I all the time very the eldest sister that appreciates me, I think what if not be,I embrace some nowadays in those days the help of eldest sister and take care of, I do not know my meeting blending is what kind of.
Early of eldest sister marriage, met elder sister's husband that 21 years old years through go-between introduction, two people from realise marry be less than 3 months, be in a country such thing is very common, I am 13 that year years old.
The mother is delivered of me that 8 years old years in eldest sister, maternal body is not very good all the time, a lot of pain sufferred when conceiving me. It is grandfather grandma only what mind mother one's own all the time is a daughter, meet some always to the mother grouse, because the mother is personal put oneself in another's position is bad, conceive me finally so also very not easy.
In I am 10 years old when, when father goes on hill inadvertent trip, result afterbrain by crotch puncture, exsanguine and overmuch and die, I am very ambiguous to that paragraph of memory, just be being written down is cry in the home.
Father's departure, the economic origin in the home also was broken, maternal body is bad, cannot do hard work, then a carring pole gave eldest sister, eldest sister followed village person to went out to work that day.
Eldest sister spends the New Year every year come back, always eat to my belt, wear, always still enjoin me to read well, I am later be brought up slowly, just know eldest sister took a lot of pain a few that years outside, every Nature's engineering makes ten hours.
After my high school is read, say to be not read, want to go out to work, eldest sister knew to still scold me, say me this is the idea that does not have prospect, let me be at ease go reading, if do not read well, be about to suffer pain all one's life, tuitional she is assumed with me.
Eldest sister and elder sister's husband work in the city in those days, income is average, at ordinary times very managing also, still the child wants to raise at that time, burden is very so heavy, eldest sister can bear hardships diligent, a person works.
At ordinary times eldest sister still can call me to have a meal, just began to return very good, elder sister's husband is very polite also, but later complexion of elder sister's husband is bad, many times I hear elder sister's husband to cry to eldest sister big growl, have second I hear brother-in-law says: "The condition in the home is bad also, you still help your younger brother, the what on the condition don't have to learn, you are a demon that help younger brother really "
I did not go after wherefrom over there eldest sister, just spend annual meeting, eldest sister always comforts me, let me pay no attention to the word that brother-in-law says, I knew eldest sister to suffer a lot of grievance for certain in the home, eldest sister also disregards elder sister's husband to object reading for me all the time.
I redouble my efforts to work all the time after graduation, without idea love, thinking only must stand out, such ability let a mother had lived, also can repay the loving-kindness of eldest sister well.
I did not think of eldest sister divorced finally, I am very compunctious, feeling is so because of me elder sister's husband is opposite eldest sister is bad, eldest sister still comforts me to say is the emotion between their husband and wife gave an issue, also be painful together constrainedly, it is good to left.
The nephew after the divorce follows eldest sister, eldest sister still follows before same, working, eldest sister has 40 to come in those days year old, can be a lot of ageder than wanting with age person.
And the company that I spelled to open my eventually through be being hit for years, also marry parturient, I have eldest sister in wife face premise constantly, always say I can have present thing to want to thank eldest sister, she was assumed a lot of.
When nephew marries 24 years old, hear this news at that time I am very glad, nephew of the decision after I discuss with wife marries I send one flatlet.
See on wedding eldest sister is very glad, see nephew is very happy, what I become aware is very gratified, think of eldest sister is right my loving-kindness, what I feel I am done is too little still.
