"Elder sister, if one day my be dead, not heartstricken, the earnest wish that taking me well subsist... if I leave unfortunately, I am willing him alms organ, hope my departure can save the life of more person, let them live in the world that this I love greatly for me. Let them live in the world that this I love greatly for me..
This is one comes from big the letter that 3 girls write an elder sister, also be she writes a good ahead of schedule secretly on sickbed " posthumous papers " . She calls Burenjijige, this year 21 years old, suffer from leukaemia. Once tasted her what learn to hold actor concurrently to have deep love for the life again, adamancy remains the same after sicken hopeful, she is smiling forcibly, hope to rely on cure to be able to have only " means of livilihood " .
"It is good to him disease that I have a dream many times... "
On June 5, wurigafu is arranging Inner Mongolia girl little sister when Burenjijige's case of illness, discovered " posthumous papers " , brushstroke brushstroke is the handwriting that the little sister beautifuls above, ground of word for word looks, tear blurred gradually Wurigafu's line of sight.
"Elder sister, you ask me the birthday this year was gotten on for today, want what gift, make what wish, I say not to know, I sit in bedside to ponder over a serious problem one morning today, if June 9 is me this year in life the last birthday, I should make what wish... "
If everything is normal, burenjijige passed summer vacation is about to receive this year brand-new big 4 lives, taste her what learn to hold actor concurrently to still want to take an examination of a graduate student again, continue to take advanced courses. But, high fever last year December, the happiness all these " burn " became an imagination.
Last year on December 2, the Burenjijige that in Hu Lunbei Er goes to school is abrupt high fever is insensible, by urgent send place the hospital, subsequently, classics bone is worn diagnose preliminary judgement Burenjijige suffers from acute leukaemia, wherefrom rises momently, serious illness, medical expenses these words that taking deep feeling of grief, big like hill presses the impoverished family that is in this to make a living in order to depasture euqally.
For better treatment, family is taking Burenjijige to come to Heibei go to a doctor, but cost of hospitalization expenses, medical treatment is a family all the time the does not go haze of mind brandish. Burenjijige's parents sold a few flocks and herds in the home, broke economic origin, use the medical treatment fee of collect daughter.
To all these, burenjijige in the heart very clear. She knows as a child, oneself family is not wealthy, be the village is low protect door, so she learns hard, the power that wants the oneself that uses oneself will what pay for this home. The result cannot think of, old day gashed a channel before her, can stride the past to need her to go all out do one's best.
"It is good to him disease that I have a dream many times, see a grandma be worn in door mouth lean on a stick crutch is in wait for me, I am glad grandma of ground run to, the dream woke... " after the dream wakes, burenjijige is tick infusion bottle at the moment, still thickly dotted hair falls on the pillow, after sicken, she once black show hair is dropped already quickly did not have.
"If one day my be dead, not heartstricken "
To save a little sister, wurigafu chooses to become medullary transplanting operation for Burenjijige. Of very lucky is, the marrow of she and Burenjijige matchs model successful. For collect neat operation is expended, they were initiated on the network numerous chip, look for kin friend scrape together again. Small gain head portrait of Wurigafu changed the picture of little sister be in hospital, small gain and small letter friend encircle li of issuance content, it is a little sister Burenjijige's illness, she big V of small gain of countless ground @ , want to start all force to save his little sister.
"Wish you have lucky, if do not have, hope you learn mercy in misfortune. " Wurigafu is in friend circle so write, since says him, also be to say a little sister. In her eye, that is study committee member in class, the station gets the little sister of encourage annals fellowship to did not go far on dais, just be a fun that God opens to them.
Below the effort of family person, the charge reluctance collect of medullary transplanting operation is enough. On June 5, burenjijige enters medullary transplanting storehouse. 14 days, wurigafu is answered for the little sister be defeated by marrow. Operation progress is greater, but Burenjijige before long hind begin to appear the circumstance that n/med having blood in one's stool, treat in transplanting storehouse up to now. The doctor tells them, remedial cost still needs about 500 thousand, and grasping in their hand help money already place remnant is not much.
One person is in the storehouse, 3 people are outside the storehouse, every time visit, can pass a screen only, each other looks 15 minutes relatively. Parents and elder sister ask her " afflictive still " , burenjijige answers a smiling face hardly, the word says not to come out. Parents is in here ground of tearful eyes dancing looks at a daughter silently, end till 15 minutes, everybody did not talk again.
Burenjijige is in before entering a storehouse, family spent birthday ahead of schedule for her, a small cake that inserting the candle places in her before, she is patting a hand to singing a song, candle power sways in, she made " can resemble common person going on the ave euqally " desire.
"Elder sister, if one day my be dead, not heartstricken, the earnest wish that taking me well subsist, take care of good father, mom, grandma... if I leave unfortunately, I am willing him alms organ, hope my departure can save the life of more person, let them live in this world that I love greatly for me. " Burenjijige is being sealed then " posthumous papers " on write.
Civil / Heibei youth signs up for reporter Hu Yaling
Offer a plan / Wurigafu
Editor / Hu Yochen