" pat oneself " readers, everybody is good, I call Li Mujun, this year 33 years old, shijiazhuang person, it is the boss of firm of investment of a finance. The person arrives middleaged, had to still calculate decent job and income eventually, but all these is I more than 10 years ago am unthinkable. Young when, I adore young of ancient be puzzled, fight all day, encounter what love truly all one's life to rock and roll later, group band, open musical instrument travel, those who go is all the time " literary youth " way, never think of one day I can become myself once least of all of bits " flavour of the stink of money of all over the body " businessman. Li Mujun / nuncupativeMy group crosses a band when the university, in a confusion of voices of school Ceng Ming temporarily, a lot of embrace wholesale. For a time my him expectation becomes drummer of frame of a profession, rely on music to have a meal, however by example of plan of real firm firm. The graph is big spot of 2 band show, await me in those days just 145 jins, play music together with brother everyday, feel oneself times cruel. If already passed to make fun of handsome age this morning, beer belly also came out, weight near more than 200 jins. I am born in Liaoning red east, zhang Jia mouth was moved along with parents when 67 years old. In one's childhood a lot of things are written down not clear, these year also answer northeast rarely, pa Mom and I live in Shijiazhuang together, only the important matter such as marriage funeral espouse just can go back. The graph is 1987, when birthday of one full year of life, the group photo accept as a souvenir of I and mom. This piece of photograph is I and watch elder sister in Zhang Jia the mouth pats, that moment still is a pupil, do not look I am very clever in the photograph, actually but naughty move. The life of little place is commonplace and dull, hardly what recreational activities, game hall, phonic resembling inn these places are at that time the place that I love to go most. When the middle school, be the rage of film of young of ancient be puzzled, be worth traitorous period I, more inadvertently study, indulge south the Chen Hao in the film, of the person such as pheasant make a group, fight affray is common occurrence. When high school mixes a society, I had done many hooey. That year one tall, I am act on one's own caught a red hair, to commemorate this one " feat " , return on the sly to turn over a wall to enter park back door, jumped into a broken boat to take this piece of picture. 2002, student with adjacent school fights, lay the person into serious injury, very abominable effect was caused in place. Relapse after balance, the head takes shelter from the wind in the kin home that pa Mom sends past Beijing me. Cannot thinking of to be waited for is half an year, also be thenceforth rises, the thing that I began bring into contact with to affect my lifetime -- rock and roll. Be born in Peking Man the ground is not familiar, I am really dull, be forced to stroll everywhere. Run to 3 lis of collect one day, over I saw band spot show for the first time: Be full of the drumbeat of rhythm, pleasant air, be intoxicated in the audience in music. Since that day, I go there every night dozen of chore, had made bar door child, still baking string of booth to had worked. Sound of the frame in musical instrument likes to go up. The reason is very simple, drummer is the calm Nereus needle on arena. This piece of picture is taken 15 years in the sea after Beijing, I was shaken by the high level of band at that time, dark turn over in one's mind did not stay in Beijing to find a dream fortunately in the heart, this kind of degree I all one's life short of. After half an year, disturbance was appeased, I return piece of members of a family. After that paragraph of day of 3 lis of collect, the force on my body, actuation disposition appears come out, those who replace is the infatuation that rouses to frame. I become music what go up into a kind of spirit to place, rambled almost all bookshops of Zhang Jia mouth, collect full chart of the music theory book of one case, musical instrument, begin self-study. Dozen feel to mix a society before in heart, the day that fights everyday is too dull, also have ashamed regret to pa Mom heart at the same time, mix self-consciously once upon a time socially friend make a clear distinction bounds. After high school graduates, I go Shijiazhuang read an university, major is estate economy, but do not want to abandon music from beginning to end, want to establish a formal band even. Suffer from school does not have relevant mass organizations, my have nothing to do goes to the school the musical instrument around saunters all right, thinking can meet unexpectedly the friend of a few have a common goal. One day, I go in a musical instrument meet unexpectedly two people are in rehearse, one sings, one plays guitar, the level is right, run over to strike up a conversation. Chat an accident be informed, they are adjoining schools also think group band. such, advocate sing, keynote