Character special interview | Yao Chi and his fireworks world

2016, the Yao Chi that just attended a college to Beijing feels to the thing of the outside blast a panic, walk along flourishing recreational when 3 lis of collect, him feeling is antipathetic, hide subliminally to viatic most inside, do not let others see him.

Had risen an university nowadays 3 grade, look through the section " youth has you " the Yao Chi that collect person enrages first, face interview, finger tip or meeting stop not the dwelling place is asp.

? Ground of his complexion as usual says him move produces the heart road course of new song, often burst out laughing, your person feels without the person meeting give the heart to embarrasses a such children.

Indeed, the Yao Chi that was born 1998, this year already 21 years old, will decide with legal age, he enters the range of adult already.

But he stubborn region is worn brave of a Gu, antagonism is worn grow to be changed to the content of a child with mutation, to seek the balance of both, drop in the world that enters in oneself instinctively bump into exploration.

? Mark of a bundle of question

Yao Chi is interview an object very well, clever and genial, know what the other side wants. In conversational process, he won't make circuitous fight with the sentence with a few simple ambiguous perhaps terms. But this a bit won't give a person adulatory or utilitarian feeling, he more it is reasonable solution, in all affection, give actively next. Write in new song like him in that way: "I from which analytic thousands of words, receive mark of a bundle of question to come from at you. Receive mark of a bundle of question to come from at you..

Respecting this libretto when, yao Chi resembling is one is enmeshed in cosmic illusion " in 2 teenagers " , revealing oneself exceed capacity.

In that world, he is one has the extraterrestrial that exceeds capacity, descending in earthly process, people can feel he is a shooting star, promise to him next, then he receives the signal of the person that received a loneliness, the other side says: "The my true person that wants to understand me " .

Lu Xun has a famous remark, be cited extensively now -- human joys and sorrows is not interlinked, I feel they are clamorous only.

Everybody is in long for understanding, also be in at the same time ignore other, this scanty from bring up tremendous heart empty, resemble the oracle that is a loneliness, go round and round.

Once, yao Chi received China postal the telephone call that makes, the other side wants to let him do an user to investigate questionnaire. He is being worn urgently at that time go out, agent often transmits urgent sound. He thinks ring off originally, but think better of wants to keep back again, chatted 8 minutes with the other side, finally as a result of really anxious, be forced to say to be hit again after a while with the other side.

This thing since staff member memory yell phonate, "He answers over say, hum, it is an undergraduate, do I say you are cooperating a family to do an user to investigate? Do I say you are cooperating a family to do an user to investigate??

Yao relax explanation says: "If everybody does not deserve to close, his then true effective questionnaire is not taken, too miserable. The consideration on the footing that stands in others namely. The consideration on the footing that stands in others namely..

What he is attributed to this himself is sensitive, sensitive person often can experience than others more exaggerated mood, "The frequency that your Bei wants to compare others Bei is taller, more exquisite perhaps. Similar issue confronts in others, the angle that can stand in the other side will want, he is in what to experience. He is in what to experience..

In that " deep and remote endless flow of orchid color loneliness " in, occasional has stars to slide run quickly die, this commendable heart that be the same as manage, may realize those piteous solution.

? Break shackles into pieces

A person all disposition features, or broken, or perfect, can find the solution in his growing contrail. Of Yao Chi sensitive with amorous, also do not escape the impression of childhood.

After 20 years old, yao Chi just becomes Yao Chi, before this, he calls an ox Xu Dong all the time. Yao Chi this name originates mother, he writes in his new book: "Regard oneself as the prefix of the name with the surname of a such heroes, can bring more force certainly. Can bring more force certainly..

Yao Chi says frankly oneself family circumstances is not quite good, a small noodle shop was opening in the home at that time, can going to school for him already was a very amazing thing, support his musical dream without strength to spare. Before the university on him, mom likes to call song belong to the same organization to him none know the inside story.

First 2 when, he heard rock-and-roll from the good friend's MP3 at that time, it is OK to just know popular before music so interesting. He found music, taking mad intense desire of the teenager.

Adolescence always is diffusing to long to mix look forward to. When going to school, he imagines himself to be able to sing a song on show of some anniversary of the founding of a school constantly, amaze the people with a single brilliant feat makes the man of the time of the school. The game plays later again on behalf of the school, the star that becomes future...

But once fat the dream that lets him dare not face up to him, "Because oneself are very self-abased really,be really, step this one pace without courage. But I feel is a destiny, let me going toward a right way all the time. Let me going toward a right way all the time..

Still have sister for company fortunately he, sing together, take bacon flat bread, spend birthday... the elder sister's existence, fill what one part childhood lacks a friend is empty. A lot of people know, of Yao Chi because,be born is elder sister. Elder sister the heart is not quite good in one's childhood, after parents worries an elder sister, can suffer bully, the hope has a child to accompany an elder sister again, just had Yao Chi then.

