In know on see a such problems: "I had read a lot of books, but forgot for the most part later, what is the meaning that reads then? What is the meaning that reads then??
Have an answer very apt: "When I or child moment, I had eaten a lot of food, had not remembered whats eating now. But OK and affirmative is, the one part in them had blossommed I get bone and meat, reading also is such probably to the person's change. Reading also is such probably to the person's change..
Yes, in my impression, lin Hui because year of young experience is very unfortunate, but what come out her from the rescue in darkness is a book, the book is grand her life structure, make she became generation talented woman, no matter be a building,scientific research or literature are created.
But her all one's life experiences get to the bottom of must mention she and poetic Xu annals rub, the emotional dispute of the 3 people such as Jin Yuelin of architectural home Liang Saicheng, philosopher.
With the Xu Zhi that mesmerizes for a whole life for its rub1920, because father makes an on-the-spot investigation in European each country, run, stay only because Lin Hui is alone. Solitary day is alone in that way and disconsolate. Later, she and friend write channel: "Hope somebody talks face-to-face with her, or it is to sit beside furnace to give her taletelling together, also or it is somebody will love her " . Cannot think of, this person came really, he is -- Xu Zhi rub.
Chu Jianlin badge because when, xu Zhi rub all over one shake, perhaps illuminating the moonlight with bizarre what, his the vital organs of the human body by dizzy those who catch is clean. And Xu Zhi sees first rub when, lin Hui removes dimple because of the extensive in the eye. such, two people encounter, say each other opens mind even.
Then, xu Zhi rub begin to reach Home Lin with all sorts of reason be a guest, because sit in Kang Qiaoliu together,cultivate next seeing with Lin Hui the setting sun, talk about literature, talk about poetry.
Xu Zhi rub later " the Kang Qiao that I know " kind write: "I this all one's life this one spring. Say to also be had pity on, be never waste. Na Yichun my life is naturally, it is really happy " !
But this one spring also ended as Zhang Youyi's arrival. Zhang Youyi is Xu Zhi rub hair wife, and Yo has one child. Lin Hui cannot think of because of absolutely: "It is so so circumstances " . Stand in Zhang Youyi before, because Lin Hui is a little panic-stricken. When the eye that contains hint of piteous, acedia, invocatory, envy with a pair when Zhang Youyi looks at her, this kind of eyes attacks interior details continuously, because Lin Hui trembled.
Those a few days, she locks up herself in the tea in the house not to think of a meal not to think, wash a face with the tear, made a cruel-hearted decision finally------Leave Xu Zhi rub, resolutely go back to the motherland.
Later, because Lin Hui also: "Xu Zhi rub what love at the outset is not me true, however the Lin Hui that he comes out with romantic mood imagination of the poet because, and in fact I am not in that way person " .
Suffer the marriage of arrangement, the contradiction after getting married with Liangsai is ceaselessLiang Saicheng and Lin Hui because be united in wedlock, though power to make decisions depends on themselves, but mostly investigate the result that has designed at bilateral father, namely what we say now " and close " .
1924, because Lin Hui attends beautiful attend school together with Liang Saicheng, placing the hope of bilateral parent namely. Press design technological process, two people should talk a Qing Qing my love, but the execution of flow is not successful, because Lin Hui closes not to come at all with Liang Saicheng.
But will " Lin Liang be passionately in love " approach enters the account that must write Cheng Zhengguo is Lin Fu died at stray bullet 1925, lin Hui so life of individual school work and the provide for that its give birth to a mother, all rely on bridge home to attend completely, this kind of loving-kindness, make Lin Hui gives Liang Saicheng because of be forced to marry.
Because Liang Saicheng, Lin Hui marries later, domesticity is full of contradiction. . .
On one hand, tell two people to close not to come very much from disposition. Because because of,Liang Saicheng and Lin Hui are letting Lin Hui everywhere together, often silent. Because Lin Hui feels disgusted very much to this.
On the other hand, because Lin Hui is hanged in that Xu Zhi on bedroom wall all the year round rub the debris of wreck plane. This debris, to exanimate Xu annals rub, it is a kind of souvenir about; To the Liang Saicheng that is born, can saying only about is a kind cruel -- although this debris, it is Liangsai allegedly because what beg,collect into Ying Linhui come back.
So, become with Lin Hui the female because of polarity, forest Zhu, when appearing in Liang Saicheng's life, liang Saicheng of 61 years old neglects children people intense object, definitely chose remarry after the death of one's wife.
With Jin Yuelin existence has an affair with " try marriage " relationXu Zhi rub 1931 the bottom dies. 1932, because live with Liang Saicheng's feeling,philosopher Jin Yuelin rushed into Lin Hui.
Dan Jinyue continuous heavy rain is typical " try marriage make " devotional person. After this more than 10 years, jin Yuelin is like the maggot that adds spirit from beginning to end, insist for a long time to because Liang Saicheng's couple lives,be together with Lin Hui. In Jin Yuelin's philosophy, this kind of very closely associated with each other, itself coverts one kind namely " try marriage " experience.
The husband and wife that goes up besides the body lives, each corners that because live,Jin Yuelin already permeated Lin Hui. Besides the bedroom, between Liang Jia's sitting room, dining-room and even baby, nowhere is not in Jin Yuelin's shadow. This is not covert " try marriage make " , what be?
To marital idea of Jin Yuelin, because Lin Hui has thorough knowledge.
At this moment, because Lin Hui tells Liang Saicheng: "She is extremely pained, because she fell in love with two people at the same time, it do not know how to run ability is good to do not know how to run ability... " .
Liang Saicheng missed one evening, ask oneself ceaselessly, because Lin Hui lives with him after all happy, still mix Laojin a happiness? He oneself, Laojin, badge relapses to just be measured on balance because of 3 people...
Such word moved Jin Yuelin, final, jin Yuelin is exited.
But say be Jin Yuelin to exit with its, serve as a faithfulness as Yue Lin saying gold " try marriage make " devotional person, this kind of his manner that does not believe marriage, make Lin Hui fears because of feeling, make she must stay by Liang Saicheng.
My impressionsExperienced for its the Xu Zhi of lifetime dump rub, the Jin Yuelin that has great life situation, wish to be its low the Liang Saicheng to in one's heart, I feel to be in another level, lin Hui because life is satisfactory. What and have herself from beginning to end face love is free and easy with life structure.
Of course, I think, best work still is her life. Can let her become model for painting of goddess of the Republic of China, the high living that also is her is artistic.
Because face the life a variety of cross, architecture does not recruit the schoolgirl's block up, she is Anacreontic from beginning to end, plentiful, happy, free and easy.
No matter how, I still must say, because Lin Hui just is: "A suit poetic flavour 1000 search waterfall, eternally world April day " .