95 hind drunk pour the subway to stand, complain tearfully " I am trashy " : The life of adult, break down repeatedly very in a low voice
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Brush small gain to see a news, quite miserable.
On April 17 late night, opening of Nanjing subway new market stands, the policeman discovers one man is tipsy go up, the circumstance enquires before going up.
The man apologizes again and again: "I had been told with my wife, she can receive me, I am sorry, disturb you. Disturb you..
The policeman says: "Do not have a thing to do not have a thing, for the life everybody nots allow easy. For the life everybody nots allow easy..
Policeman general his uprear, let him sit on the ground, still bought a bottle of water to him, let him be drunk first a bit.
As we have learned, this man is 95 hind, those who make a sale, can sign sheet smoothly for the client, door of a guest invited to a dinner party to help entertain the guest of honor drank a lot of wine.
In a few minutes, the man's wife comes hurriedly, he just begins to cry in a low voice: "Darling, I am sorry, I am really trashy. I am really trashy..
02
The hug of man and wife, the tear in flashy jab is nodded.
Wine is tasted see character, although malty, but he did not spill wine mad. At first estimation is to think he still can come home, hate to part with take a taxi, the choice takes the subway.
Just drink really because of wine much, just stand in the subway.
Look to come out he is very tender also to wife, feel wife incommode, just crying to say " I feel I am trashy " , that " darling " cry come out, true good intention is fond of him.
This is the life of adult, again bitter again tired can maintain forcedly only, break down repeatedly very in a low voice.
Zhang Ailing can say no wonder, middleaged the following man, constant meeting feels alone, because he opens an eye, the person that should rely on him is all round, do not have the person that he can rely on however.
Actually, in this times, the men and women is same, as the growth of the age, most person can have similar miserable with but. Feel all the way climb boil dozen, scanty merits and virtues makes the same score in the end hard in those days Hong Gu annals.
As if beside all people are advancing, and you are annual however place footfall accomplish nothing. Parents' grizzled with each passing day hair, the abiogenesis groan in the phone, resemble be being written down write down frowsty fist to be on your body.
Workaday face 9 evening 5 commute, be in the home curtilage on the weekend now and then go out blind saunter, with respect to such a week another week, the job did not have passion, the life was done not have fresh, life seemed to float yellow sent mildew.
Everybody has searched poem and distance without courage again, always compromise in be partly compliant, give oneself fill chicken broth ceaselessly, with struggle will pack drift along.
Side side seems noisy to have voice: "This is a person that dare not cry aloud, can conceal oneself at the night only, sacred besides laugh helpless also. Sacred besides laugh helpless also..
03
I ever also had had the experience of such snivel.
That is I just had a job before long winter, time of a school communicates a class to go up by me. Arrive to preparation from selection of subject take part in the match, have time of 5 days only, the move that return a top must take first pressure.
I at that time, still attending the mathematical class of 3 classes, face near future end busier, a lot of data want to hand in. The impression with that the latest a week, it is cold and tired.
The big winter with brisk cold wind, people came off work, my person stays in the office, do not have a person to whole finally building, hearing a song, revise a tax repeatedly, him lecture listens to oneself.
More dramatic is, my throat is indescribable ground agnail, evening is over to study by oneself in scheduled time below a person goes making an a bit, hit an a bit to be able to drink bit of congee only, continue to return rental room to change a course again.
The late night brushs small gain, see innocently liked the marriage gauze that a schoolgirl pats long to illuminate, rip a heart to crack lung kind painful. Him hate still does not have courage to his promise a good future, from this person, was about to disappear thoroughly from inside my life.
The match ends that day, I achieve what one wishes take the first. Prize-giving link, go from dais that momently, everybody is applausing, I want to cry very much however.
I am being borne by force all the time, came loose ask work in the same placing to have a meal, drank a lot of wine. Shake take things easy to come home in the evening, discover the key falls in the school. I crouched below the pomegranate tree of small courtyard to cry for ages, compare the tear that when be lovelorn, drops much still.
Although be awaited in those days,had boiled the past, but I want to cry namely. When reading, do not know real life is what appearance all the time, more or less does junior and flighty heart have some of consider oneself unexcelled in the world.
Worked to just understand the manners and morals of the time is hard, we are boiled not easily, straight face is challenged, push cup change small cup, nobody put up with you, nobody understands you.
Want hard, do not do Song, get over goes crying casually, cried to continue to laugh.
04
Su Dongpo says, "Send ground of mayfly Yu Tian, one of insignificant the sea millet " . Case of poem of stage of the black when those, huang Zhou be demotinged, that evening he also is to wash nevertheless small cup more drink, messy hind endure.
Zhang Jiajia says, "Had walked along how many disappoint, rain hits banana to cry dog, always have a terminus, man Shuhua leaves is the world " . He is pickled after the divorce, fat into the ball, did not die fortunately.
Of all ages is such, "Boil " below the word 4 fire, it is whats attack however eternal belief.
You ever anguish passes, ever abjection over- , ever also indulged not to know to put in a road 's charge in negative sentiment, but you go later.
You ever washed a face with the tear, cengxin is like dead ash, also ever heartstricken, do not manacle oneself, go drain, go wantonning, go hysterical. Just, after crying, do not turn round again, do not plunge into again into deep-sea blame others to be not cast however with the buoy.
Everybody can have the time of a few unusual hardship, of the life embarrassed, of the job frustrated, the pressure of school work, the in a desperate situation of in a state of anxiety of love. Hold out, life is met be suddenly enlightened; Hold out what come nevertheless, time also is met church you how with their handclasp make peace.
Again sober night, you also can be asleep, even if have a few hour a few minutes only; Again endless hardship, you also can be spent, no matter whether be like you in the future,be wished.
If gentleman ins good health, meet Chun Nuanhua leaves, if joy is too difficult, wish you are restful
