You are very small brother
Actually you this makes a thing far from. Why so say? Tell the real story of a myself to you first.
I as a child the family is poverty-stricken also, a lot of classmates I do not have some things. Spring outing when I do not go, because I am afraid that the meal of the belt is too miserable and shabby classmate jest; The study data that the school sells often is whole class was ordered, only a few people did not order our minority.
Plus oneself in one's childhood especially fat, often be mocked by classmates. As time passes fat I poor begin self-abased, and jump over defect deeper, the degree that reached to talk to be able to blush with anybody even, do not refer a friend.
I was become after the job a silent article table plan. The company is a foreign enterprise, and I like English again, on the conference that in United States old boss participates in, I introduced mobile program with pure English, foreigner be overjoyed, enrolled me to became a president in the past unexpectedly later assistant, salary broke up double.
Since then I slowly not self-abased, because I accomplished a lot of people impracticable thing. And photograph prescription form of the foreigner is exceedingly optional also courteous, more make myself self-confident rise, slowly be fed up with and the person was communicated. Although I present still cannot dissolve completely in heart nest the self-abased rootlet of bury, but should convey ego when me when, I am absolutely explicit.
Your parents you are caused and what case does not decide. And the dictate that you are yourself however, wait for you slowly self-confidence rises, become like oneself, natural meeting has a lot of person the becomes you friend of strive to be the first, include a girl!
I believe you have at least one kind of strong point certainly or advantage, major person likes, of envy, impracticable.
Come out this specialty play to let everybody see when you, and got the material benefit of the life because of this specialty, my guarantee, not be the problem that you dare not talk with others, be the problem that you disdain and so much person talks.
Drill in you before the competence with respect to you, not ambitious him approach talks. On the world that who sets cannot there be indrawn person? Do not care about the view of others, because you think, you go out so much on the Wai Street person, who had you cared about overly?
Can care about you painstakingly without the person so, even if is you said a few farfetched words, short of assault and battery they, they forgot afterwards absolutely. So you listen to them what to say first, those who have fun at insert, sitting straight with respect to riant back without interest.
As to the girlfriend, little brother, had not talked about a girlfriend not to lose face now, a lot of glib people more than 30 still cannot find a target. Why, because they cannot give a woman safe sense.
Man need not the word is much, but want to be able to raise the home, give a woman safe sense, dependable feeling.
What so you should do now is to drill rapidly the competence with respect to oneself, your age learns a skill now there's still time, drill hard next with respect to it. Learn to learn conduct financial transactions well again, spend period of time, regular meeting has very big change. The girlfriend is the thing of follow a rational line to do some work well.
Little brother, believe me please, I understand your mood, because I also once was in " dark hut " in stayed very long. But I rescue myself came. You are certain possible also! Cheer!