After each gambler loses money, can regret immediately, regret what, regret to was not valued careless below, there is the whole body when perhaps regretting to gain fund and retreat, bring about from the back live to lose principal again entirely without control smooth.
At that time they can appear immediately a target, mean the end that turn over namely, and be after crossing a body, did not play. However their major person meets those gambler that had lost smooth money try every means cheats family member friend to perhaps work in the same place with all sorts of reason look for them to lend money, go namely otherwise Lu is borrowed. Because of them at that time very anxious, after losing money, become very impatient. From at the beginning the contact is with winning money is a target, cheat the person beside now instead however to answer this notting hesitate.
In the process of that be off one's head, gambler is how expectation has a light to be able to enlighten oneself, let him stage a comeback, turn over so a hope that became gambler to struggle exclusively originally. Even if can be redeemed,made oneself little lose a point, betted with respect to scarcely later, but is the fact OK really such? Can be those people that cross a body accomplished really was betted?
I am to be in what catch 3 years ago to bet, played altogether two years to be defeated by 50, to the child of an impoverished family, in hundred thousands of pairs of our homes for it is really astronomical, cannot follow family honest, sensory day has collapsed came down, oneself can have gone without the road, expecting every day so can continue to rely on this to answer blood, in the heart also secretly if can to disembark to won't be touched again certainly,pledge, even if make oneself little be defeated by a dot to also go, because be fought really,do not suffer, too painful sleep to be not worn every day not feel like eating.
Probably the heard me aspirations with true god, gave my opportunity to let me turn over with time of a month, small still earned a bit, at this moment I had toed disembark is to wanted Buddhist monastic discipline to drop this poison. But oneself are special not long memory really, those ache before had been cast after the head entirely, did not remember completely, can saying is good the scar forgot to ache. Still think oneself had mastered whole approach at that time, did not need to go to work to be able to rely on this get rich to become rich really later.
Accordingly so I did not put down this poison, become aggravated instead be betted more fiercely, let my control to so called way as a result of a blood of that paragraph of time the rule was full of intense self-confidence, be in half month time, it is foolish that I return those money that come back before gave banker foolishly, whole person is muddled forced repent dye-in-the-wood. Relapse instead answer used two years of valuable time almost, green time of two years is with respect to such put an end to in gamble, do not have gain one minute money, paid back the debt of a suit instead. Still lost time, was defeated by the body, lost state of mind.
Also because was over to be defeated all money, run the time that that paragraph of time of the road just allowed me to he thinks calmly.
Person ten million cannot be touched bet, when you gain fund let you very hard really turn round, you can let when losing money more turn round hard, no matter you lose money,that moment is to have how like a drowned mouse, how painful, want to make you again small win a few times only, your true meeting casts those anguish before after the head entirely.
I been playinging really now, what cannot beat him heart really because of me is concupiscent, also control oneself without method that fretted mood. If,I know only I if if return,turning round this, the price that pays after me will be bigger, a bottomless pit will be deeper and deeper, until bury oneself inside to go out not to come. This kind of price that pays now already far exceeded oneself bear limits, so I dare not have again really rely on gamble to turn over come the idea of get rich.
The experience that believes to also a lot of follow me is similar, the experience process situation of gamble may be different, but major person affirms to final final result is about the same.
I want to admonish again ten million of all friend gamble ten million cannot be touched, also do not hope gamble can bring the exciting sense that gains fund to you, once you were touched want to swing what swing very hard,
Writing this article also is to hope everybody returns the old elder brother between abyss of misery can at an early date extricate oneself, at an early date Buddhist monastic discipline drops you to be able to be broken away from at an early date evil.
