I about from begin to read the novel that A is able to bear or endure 10 years ago, also be very old old vermicelli made from bean starch, read for the first time " come home " (teleplay name " Dou Ting is good " ) when already very intense belt is entered felt, experience is weighed too male light the girl of female childhood, total meeting is having such and such pain in the heart, till make,also cannot be at ease more after year.
Read teleplay edition nowadays now so " Dou Ting is good " I accept this final result hard really, because I understand deeply, reality wants cruelty than teleplay too much.
19 years the Spring Festival just passed, my grandma is in during be dying, want to let me go back very much see her, there is my name all the time in the mouth, do not meet a lot of years we meet in video, I can say nothing unexpectedly, awkward a nuisance.
After video was over, I burst into tears is not for sadness hers unexpectedly be about to leave, grieve over however the childhood that I am short of love, wanting to be awaited in those days, if can love me more a bit, I can get what kind of life too now.
And she is in charge of me to make treasured object all the time in video process, just be the biggest painful, small when why to agree such call me baby?
