01
The friend sends from a great distance of a of his company female employee to ran to send one caboodle sock last week, this makes me very questioningly.
As expected, after this girl sends, did not go, direct one buttock paralysis is on my home sofa, ask I want tea to drink actively still, see my action is a little sluggish, immediate let's not mince matters: "Course elder sister, I think abdication, the boss lets me talk about confabulate with you. The boss lets me talk about confabulate with you..
What? Should your employee resign the clique makes psychological construction to me? So you is this a plan is with one box small snacks raped me?
The girl looked sidelong at me, say, course elder sister, are not afraid of, I won't be a hard job to you, I also pay close attention to you from circle of my boss friend, the iron pink that is you, very old the sort of, come this even if want to chat a little with you, be confined to chat a little, see see you oneself. I go back this demit, you do not have pressure.
I nod, get on tea bubble, say: "Have nothing to do, you say the girl, want to say what says what, I also do not give your what help most probably on, hear a story namely at most. Hear a story namely at most..
"Course elder sister, a few days ago does Hangzhou boy throw a mobile phone to cry greatly in the street do you have the video that breaks down saw? A few days ago does Hangzhou boy throw a mobile phone to cry greatly in the street do you have the video that breaks down saw??
I nod.
"Actually I hold out those who envy him, I am in Wang Zong (my friend) old stuff is in the company, the human affairs eldest sister that joins a company is me speak, it is thus clear that I have many senior. Actually money is earned not less also, scold endure not less also, but no matter much grievance is much afflictive, never cry greatly in public in the street cry those who come out, it is to be afraid that people looks joke, bearing all the way afflictive, hold back arrives home to cry again. The video of that boy, look to me cried, I too knew that to experience... I am in this company, each years I write abdication application, but version is updated 6 because too Song had not been handed in... "
"Are then you a plan this terminative 6 version? " I inserted one mouth.
She is biting a lip: "Originally I feel I break down all the way all the way repair time also can arrive too old, but recently my classmate, it is the fellow student with concern especially good with me, she runs suddenly to Li Jiang to go hotel went, bask in namely in friend circle everyday bask in a lake, bask in the flower of the guest that basks in the come and go in hotel and full to the brim, the family is having capital, mix all the day eat wait dead to pass much more by force than me, the boss says you are in Dali here lived a lot of years, with Li Jiang the life of that sister is similar also, let come over to understand understanding circumstance to decide again designedly. I know he wants to persuade me to stay, not hesitate so go ahead regardless you such friend, nevertheless you also do not have pressure... "
The girl wants me understandingly not to have pressure again, I or blame often interrupted directly she: "Girl, do you have capital? Do you have capital??
"What " , she does not have report to come over temporarily, passed a little while, face one black, shake one's head.
The demit after the girl goes back later does not have demit I do not know, feel this thing lets me or pretty sighs with emotion namely.
Not be to want to who persuade up, advise whose deal with concrete matters relating to work.
If conditional, do actually mix those who eat the trash that waits dead to also had been held out, it is the family has only mix have the capital that waits dead, what do you have?
You have a room to borrow, have rent, the old person wants to raise, the child wants a grandma.
Mix eat wait dead? Who can you mix eat? What who can you wait for again is dead?
02
Newspaper office a friend, because be overcome,the newspaper office did not do not have black actuating pressure in vain, abdication hind took an examination of a sinecure iron rice bowl-a secure job, true size fell into blessing nest with respect to in, thing of fart of moment of majority of time of every sky class is done not have, with respect to the young young person that follows a gang prematurely senile old girl spends type to taste ancient bronze mirror all sorts of tea.
She works in the newspaper office previously when, it is I send past message actively, after half month she long narrow flag wakes up to reality like that, appearance of ground of a pair of with bitter hatred follows busy ceaseless and pure apology says here, I am sorry I am sorry, sister, you see me this is busy, feel early to reply you, be to use what idea replies so.
After holding iron rice bowl-a secure job in both hands?
Ah, face in the evening everyday before sleeping, she should hit a video phone to come over to want Lao crack with teeth in mouth, I this writes draft to keep delamination skin busy the person that does not win, this kongfu plays passion to inspect how possibly with the person every day a little?
Do not chat.
Do not rise a little.
