Dai Yinfeng work " reticent father "

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Reticent father

Dai Yinfeng / civil

Father love is silent, if you felt, that is not father love.

-- glacial heart

Occasionally, beside our can chronic oblivion silent not those people of character and thing, lose them gradually in the dust of days, like appearing the father with general and breathed huge rock then as me, by me merciless year after year is desolate in the endless flow in years.

The mother ever said to me, father is fond of you actually in the heart, be he won't say only. I why does not know father this all the time since silent disposition, it is I still cannot understand him from beginning to end only a pains to me. Serve as not to know Shi Ciya to endow with the pure farmer that tells look out loess to bear day day only all the day, father's in one's heart sheds dripping traditional farmer as before inherent guileless and obdurate, he won't speak his hardship and overworked easily, break up entirely inside the time that can bury head portrait willing ox to be in all wintry ground a long time alone euqally however, sometimes obviously the body is uncomfortable, maintain forcedly for be economical even however, he does not know the fashionable tide of modern society and high-tech, still can be my set oneself an example to others with his breathed language however, let me understand dispute good and evil, this is me that is stubborn, the father of a muscle, what he always is using him is silent the best example in make my life.

when the father in memory always is my most powerful umbrella, when because he always can be in,the mother when I err will punish me appear in time, reach the hand of warm aid to me. Go out every time, he can put me high in humeral head, treat me as his most precious baby. Arrive as a child big, he does not go to school because of me only and use prick a paste to cross me, can be in namely that time, I saw all along silent father cried, the blame father helper that the mother feels distressed is too heavy, and lower his head not to talk like the child that father resembles an err thing, I am returned actually babyish to feel wronged and act rashly in succession pays no attention to father a few days, because take a beating that,also can be, I also did not want to had gone to school again.

Await me in those days or like all the day stick together father, have even the mother bit of jealousy. As what be brought up slowly traitorous, the concern of I and father is frozener and frozener also cool, even at ordinary times if do not have a thing,I won't say a word actively with father, there was the barrier that cannot remove between us it seems that. Call every time come home what I search is a mother, as if to give oversight father directly. I am mixed toughly in what blame malcontent father conservative, the human nature that he also is blaming me and flighty, then we have silent cold war below the circumstance in mutual dissatisfaction, "War " it may not be a bad idea resembles on the verge of breaking out, the mother is the harmonic person among, do not have any action that alleviate however.

This kind of delicate concern lasts to 20 years old of my birthday all the time that day, I classes are over after returning the home, discover father bought cake of a birthday for me unexpectedly accidentally, returned specially to prepare a bottle of red wine to be celebrated for me unripe. This is silent father first time spend birthday for me, the mother asks how father remembers me to spend birthday strangely fortunately, one face says father not clear mood, "She is about to left the home to go to school after, birthday also cannot pass in the home. " if listening to father, I feel the feeling of a kind of feel sad emerges for an instant mind, the father that is not good at expression so actually so hate to part with me, it is me only ignoring his love to me in the antagonism with him all the time, him silent should make the show that does not love me.

Everything all is in not call the turn, father is loving me all the time, his encouragement, comfort, teaching also is the way that I do not know reoccupy is delivered to me, work should dare challenge, failure is not brokenhearted, be an upright person cannot forget one's origin, these all are reticent father loves deeply to mine, in the remaining pieces that does not have solution in this chiliad, it is I am in obstinate be opposite with father play chess, go betting father to enter with so called youth bureau, but father is being used however honour year lure me to cross a river, sweep anything away my line of defence, become my soliddest moat.

Father love is a kind of unknown to public, contain at a kind of aeriform feeling, only the person ability of the intention is experienced, I as if saw reticent father is smiling to stand before me, although do not talk, but using a heart to loving me however.

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