guitar and drummer had, band rudiment peep, later flounder knew Beisi and rhythm guitar. This is our a photograph of whole family, advocate sing (2 right one) come from dentist old and well-known family. Bei Si hand (in) learn sculpture, keynote guitar hand (2 in) the word is not much, love guitar only. Rhythm guitar hand (2 left one) major article secret. Although not be to learn musical one's previous experience, but we see eye to eye accidentally. Remember acquaintance before long rehearse after, we use very short time to spend a major tall, the metallic rock-and-roll with great difficulty was deduced. That momently, I feel I joined a very good orchestra. Since then university 4 years, we are like brother 5 times in person, a rehearse, drink together, crossed a paragraph up to now unforgettable good life. As the practised of band craft, we are in school outside acting, also begin to receive small-sized business to act. The graph is the show spot of Shijiazhuang supermarket start business, I am in feel uncertain. When be different from rehearse, in the show we are sung mostly pass sing degree of tall song, also had tried to create but end up with nothing definite finally. Once advocate sing be lovelorn, want to write a song to commemorate gone love, we music of music of division of labor of a few people, look for rhythm, arrived phase of compose a poem to a given tune of ci, he went from inside the sort of lovelorn sadness already. Libretto is deleted and change a few times still dissatisfactory, first time creation aborted so. Young the creation when is concerned with feeling more, look now feel babyish and funny, in those days is extremely big thing however. Was opposite, our band name makes cross blue. This backside still has a paragraph of story. La Zi is to had been decided early in the morning, because of rock-and-roll traceable Blues, also representing our joint music concept. "Cross " the word discussed very long, want to use a metal originally by " plating " word, but hand of second Bei Si offers to use " cross " word, he says " the go person that we are worldly wrong paths, support music overshoots the days of a few hardship " . This word moved our everybody. Think now, it ases if a prophecy. We relied on music to spend the time with a paragraph of happy end, hurried off to respective future next, the half a lifetime before farewell thinks that paragraph of day of the university is so ages ago that that paragraph of day of the university resemble nowadaysThe second half that abandoning ideal is unripe in, we 5 people chose disparate path. Advocate sing come home do dentist, bei Si hand makes an one's line, rhythm guitar became a treasurer, I am hit in financial industry go all out, only keynote guitar hand still is making music. Band came loose, but I always feel to there still is that one seed in the heart of our everybody. This piece of photograph is college graduate is held that year leave pat when the show. At that time is really young, in succession sang 21 songs, la Lian is beautiful, brilliant years. "Abandoned ideal, whose person is OK, which meeting is afraid of one day you in all I " , still do not understand this at that time, there is not taste in rehear heart now. During the university, we 5 people regard each other as the family member, one simple " graduated " cannot part us. Big that years 4, I and advocate sing offer, everybody brother one, cannot so came loose easily. Then, to live those who rock and roll to stay in oneself with brother in, we 5 people are consultative musical instrument of decision the standard width of a room in an old-style house goes. Sell musical instrument to hold education concurrently by day, go in the evening bar is stationed in sing. That was 2008, everyone gave 5000 money, later advocate sing took more again 5000, altogether 30 thousand, a 100 much smoother door faces were hired around the school, lunar hire 700. At that time, 5000 money are not brushstroke small amount. But everything does not imagine like us in so successful. After opening business before long, go for the first time bar is stationed in sing be cheated miserable. The prices at that time is band sings 3 days repeatedly, salary pays after the show ends, every time 300 the left and right sides. But to finish Zhang that day, the boss says to do not have pay, only a bottle of red wine serves as painstaking cost. Although disappointed, but open business to mark first time, we drank wine, result the following day all has vomit and diarrhea. This ability discovers before is bottle of false wine. Fortunately later the boss that encounter very rely on chart. The graph is annual meeting of agency of Heibei of capable 2008 stationery, I and guitar hand backstage are awaited. The bang that lives to us is far more than hereat. We try in vain to run the business with idealism, musical instrument maintained a year to begin all right not apply goes out. Eventually one day, bei Si hand says he has a working opportunity outerly, want to have a try. Good brother should go, we however everybody dare start to