A kind of what kind of feeling is natural labor?

The cake that pull cake follows when be born same, it is the awfullest that nevertheless palace shrinks, I still am being hanged at that time expedite child delivery needle, I am be afraid of the person that aches to be able to be borne again again, in the morning 9.2 begin to ache, half hour, I still play a mobile phone on the bed at that time, later 20 minutes, 10 minutes, arrived towards evening 3 minutes two, pain time each second is to suffer, leave two what when pointing to, ache is straight hum, the sort of feeling follows Mom of mother's eldest sister namely same, the waist is especially acerbity still bilge, abdomen drops downward the sort of it is special anyway ache! , tear is not self-conscious flow, hear of before cannot cry, want to save physical strength, add me what ache in the evening to had not had a meal, was overcome to ask to hit really later without painful, the mother-in-law says not to give dozen, enrage so that I think name-calling, stitch 1800 they there, because I am hanged,expedite child delivery needle when do not hang in ward, feel distressed money, if in ward I am afraid that I am painful really,arrive want to jump building, I did not manage she, ask the doctor says to want directly 3 point to ability to hit, still do not have there's still time to hit later, go in delivery room, next the doctor says to be able to exert oneself to do sth. , I exert oneself to do sth. as the cake that pull cake, when aching, exert oneself to do sth. at a heat, feel to have kind of burning feeling a little while too, I wanted to come out with respect to the head that asks a doctor my child, the doctor saw thing of the preparation on discontinue, because delivery room still has to be in femaly at that time, shift to an earlier date than me a hour goes in, feel burningly more and more intense next, do not know how to be born suddenly at the same time in emphatic, 7 jins of 7.5 39 plump little girl, did not keep back at that time said a feel well, the doctor is pressed pressing abdomen is water, take my placenta next, just of my endure hardships still be from the back, haemorrhage is overmuch, seamed a needle to seam two many hours, be hanged in delivery room water, the cry that hearing a daughter at that time tells the truth not how old feeling... just feel happy, arrived my daughter sleeps to sleep lightly easily again in the evening, suck nipple to her again, make water does not come out, later of hold back be overcome the nurse helps me press come out, gave a lot of blood suddenly when press again, call a doctor immediately, such I am advanced again, continue to seam a needle, blood does not stop, it is two hours, when coming back, the nurse helps me did not insert ureter twice go in... still the doctor inserts later, midnight feeling wants have loose bowels to go toilet, still be make water does not come out, those who flow is blood, went to the half dizzy to go, frighten my husband so that die partly at that time, alas, a few days that of be in hospital are nightmare simply, exsanguinate is smoked do not come out, smoke be about to be plunged into 4 times, the water that hangs everyday is time. Pubic bones walks to ache everyday after leaving hospital, crouch to wash cut even, ache, I now more than 50 days still bleeding, also do not know to return a responsibility how, not dare second birth... for fear that, it is true that nevertheless natural labor has an advantage to be able to get out of bed that day namely, emphatic moment does not follow the cake that pull cake to exert oneself to do sth. euqally really... be exert oneself to do sth. over there the vagina, hold back exerts oneself to do sth. at a heat, can use how long with respect to how long, should have only burning follow the sort of having the feeling that the thing should come out to be blocked up over was born quickly with respect to the specification, the head comes out the body came out, the puerpera that is born together with me is the 3rd embryo, also did not tear off after she is unripe, much more comfortable than me, write a bit in disorder, nevertheless these are my natural labor experience!