Want to understand Fulida here special recommend her autobiographical film " Fulida " , see what cry finally stop no less than coming. Say when Fulida is dead " I wish to never come again. " why to never come again, because her life is real,be too bitter.
Fulida was born in Mexico on July 6, 1907, 6 years old have to children is paralytic, cause right leg atrophy. That 18 years old years she encountered traffic accident, a steel tube wears her body continuously, although she lived to come down, but need is lifelong adorn steely bracket, and cannot bear, can rely on alcohol, narcotic and cigarette to alleviate only carnal ache.
Fulida's self-portrait. Tear drips from the face below. Lying between canvas the ache that I can experience her body.
Encounter traffic accident brought tremendous anguish to Fulida, but these all anguish became Fulida the fortune with artistic the most precious creation. Say like Chai Jing " we say affliction can make we grow, not be however such, affliction is not costly, the reflection to affliction ability is valuable. The reflection to affliction ability is valuable..
These affliction turned Fulida into the image on canvas. Fulida sends art to teach from the institute that had not accepted a day, but taking however in her picture inherent plain with clever gas.
To Fulida life changes a the largest issue, not be experience traffic accident actually, encountered her sweetheart however, li Weila. That word that resembles well known " you ever thought he can keep out wind and rain for you, he gives the harships of the half a lifetime after thinking of. He gives the harships of the half a lifetime after thinking of..
Fulida encounters Li Weila moment to have ten years old only, and the mural painter that Liweila has been Mexican render outstanding service and be famous. Fulida is the 3rd his wife, but there still are a flock of women beside Liweila around move. Although know li of dimension to help tasteful by nature, she or choice marry him. Fulida is 22 that year years old, li Weila is 43 years old.
This is Fulida the self-portrait later, liweila has been an again and again in those days is off the rails. Fulida draws him on his forehead, loving him like loving deities, can be in however in the eye weep, because she has known, he can be in belong to her some time, cannot belong to her forever however.
Fulida wants to give birth to a child for Li Weila very much, but because of her broken body already cannot life of new student of be pregnant with. Abort so. This is tremendous to Fulida's blow, then her picture wind became such surrealism, painful bloody.
The close little sister that Fulida discovers Liweila and him Fulida has when catching, she was overcome eventually, she chose to divorce eventually. The Fulida that lost love the body also go from bad to worse. Long-term excessive drinking lets her liver suffer infection, she is anaemic, fatigue, around became rachis operation 6 times, so frail that can rely on corselet to prop up his only.
The be dying in life during, dimension is pulled in or returned her beside, take care of her, accompany her to walk along last Cheng.
Last picture in her life is like momentary recovery of consciousness just before death, not bloody, without horror, cry " life banzai " , the watermelon of incision is squashy and sweet, writing on a watermelon among them " life banzai " .
Life banzai, imagine this is one is endured very hard 30 for many times operation, abort for many times, the husband for many times if treason woman is spoken, but although her life is rough anguish, however art is accompanied forever, won't leave forever, those who place her is sad, happy, grow with wither.
Life banzai, life banzai.
