Male, 85 years, divorce more than one year, be divorced. Ex-wife is off the rails be discovered by me, begin anyway not to admit, breath of the post a letter after passing one week gives me mediate a settlement I am too tired, want to divorce. Do not divorce to take family and child menace me. Did not have a few days to live one case with his true love next. Pulled two months divorce. The sort of initial anguish that rips a heart to crack lung I feel a n experienced person has experience to pass, also do not want to recollect. Two children put in me 's charge, she won't give allowance of course, because she says the child became big,also do not kiss with her. Now slowly it may not be a bad idea rose, although also can remember her now and then, about the same after all feeling of 10 years. Grow together with the child everyday itself also is a kind of joy. She basically a month hits a phone to perhaps receive the child to live two days to the child, I also do not want to barring she sees the child, though what be on child mouth, mother love also yearns for in the heart probably. Work hard now earn money, see a book perhaps see a movie usually, hear music, now and then get together with the friend. It is good to looked. Who cannot leave without who on this world, in resembling an actor's lines, had said, the car on somebody of total on the train of life meeting and those who get off. Him at least need not arrive for one individual lowliness again now in one's heart, need not does she talk about rehear all the day her parents buys a car to build a house for her little brother and your parents how how? When need not buying a book again, be bought what does the book have to use undeserved eat undeserved drink. Present oneself are footloose, look, do not want to expend lifetime for undeserved person again. Have a meal to still be mixed with the friend the evening before last friend from ridicule, say the younger brother of one's father that I present am missed 40 years old by what years destroys. Although very tired now, but at least heart is not tired.
Before two days she sends information to say her two days this to want to receive the child to me, still say to me I work overtime all the day should notice the body. Ah. The body does not notice besides after I answer information to say to her such word, I do not need. This is my life, I admitted. The child became big the thing that how seeing you is them. No matter she is sincerity or hypocrisy say in that way word, I do not need her to say to me.
Before two days see calendar discover tomorrow is her birthday suddenly, like knowing others can resemble me, for her cost uses up idea to prepare a gift. Wish her birthday is happy for the last time. Went, wish respective and well.