talk leave him, because of already fast at that time be unable to get something to eat meal, basically eat to give the effect in order to ensure only everyday. When cannot see future, it is well-advised that the option leaves. The graph is his see sb off that day, we drank old wine. Once everyday a rehearse, show, sleep, nonabstainer, each go straight towards a thing nowadays, say not sad it is impossible, but on feast us can try to show happyness when one is sad. Of Bei Si hand leave the fact that reminded us everybody does not wish to face, should be musical instrument done after all all right? Go in Bei Si hand hind before long, advocate sing put forward to want to come home successive family property. He is to elude place of business of Home Cailaishi, also compromised finally. I understand band is to come loose really, although provoke people of a new type again, cross blue band also be dead. If cannot become reconciled brother plays music together, in my heart, fine long hair of travel opening musical instrument is insignificant. The graph gives priority to hand of responsory keynote guitar to be in collect folk songs, want to let time stop to be awaited in those day more. Two week hind, keynote guitar hand also " the world evaporates " . One day I go looking for him, landlord says he moves already, but did not leave any connection way. Till two years hind, he contacts me actively, just be informed so in those days he returned a house, sold a mobile phone, went roaming about alone. But in those days I none know the inside story, I am astonished at ideal and undone speed, did not think of oneself once most have deep love for, the most devoted, think even the realest thing, meet unexpectedly with a kind of so fast speed fall to pieces. The graph is the keynote guitar hand of university period. 2009, musical instrument travel is formal close down. Someone else made a choice, and although I am not willing again, in also can choosing to leave a dream to return reality only, go. I sought the job that portion estate evaluates in Shijiazhuang. Just began that half an year, the mood is very gloomy really, repulsion works, listen to rock-and-roll ability to make me quiet only. | | | Have client that bring into contact with nags, within an inch of and he is hit. After the event, the leader looks for me to talk, he persuades me, what you are faced with immediately now is chummage is handed in do not rise, did not live to go down, if cannot give up disposition, go facing the job with occupational manner, that dreams to want to disappear not only, you rectify an individual to may disappear. After wherefrom take second place, I begin to try to face this job, put down pair of music hold read aloud, tenaciously life goes down. Slowly, there also was dot small success in the industry. After finding new job a few times, accomplished place eventually one appears on the market the financial chief inspector of the company. The photograph is I go to what when island of emperor of the Qin Dynasty is away on official business, pat. I had abandoned rock-and-roll thoroughly in those days, of one mind attacks was in on the job. As working stability, the life becomes smooth and steady rise. Be in in party of college fellow student, I met present lover, also had a lovely daughter. But always feel to as if in the heart what be short of, everyday toward 9 evening 5, rush about for the life, further and further from the dream. When in the still of night, that paragraph of plays music with brother joy when my constant regular meeting remembers an university day. This is I and sweetheart travel in Japan. In fact, those who be see sb off of Bei Si hand that day is our brother 5 people the last time is appropriate. Wherefrom second hind, ever regarded each other as our each goes his own way of the family member, had not seen again. Returning contact exclusively now is keynote guitar, he in Shijiazhuang a musical instrument teachs guitar all right. We two be free to often get together. This is I and him in lakefront barbecue. He still resembles once upon a time in that way the word is not much but persistent. Think of him, my side side always makes lofty be in since resound " fine " in those who sing that, "I that always silent friend, you let me feel power. You let me feel power.. He is in, I was not forgotten with respect to the way that knows those years. I always am wanting to want to make a career well, when capable when, again us elder brother gets together 5 times. After entering a society, I am changed somewhat to the view that rock and roll. Nowadays, it is a hobby only, compared with artistic form, I more the sort of freedom that cares about delegate of its backside place and hold to. Be the hard time that this kind of belief is propping up me to had gone to enter a society alone, the life that also is me brings new a favourable turn. This is the company 3 years ago films conduct propaganda is illuminated, in front of is right the fatso of 4 serious is me. I beat dead to also want to be less than my to become the office worker of the rule that