When he admits mom tells him this thing, sadness passes small one, still imitate oneself at that time cry antrum, "I am crying to say with my Mom, why be just delivered of me because of my elder sister, next my Mom my elder sister my dad family comes over to mock me. Next my Mom my elder sister my dad family comes over to mock me..

He still has written a Zhou Ji accordingly, a little boy feels interrogative to his existence: "Can my this all one's life carry tea to send water to my elder sister only? " say this word, yao Chi stops not the dwelling place laughs: "Really very good laugh, I think now super and ashamed. Next that heart knot also was done not have. Next that heart knot also was done not have..

The reporter cannot help plainting " this is family " , he says: Yes. Family does not have the expectation with particularly tall what to Yao Chi, can take an examination of it is good to attend a college, seek a smooth and steady job again, cross a bromide to be born. Not certain and great, happiness is good.

Before this, very academic be used to is the business that he should do all the time, he knows very well take an examination of Beijing only, just the opportunity realizes his music to dream. Although the university entrance exam was bungled because of be being taken an examination of to fall ill, than ever low 779 minutes, but he still is taken an examination of after all went up the school of Beijing, made an opportunity for oneself.

The one part orbit of reality and dream is in Beijing this city jackknife, "Can this word say fate? I feel true is fated arrangement. I feel true is fated arrangement..

? Tang Huaise door

When just attending a college, yao Chi feels he comes from at very small street, it is a person that how had not seen world. Go in 5 road junction and 3 lis of collect so such busy streets, can feel very self-abased. But look much later, reach the position of a balance gradually. "I am maintaining my curiosity to everything beside, do not have again next so cowardly. Do not have again next so cowardly..

Becoming trainee is an accidental opportunity, encountered oneself particularly trustful friend, want to seize this opportunity for his dream then. "Everybody felt to be like place of a time, you should do a few businesses, automatical. Automatical..

" youth has you " after broadcasting, what lift as Internet is orgiastic, musical dream of Yao Chi had come true it seems that, seem to a few differ again.

Almost everybody ever was affected by teleplay in one's childhood, longing becomes star stagewise glow to shine. That is the appearance that everybody imagines medium star, light is bright beautiful, without any irritated worry. But reality often can let a person feel visional and unbalanced, shining backside hard to avoid shelters evil people and practices, so that make happiness helter-skelter and undone.

Ground of Yao Chi in spirits described the setting in his dream to the reporter, on division of a music, there is tens of thousands of audience to watch his show next. People does not look a mobile phone completely, follow his music, the dance with jumping strange, perhaps drinking beer to chat with the person on the side.

"I all the time very expect such setting, before hope the picture that expected ten years can appear in me. " however reality is, he must flounder leaves an activity at all sorts of lines, live on plane and trestle. Everybody's manner clusters round mostly, still can have now and then cankered person, the language that speaks a few indescribable midriff to answer.

After living such a paragraph of life, yao Chi feels suddenly oneself and that very happy male undergraduate in the past, seem to had left very long. If continue to go down so again, oneself can become more and more him unlike. Exerting oneself is a tickler up, indulge in sensual pleasures excessive very easy however. Want you to back down only one pace, such life can disappear immediately.

Yao Chi is maintaining to this sober vigilant even: "I not indulge such life, because it won't belong to me for a long time. Because it won't belong to me for a long time..

He hopes he can maintain a common position more, go by subway public transportation, go the market buys food, can experience the more subtle instant in the life.

? In recreation the circle yearns for common, sounding is it seems that very the thing that cut apart, yao Chi has his view to this.

His present dream is the singer that has become and actor, and the as it happens of smoke internal heat in the life offers nutrient for him. When meeting, he just made fun of anew kill blueness, there still are some to send old gauze on finger. That is to be when the play that the play staff films a mood erupts, the cut that is delimited not carefully by glass.

He describes the feeling at that time to resemble very soft fingernail delimiting on the skin same, did not think of to come out to see the flesh break up, "Very fearsome, did not hurt nerve fortunately nevertheless. Did not hurt nerve fortunately nevertheless..

No matter be singer or actor,he knows very well, want creation to be able to have resonant thing with others, "Premise is you should have real experience, do not come out by ideal elephant. You do not write calculate, others writes you should be sung, the show comes, also be incorrect " .

For these good dreams, he must do business of a lot of irrelvant, include the responsibility of a lot of mentally, yao Chi expressed to had been been used to.

The reporter asks he has wanted to escape, he was stupefied, place a hand at once, but still laughing: "Ah? Do not ask so difficult question, I reply without method " . This is the problem of a bad answer really, not be profundity perhaps understands hard.

If today's Yao Chi, had been the person arrives middleaged, render outstanding service and be famous, can scruple in order to be without probably the ground discusses this topic one time. But he 21 years old, lacked a few position that can express this word it seems that.

When the plan jumps over this topic, yao Chi gave out oneself answer: "I escape without method, I can adjust only oneself. If I can find this perfect balance, I believe I can be done weller. I believe I can be done weller..

Subsequently, he shared another about escaping story.