But do not be no good however a little, she is to have will too really, do not receive still hit, do not receive still hit, receive till you rise, no matter you are in,work, right on the face follows you that side god is mixed in Lao unit.
I am decisive installed a message to avoid to her disturb.
She is good as a result, for can so that @ everybody is accurate call arrives accompany talk about attendant, designed us the old acquaintance with a few good relationships was pulled group, at the beginning the conference with small outer part is in inside assentation a few, time is long, this group in your upgrade is answered pull about a hundred 80 pages, disappear what to have interactive trace, it is her everyday one the individual's head portrait, soul of now.. make inquiries, now.. world is undeserved, follow a goddess classics disease like.
Even if I feel so, I also dare not tell her " you follow a goddess classics disease like " .
Because, she is met certainly take advantage of an opportunity captures my on-line evidence, pulling me to accompany her to finish to concern with life " she is goddess classics disease " intense debate.
Probably after 3 months, sleep to be not worn in my night want to reverse the how things stand that reverses her since one fashionable.
Result, her be dead... either, I am to say, group advocate retreat group.
This loneliness is like the life of snow.
Curiosity drives me to cherish also should not make the determination that makes clear Hunan state confoundedly, knocked her dialog box actively.
"Have nothing to do? " I ask cautiously at the late night.
"Can have what thing, answer newspaper office brazen-faced to work then. " she at morrow cloudy at 5 o'clock afternoon weak wind is answered gently.
She says, dawdle does not have her to think so at easely, mixing mixing mix no less than going to, still can envy those returning even can Ao Ao breaks down at a draught overwork dog.
" jubilate " in have a such words:
One does not have directional boat, what wind is not downwind.
I feel however, those are mixed eat the person that waits dead to be being mixed mixing mix no less than going to, because,be probably this reason.
It is not clear that one is done what do oneself want, anxious busy confused ground goes learning people years static nice person, majority discovers rustily after period of time, which kinds of day does not have interest to death.
03
Since me after resident Dali, the life that a lot of friend tries to had asked me Dali how.
Actually I know they are true what is the inquisitive.
They want to know, if throw away toward 9 evening the stability of 5, the pressure that if throw away,intermittence breaks down, can they come is Dali same live well?
A lot of people had wanted to let his retire ahead of schedule, so desperately advertent the scenery of another city, the hope can find him from the day of others the life to mark, also drive whip and spur next come over to cross this comfortable life.
But I very tell you explicitly, neither one city, have everything what you want.
I am after Dali is resident, interviewed a lot of a lot of people, there is very few and very few one fraction person only in them, can settle for a long time finally in Dali, normal ground work and rest, normal ground works, get oneself want, and can keep glad to Er sea sunrise everyday install with the heart.
Because, have a lot of a lot of people, they come to a home to return to with final Dali, it is to leave.
They can complain a certain city to give him false appearance, went to still can say later, hey, dali this city, also in that way, do not suit the life.
Actually, the truth is, major purpose enthusiasm runs to the person of Dali, waited for period of time to go again, because whats did not work,be nevertheless mixed period of time, in the heart confused.
Because, no matter you choose to begin a kind of what kind of life afresh, mean overturn rebuild, is not to be collected in vain off-the-peg perfect match.
But a lot of people are not willing to accept this, so, defy when be favored with of busy busy be favored with break down, in mix take life of the bespatter when waiting dead.
04
Cai Kang Yongceng is in first phase " strange flower says " in say:
The life is cruel the circulation that hit.
You may have made effort a lot of times, meet the person says later, go special house, go special car, go special love and ideal.
Be in likely also after abandoning the home to cast aside course of study to tried additionally one kind of life, the life before faint however envy.
Either you are extreme, not be you make base, not be you deserve the funeral that this all one's life is about to live a kind of an utterly worthless person, desire to be not gotten forces the life.
True, not be completely.
However, our life, say with respect to resembling Cai Mr. Kang Yong in that way, keep be in namely I am cruel attack, keep letting us sample " also so return a responsibility " lose.
Can escape without the person cruel attack.
But person this lifetime, noting choose a site for the capital is him open up wasteland, oneself admit grow, oneself rebuild, oneself go determining a content.
When when you him feeling is about to collapse by last straw, need to know this thing especially.
