The person arrived 30 years old, much is solid however to future can have worry, because of marriage knot, the child's age is returned again small, parents also begins old the body also is not too good. There is parental support on, see a doctor problem, leave the educational funds problem that the child goes to school, do bad to return a car to borrow even, the room is borrowed wait for all sorts of economy burdens.
And oneself economic income and position rise without what however. Oneself healthy state glides somewhat, manual energy begins to drop, also perhaps contradict between husband and wife heavily, mental pressure is greater and greater, in scanty wage income and bad human relations, with the family contradictory heavy pressure falls, it is impossible to did not do not have angst. Confused to did not begin. (if do not have all sorts of problems of above of which good with respect to it doesn't matter angst, but the issue that a lot of people put in above, include myself) .
Want to lessen worry, those who pass is bit happier, only oneself adjusted, chicken broth of the heart that read a feature kind article, see Buddhist story, it is OK to hear Taoist school theory paralytic the mood of own angst. (these chicken broth are really too much, be like action not quite) , or with alcohol him anaesthesia (cake of domestic concern form smoke into smother) , or all sorts of degenerating will indulge oneself. (these I had tried, monetary loss is very big, angst is increasing, bigger and bigger) .
Always can't help be being sung, my footstep wants to roam about, my heart thinks draw close the shore however. My shadow wants to fly, my person still goes up. My smile will be pretended, my tear wants to surrender however. My eye will hide, my mouth still is in flaunt one's superiority... ...
I think to want to reduce angst to think method puts bit of money more (key oh) , buy bit of insurance for family and oneself, exercise more, make good human relations and impact of husband and wife more, loosen oneself state of mind, (anyway the day collapsed, the tall man is supporting. ) , most the most important is the life program that has made his, must make be merciful life plan.