That is him seventeen years old when, have chaffy dish together with family one day, feel their life is too dull suddenly, discussing similar issue everyday: What did neighbour produce again, rice bad, made a tile...

This lets him feel break down, do not want all one's life to go down so, longing has a profession that has fresh and exciting experience everyday. Then he is listening to everyday about escaping song, wanting to escape insipid life.

Lived all one's life truly, and lived one day only, repeated all one's life however, have substantially distinction.

But present Yao Chi had different view to this kind of life, "Actually in that way thing also is very good, in that way hardheaded, you understood a place really, the some with can true ability experiences. The some with can true ability experiences..

In new song of Yao Chi, cited a paragraph " Yin Yi killer " medium classical actor's lines, "I had seen battleship be in flaming Orion, c ray flares in the dark in Tang Huaise door " .

Germany is classical 3 act are operatic " Tang Huaise " in, tang Huaise leaves the visional world of love goddess Venus, the Huatebao that returns real world valley, with holy Elizabeth meet again.

Be in visional in the experience is pleasurable, affliction is sufferred all kinds of in reality, people lifetime is in evenly this is both the relation between.

Yao Chi very the yearning is luxuriant the times that rock and roll, each person is in mad Ju Yong dare the ground is seeking freedom, but modern always is done not have so brave.

When modern is doing a lot of businesses, metropolis first look before you leap, the fractional bomb that age of together with information brings, everybody becomes chiller and chiller to everything beside. "Express a thing now like me, I also dare be not conveyed so, but do not say me, I dare have been conveyed very much. I dare have been conveyed very much..

In him expression on this thing, yao Chi really already very effort.

? Fireworks world

Highteen when, yao Chi looked again " young prince " , cannot help weeping. That paragraph of time is he discovers he seems to a few follow when other people is different, "I seem to hold out sensitive, seem to be able to experience a few exquisite things quite " .

To this he feels fear. Those who fear to lose oneself is sensitive, fear to lose the curiosity to the world and imagination.

Too much person is in imperceptible in let those is worth that cherish, can help him obtain the capability of the experience on this world, pointing to seam slip. Be good at the person of the life, often can use oneself sense, and the purest distress in the soul, gift for the least thing the greatest sense.

The new book that is oneself in Saierweiya films when the photograph, yao Chi has had the experience of pursuant sunset. After knock off, one pedestrian begins to admire sunset 5 minutes seriously the picture inside.

Yao Chi wants to see the thought long-standing of sunset, but often be unable to call to mind should go looking, then all the time oversight. See the moment of sunset till that day, see gules sun is gobbled up gradually by cloud layer, he just knows, original sun falls completely to need one minute only.

This experience also lets him feel oneself should more actively uses all senses on auditive, eye, body, go experiencing the thing that this world communicates.

The enthusiasm with too much vivid life is dangered by quick information fritter away, push in multifarious news in sending, people can chase gradual change to get coma. "You can feel such pushing sending is very small business, seem to have nothing to do with yourself, but actually it and yourself be closely bound up. But actually it and yourself be closely bound up..

Here, yao Chi has again some but, in stating oneself return the course that changing. Like the person of photography as, when seeing beautiful scenery, he always cannot help wanting to take skill machine to take a picture, "Taking a picture also is very important, to record that a chain of time, likelihood the person is so avaricious " .

He likes photography, it is to record the world not only, also be to decide case memory.

? He imagines himself 80 years old again old perhaps when, sit on wheelchair to take those photographs previously to look, plaint next: Ah! I am young also over- . Those memory or joy, or regretful. Only such, he just can feel his life has lived really.

"You just calculate the joys and sorrows of life of life had been tasted, laid gut, you just can not leave a regret to oneself. You just can not leave a regret to oneself..

Can see he is on Saierweiya's meadow then, with branch direct weed sings, dance on the alley that face about is aspersing the setting sun again.

This filmed brigade Yao relax is very satisfactory, because cameraman is his particularly good friend, know what angle so most like him. "In that pair of eyes of camera backside, must understand you most, ability is caught most the instant that resembles you. Ability is caught most the instant that resembles you..

That is the will that shows fully from inside nature, it is to break away from visional foamy reality.

The illusion abounds like Tong Yi of child of Yao Chi resembling, free at reality besides. At the same time he take root at fireworks world, long to stand fast than who the intendment of the life.

Contradictory, leave gradually, fresh.

? He is walking along those who be in one individual exploration world to need the road of classics, when what visit Xiang Jing base like first time of a child is dim, discovered oneself sign.

If life inns, we also are pedestrians.

People cannot expect ideal and real success or failure, be fond of care half probably, achieve a balance probably, this need time and cross will fill in the answer.

Yao Chi has a plan, the hope can be in night of the New Year's Eve when, see the firework next by air.

Because the friend of the play staff follows him to say, come back from the United States once, as it happens was night of the New Year's Eve that day, he sees the firework of ground transfer to a lower level, ...

"The thing that saw a lot of worlds " .