change of a business suit honors when the university. At the beginning of 2014, a of my university good brother does finance to do poineering work, ask I want not to want to help. My kink for a long time, it is sweetheart dot woke I, she asks I am to want to there is contribution on the profession more, still want to enter a career one time with brother. Then I decide abdication is in business at once. Now very rejoice made this decision. This is a 3 the mouth takes a photograph of whole family when daughter one full year of life. Do poineering work this, to me character, it is the improvement of economic condition not only, more it is to give my opportunity to go tarry dream, although not be the means with music. In my heart, can mix friend a footloose enterprise, this thing itself very rock and roll, very worth while. Parents is still living and in good health now, complete in both respects of wife and daughter, make a career can footloosely with brother everyday, such day I am very contented. This is I and daughter of two years old play in the football ground. After doing poineering work 3 years, my economic condition was improved slowly, do not need to be anxious to support a family again. Answer freedom to commemorate he searchs, I changed a new hair style. 2017, very accidentally, I see first gear music program of put together art. It makes me discover, play music to must not make band certainly so, a independent or a few people also can pass some kind of carrier convey his, a genre of popular entertainment consisting mainly of talking and singing is a first-rate channel. Likelihood its artistic quality is not high, can accept for masses place more however. That about music seed that then I bury with one's own hands more than 10 years ago budding. I found keynote guitar, persuade he and me to do a genre of popular entertainment consisting mainly of talking and singing together. He still is that special idealism, seek the person of artistic and dinkum sex, persuaded he and my creation to be spent for a long time. The graph is 2014, the happy hand in I and boss of travel of Shijiazhuang musical instrument and circle is in party. Before doing poineering work, party of barbecue of this kind of music is main mensal. But after doing poineering work, I attend lesser and lesser, because feel each other are cognitive gradually no longer identical, I blend in the artist's circle again completely very hard it seems that. Constant from ridicule, oneself now is " the small boss that can write a song " . Recently this half an year, I and keynote guitar are writing a song, went more than 10 years, although we understand to what rock and roll no longer identical, but the tacit understanding when having an university after all is in, collaboration is very successful. Now rhythm, compose, libretto already ended. The inspiration of this song comes from the novel that recommends at a sweetheart. I like this book very much, after be being read, had at once write a song to greet the thought of this book. Hope to be able to finish it before July this year. Because July 21 is the birthday of my sweetheart, I want to send her to make birthday present. The graph is attached most importance to after pickup is happy, I begin to learn clavier. Besides creation, I also am trying to join the club of a genre of popular entertainment consisting mainly of talking and singing of a few Shijiazhuang now, the level that seeks opportunity him harden oneself, remind oneself to cannot quit present job absolutely at the same time. Although be not done now,rocked and roll actually, but in the body that always feels rock-and-roll brought my thing to already blended in me, turned a kind of behavior into mode. Because rock and roll, I always feel I cannot become the sort of trader of special Zhou Zheng, go up in the ways one gets along with others still persistent ground is a few more yearning genuine thing, some edges and corners always also are returned in the heart, also do not change. The graph is the spot of a genre of popular entertainment consisting mainly of talking and singing in Shijiazhuang Live House. In the job, I meet the person with mixed bring into contact with. Come up against those every time young from art person, happy hand it may not be a bad idea, painter it may not be a bad idea, feel they live very not easy, total meeting is stood by in spite of oneself to them, think oneself to be able to help them break away from the embarrassment of instantly. Occasionally, I am thinking, if in those days I can encounter me present, what can you say? OK and affirmative is, won't persuade oneself to forgo pair of free pursuit absolutely, still can impose that sentence probably " encounter difficulty not to escape, hold to, rushed to be over forth " . Him hope arrives 7 old 80, still be to rock and roll sprit old young person, still remember holding to the value with freedom. Above is the story that Li Mujun shares. If you also have a story, grow please by screen, sweep a story that tells us you. 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