Meet of course, darling is added previously complementary when feeding, I have bit of lose, feel darling besides breast having a parent, still can have other things, won't again every eat sucked the breast. Ablactation later, it is adopted detached form, I also know this is planted bad, my darling is particularly sticky I, want me to be in only, follow beside me at any time, and love cries, but should not see me only, return a lot of better, also did not love to cry so, so his grandma takes him to kin home to go a few evening.
Should ablactation that day, my mood is particularly low, look at darling to return unwitting amuse oneself, I wipe tear secretly. The first day night, look at the small pillow on the side, darling was not however beside, I cry loudly immediately rise, husband begins to still do not understand, listened to me to tell later, comfort me. I let him call to child grandma, if cry badly in child night, hold in the arms come back. Result that day in the evening, I half dream wakes partly, still made two dreams, one is his grandma adopts the child came back, say to cry badly; One is in the morning they just come back, say how the child didn't cry. Awake when, hearing the footstep that whether there are them to come home outside the door. Etc the following day I awake, ability discovery is done not have at all come back, sighed, look at a few things of darling, disappointment holds out in the heart.
After ablactationing nevertheless, especially nocturnal grandma, the child need not rise eat, I want relaxed a lot of, and to darling it may not be a bad idea ah, also suited slowly so.