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To a lot of people character, living be to cannot ponder over its meaning, think, have to die. I husband's father greatly, hit ruffian all one's life, put a sheep all one's life, young moment is a bit more not bad, eat meal of a hunderd schools, wine has the flesh, moister. 50 later, all disease pester a body, especially lumbar leg aches most apparent, put a sheep not agile also, also nobody asks him to eat the flesh to drink, with me 3 mother's brother live together, live condition cans be imagined.
One day, his next door quarrel, want to be hit soon, I husband's father greatly is an enthusiastic person, the mediate before going up, did not think of both sides be affrayed rises jointly Li is scolded, I 3 aunt come out, also scold him officious, seem to still be pushed rejected a few times, hear just, I did not see in person. I husband's father greatly in the evening with respect to hang oneself, say according to neighbour, still heard his cry in the middle of the night.
Die at the age of is 63 years old.
I read Yu Hua later " living " , have feeling greatly. Fu Guizhi so living all the time, because he is done not have,had missed living import namely. Like if I husband's father greatly,missing living import. Suddenly one day, they leave realized, understand thoroughly, begin to ponder over life, so they also do not think living.
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