very have fun at. She endeavors to look for a few books written in ancient times and old newspaper to teach him to read write.
In he is 3 years old when, checked what the sea is born in his mother to teach next understanding " Anhui literature " this word.
Later, what father also discovers an eldest son is sensitive and exquisite. For example, his meeting beg is big people is picked a lotus, put it in the bamboo slip of a replete water, on a piece of when be put before the bed low table. Next, he and his elder brother together, hearing the voice of the flower, in was immersed in a deep dream.
1968, only Chahaisheng of 4 years old attended a commune " Mao Zedong ana recites the match " . In the spot, he recited the 50 many quoted passage of Chairman Mao. At the moment, he feels astonish. Cha Mocun the message spread of a prodigy 10 thousand lis.
The villager people the memory that discovers the child is wonderful, every cool Xia Ye, everybody gathers tell story of the Three Kingdoms, they seek clue of Cha Haisheng complement. Right now, small Chahaisheng always compares adult more meticulous, vividder, let everybody can listen enchantedly.
The son that sees him when his father is so clever, ignore the difficulty in the home, it is when Chahaisheng when 5 years old, with respect to the friend plead for mercy for sb that becomes teacher of run by the local people, the child that lets him reads elementary school ahead of schedule. Later, because result is right, cha Haisheng skip a grade a year.
Although sparkle, cha Haisheng still learns in effort. Burning hot Xia Ye, mosquito bite, he can wear the rustic shirt of father expanse, put oneself leg in water, read for long below kerosene lamp write. In the winter that does not have central heating, he sits before desk, stepping on a foot, rubbing a hand, but his eye still is not willing to leave this book.
1974, chahaisheng of 10 years old is admitted by tall river middle school.
After 5 years, this Chahaisheng of 15 years old is admitted by Beijing University with achievement of first of Anqing area liberal art, sensation is caused in place. On this, once farmhouse lake, more fulfilled " prodigy " honor.
But in the eye in Cha Shuming of his little brother, lake and intelligence of animals are not come from a talent, come from him however exceeding assiduous. "Xia Ye, I lie in the shut-eye in mosquito-curtain to awake, see lake bites to prevent a mosquito, the upper part of the body is wrapping around the village unlined upper garment of father bounty, two legs were not in the cask of replete water, still wear the light with kerosene faint light reads a book, write. Cold wintry night, outside the window with burnt paper, north wind howl, I what hide in shabby quilt, midnight often be waked by aspic, hazy in, lake still sits beside desk, light stamp one's foot is worn double foot, knead is worn both hands, the book that the eye still is staring at flickering kerosene lamplight to fall " .
Time those who look at lake is dead, have some of understanding it seems that, more do not understand. His heart has the of great capacity, it is a horse with the dream, why can does the sunshine that the calm abandons him to ever eulogized so live? Accordingly, his lifetime is secured in 25 years old, and his talent also stops at 25 years old. Common people will remember him forever.
Elder sister, tonight I am in heart make breath out, the dim light of night is enveloped
Elder sister, I have the desert only tonight
At the prairie my hold the bag
A tear is not held when bitterness
Elder sister, tonight I am in heart make breath out
This is a bleak town in rainwater
Mix transiently besides those live
Heart make breath out. . . . . . Tonight
This is exclusive, final, lyric.
This is exclusive, final, prairie.
I still give stone stone
Yield triumphal victory
Tonight highland barley belongs to him himself only
Everything is growing
Tonight I have beautiful desert air only
Elder sister, tonight I do not care the mankind, I think you only.
- lake " elder sister, tonight I am in heart make breath out "
