Offer this one point of view, it is me in firm work at that time; And carry out goes this one viewpoint, however between a few climate with short ability.
Commonplace person is such, one thinks in the heart, one says on the mouth, be being done truly is... and a model that I am commonplace philtrum, like all and commonplace person early ever was stimulated before him encourage -- struggle, begin from now, make a career one time.
Want at that time of what kind vow solemnly, and already passed more than 10 years in an instant, struggle? Where is oath? Suddenly is like a dream! One does not have the dream of any effort and story.
The dream always has wake momently, nevertheless, I am done even however " dream " , do another kind to be full of look forward to with the hope " new dream " !
Work more than 10 years, the classmate meets, at the outset young face already was replaced with vicissitudes of life. This affection this scene, can't help a past recall.
Strong year after year in those days, we are same ambitious, same lofty sentiments lofty ideal... in these more than 10 years, how many person let years destroy his passion, let days fritter away oneself fight... and be dropped by fritter away all classmate can be commonplace person only; See those again great ambition, lofty sentiments outspread all the time the classmate to now: Some contracting to do a job large project, some starts his company; Some learns the sea to struggle in book hill become a doctor, some pens do not stop to already wrote book end speech now n cultivated land...
And I, still be a month the young staff member that Feng Lu pays expenses quite only.
Before thinking more than 10 years, my why is not same ambitious, same lofty sentiments lofty ideal... however, I did not go down this lofty sentiments, this great ambition continuously, hit when struggling at the beginning retreat a kind of drum used in Chinese operas, and, still seek all sorts of ground: Time is used not quite, the opportunity does not have favor all the time, rush about for domesticity even... the speech that uses such comes him prevaricate.
I such smooth mediocre person commonplace, the reason is very simple -- say to be not done only!
I slept more than 10 years this, cannot saying more than 10 this years is the life, can say only living, still existing breath.
Wine crosses 3 make one's rounds, had signs or feeling of getting drunk each.
"I want to become ordinary but not commonplace person! " I am malty, taking drowsiness, signs or feeling of getting drunk, frustrated...
"Then you struggle, " say as the Guan Er of director of a company, "Begin from now. "Begin from now..
"You say, what can I do? How should be I done? " I do not think really again such ignorant went down, so, ground of my truly thinking was placed to classmates big unpleasant difficult problem.
That visits the sea elder brother of straight mechanism, find both funny and annoying: "Brother, more than 10 years, you still do not know how you should be done, what can do, do you plan to become a young staff member namely all one's life? Perhaps say to be able to become young staff member all one's life only! Perhaps say to be able to become young staff member all one's life only!!
Elder brother's wife closing ear sees I am serious, so, ground of chant laugh chant comforts me: "Face hears evening dead Yi Weigui! You can think so, with respect to the specification you still go! Besides, you the time passes well now! We are different, it is to eat buccal meal... "
I know to close the intention of ear elder brother's wife, but the classmate meets, so glad thing, still make me finally rash the ground " agitate end " . I, classmates the word of talk about the past, one also did not listen clear, I am considering me only " new dream " , on wine desk toast each other, push cup change small cup, let my be perturbed, I am like what think of somewhat from pour from drink, till fuddle one's cap...
Before leaving when, well-meaning classmates are fastened with my path one by one, unanimous: We still have several more than 10 years! Do not lose heart...
This, I understand! Who had not I blamed, I am red without the eye who to cross, do not have envy and hate to who cross more... I am the heart has only unwilling! Unwilling so mediocre and unambitious spend this lifetime!
I walk slowly either end of a bridge, face wind on four sides, pledge the life of the five flavors that I want to use me weaves a multicoloured dream!
